Chapter 80: Confession Fails
"Let's go. Gan Luo wrote the last three words, closed the notebook, pulled the quilt with one hand and lay down, did not look at Hu Mei again, turned his back to her and closed his eyes.
"Xiao Luo, I know it's wrong, don't you drive me away, okay? I'm a bastard, I'm confused, that's because Dad's matter hit me too hard, I know it's wrong, can you give me a chance to atone for my sins?"
"......" Gan Luo opened his eyes, looked out the window, listened to Hu Mei's crying, his heart was like an ice stone, and the palm wrapped in the quilt stretched out in front of his eyes, this hand, he had killed people, two lives, although it was to save his life, but it was different after all. What would Dad have done if he had known she had blood on her hands?
Looking at Ganluo's curled back, Yang Zhen couldn't bear it, and patted Hu Mei, who was crying silently, "Girl, you go back first, she needs time to slow down, you come to see her later, maybe she will figure it out." ”
"Hmm. Auntie, you help me tell Xiao Luo, I know it's wrong. Hu Mei stood up against the wall and glanced at Ganluo, who was silent on the hospital bed, coming out of the hospital room.
"Girl, Officer Zhang rescued you from serious injuries, you are a little better, and your mother will take you to see them officially. Yang Zhen sat on the edge of the bed, leaned over and hugged Ganluo, "No matter what happens, with my mother here, don't be afraid, I feel uncomfortable and tell my mother, don't hold it alone." ”
Ganlo nodded, curled up in his mother's arms, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.........
"Don't!"
"Zhang Xiao!
Ganluo sat up from the hospital bed, the sweat oozing from his forehead stuck to the fine hair on his forehead, his little face was pale, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, looking at the familiar vague figure sitting on the side of the bed, he got up and pounced, "I dreamed that you died...... I dreamed that Hao Zhutian shot you!"
In the dream, she dreamed that Zhang Xiao was torn by a vicious wolf, Hao Zhutian held a sniper rifle and shot one after another at his wrists and feet, she watched from the sidelines, watching the evil wolf rush towards him in a pool of blood, tears blurred her eyes, Gan Luo felt that the thing she was holding was warm, raised her eyes and glanced at the neck she was holding, and before she saw her face, her generous and warm palm held the back of her head, "Don't be afraid, I'm still alive." ”
Ganluo choked and nodded, her arm took the opportunity to tighten a little, her chin buried in his shoulder, the throat inflammation disappeared a lot, her voice was hoarse and soft and glutinous, with a crying trill, "Zhang Xiao, I... I killed someone. ”
"I know. Zhang Xiao patted her on the back, and his tone was low and gentle, "You are in legitimate defense, not your fault." ”
"At that time, I led him indoors and wiped his neck with smoke bombs, and I ...... I was afraid that he would not shoot him, and I strangled his eyes with glass, and I dreamed that those eyes were looking at me all the time, and I ...... I also burned people to death......" Gan Luo let go of Zhang Xiao, lowered his eyes and looked at his hand wrapped in gauze, tears falling on the gauze one after another, and his shoulders were trembling, "But I don't want you to die." ”
The first time he had blood on his hands, he was twelve years old, looking at the tearful girl in front of him, the calm appearance of the chemical factory faded a lot, he could understand the helplessness and fear in her heart, reached out and gently held her hand wrapped in gauze, and took her into his arms, Zhang Xiao's chin rested on the top of her head, his arm carefully avoided the wound on her wrist, and tightly encircled her into his arms, "Girl, thank you for your gamble." ”
"Since you know that I gambled to save you, how can you repay me?" Gan Luo sniffed, raised the back of his hand and wiped his eyes, broke free from his embrace, and sat on the soft bed, looking at him with bright eyes, with a smug and expectant smile on the corner of his mouth.
Zhang Xiao saw her happy appearance for a moment, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he reached out and touched her short furry hair, and his slender fingers gently rubbed between her hair, "What do you want?"
"Before I say that, you close your eyes. ”
Gan Luo saw him close his eyes, looked at his eyebrows, the bruises on his face almost faded, delicate facial features, straight nose bridge, Gan Luo raised his hand and poked his eyebrows, "I want it, you won't frown in the future." ”
"........." Zhang Xiao opened his eyes, looked at the girl in front of him, took out the clove hairpin from his pocket, and pinned it to Ganluo's head, "I heard what you said in the afternoon." ”
"Hmm. Gan Luo looked at him, his eyes burned, and when he saw that he was about to speak, his heart beat like a drum, and he hurriedly raised his hand to interrupt him, "Before you say it, I, I need to explain it to you." ”
"I told you that I liked you, not because you saved me this time, I know that you might think I was a girl's adoring liking. That's not the case......
Gan Luo grabbed the corner of her clothes, she didn't think that she would come to the step of confession so soon, she was inexperienced, her face was flushed, she took a deep breath and looked into his eyes, "I don't know when I like you, but in the face of Hao Zhutian's persecution, I equated the other person's life with my life for the first time, at home I will unconsciously look at the other side of the bamboo forest, I will unconsciously think of your appearance, think of you will laugh, and your shadow will frequently appear in my dreams." ”
"I thought you were too good-looking, I thought it was an adolescent nymphomaniac, I never fell in love, I couldn't tell if I liked it, so I didn't say anything, but deliberately kept a certain distance from you, but, that day, I equated my safety with yours, and I was willing to connect my life with yours, so I gambled my life, or failed to be shot by a sniper, or escaped with you...... That's when I was sure it was like. ”
"How long have you been thinking about it?" Zhang Xiao looked into her eyes, "How long have you hesitated about whether you like it or not?"
Gan Luo twisted his eyebrows and lowered his head slightly, "Four or five weeks." ”
After waiting for a while, Zhang Xiao still didn't speak, Gan Luo raised his eyes and glanced at him, there was a faint accumulation of gas in his heart, his heart was suffocated and stuffy, his eyes were a little sour, the first confession was doomed to failure, next time, I have to write the copywriting in advance, don't talk about what adolescent nymphomaniac!
admired him when he was young, many people confessed to him, there are all kinds of tricks, like Ganluo spitting beans, she is the first, she has considered the problem she said.
But, she is young and ignorant, he can't, even if he doesn't reject it in his heart, but after all, the age rests there, seeing that the tip of her nose and eyes are red, he reached out and touched her head, looking at her gaze, his eyes are unprecedentedly gentle, "Girl, you are still young, and ......" Moreover, with me, you are destined to carry a lot.
"What is small, I don't dislike you for being old. Ganluo pulled the quilt over her head and showed a pair of eyes, "I know what you mean, you go back, I want to sleep." ”
"........." Zhang Xiao's words were blocked in his throat, his brows frowned slightly, and he bent down to tuck the quilt for her, "You'll know when you grow up." Rest early. ”
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