When I woke up at 5 a.m., the first thing I did was find my phone and check the latest epidemic situation. This is a daily routine recently, staying at home and not going out, but fortunately, there is also the Internet to get the news in real time.

The next two weeks will be an outbreak, and you will have to stay at home. And it is difficult to predict whether you will receive a notice to go to work during these two weeks.

It's hard to live without financial income. But compared to the people who are fighting on the front lines of the epidemic, we are just staying at home, and we are already very happy.

Being a family woman has always been an unattainable dream for me. Now that it has been realized because of this epidemic, is it a blessing in disguise?

The two children got up and went to the living room to eat, and their father, Lao Wang, had just closed the door and left for work.

The supermarket where he works is still open, but the hours have been shortened, from 8 a.m. to 2 p.m.

When he left work, he told the children to remember to mop the floor and wipe the table, and I heard it in the bedroom, and his voice was loud enough.

Since I came to stay, he has not instructed me to do housework face-to-face. He knew that I was the worst at cleaning, and we were getting more and more estranged because we were divorced.

There's nothing wrong with that, at least there's not much reason to quarrel anymore. Respect each other, but that's it.

Following Wang's roundabout explanation, I cleaned up with the children.

I am not good at cleaning because my eyes suffer from 300 degrees of myopia and more than 100 degrees of astigmatism. The main thing is that I don't usually wear glasses, and those glasses have long since disappeared.

If you are not good at it, you can't prove that you can't, and you can't deliberately not do it because of this, but you won't do it well. But I still tried my best, sticking the hair little by little with duct tape, and wiping the floor tiles one by one.

I have to admit that it really doesn't do as well as Lao Wang. The old man of 200 pounds is much better than me when he cleans up his home.

So, actually, I'm not comfortable here.

Now the kids are having lunch and I'm looking at my phone. Small videos of going out began to appear in the circle of friends, and it seems that everyone can't stay.

As if it was a coincidence, a friend asked me out on WeChat. That's right, it's a man, a netizen to be exact.

I occasionally open up people nearby to take a look, really just a look. I never take the initiative to add netizens, just waiting for others to add me.

I'll take a brief look at the verification message when there's a verification message. What to watch? Look at the circle of friends.

Most people don't turn off the feature of allowing strangers to view ten photos, so most strangers' circle of friends can view ten photos.

If the circle of friends looks at some good content, I will pass the verification and talk about it.

However, I never see netizens. I'm really just chatting. Moreover, most of them are deleted after a few words of chat.

People near WeChat have become a gathering place for adults with ill intentions.

When they got there, the man thought that he could ask the woman out by casually hooking his fingers, while the woman thought that she could ask for a red envelope to make a small fortune unscrupulously.

And I'm just idle and have nothing to do, add and delete, add and delete.

I really like that feeling, I can see a person's inner intentions clearly through a few words, and then scold him a few words to delete or block them.

It's a kind of venting, some uncivilized, perverted venting.

The guy who asked me out was obviously a rich man who wanted to go out and seek some excitement.

Unfortunately, he met me. However, this Chinese New Year, I have restrained a lot, and I am embarrassed to scold, but the words are still vicious.

I said, be a good person, don't add a female netizen and want to break your shoes, you are a person with a family and a wife, please focus on yourself.

The other party was silent for a long time, and replied with three words: I'm leaving.

At that moment, for some reason, I suddenly felt a little guilty. In fact, he has been saying that it is to meet, to see the true face of my Lushan, and he really didn't say anything else.

So, is my words a little too aggressive?

The first time I examined myself because of scolding netizens, was it because I had always been prejudiced and hostile to the nearby people and netizens who were added in my subconscious, so I always sneered and cursed unabashedly?

Am I also a bad person with bad intentions?

And what is a bad person and what is a good person? I don't think I'm a good person, at most I'm just an ordinary person who doesn't break the law and discipline and doesn't lose his conscience.

Looking at the community from the window, I always feel that there are more people and cars outside.

The severity of the epidemic has been reported in the news at length, but why does everyone seem to be a little overwhelmed? Is it because there is only one case in our city?

I want to scream: go home and stay!