Chapter 1002 (10)
Li Miaoyan's tears have quickly fallen, sometimes even if he really knows the result of all this, he still has to do it, because this is completely a way, it has reached the last moment, and it is absolutely impossible to let everything before dissipate.
"Li Miaoyan, me?"
He seemed to have something to say, but now he didn't know what to say, and he choked up at one point, even beyond his boundaries, but whenever he thought about it, he couldn't continue to calm down.
Chen Yi knew that he had no other way to continue to stay, and now he quickly turned around and wanted to leave, but he stopped in the direction of the distance, although he didn't know what to do, but now he looked at the direction in the distance with great amusement, and after a slight pause, he looked back at Li Miaoyan.
He seems to have never been like this, there are many things to say, the current Chen Yi is simply not like himself, like he has completely become another person.
"Do you know what's going on in my mind right now?"
Li Miaoyan seemed to be about to say something, but before the words could be spoken, he had been interrupted by Chen Yi, Chen Yi's voice was very resolute, almost without thinking, that is, he had already spoken: "Don't you understand it now? I have said it clearly enough, I don't want to talk to you more now." β
He was about to leave, but Li Miaoyan still refused to let Chen Yi go, she suddenly stepped forward and said in a panic: "You have been lying to me all along, I have always known that you have been lying to me all along, but why, why do you do this, why?"
But when he said this, he looked at the person in front of him with great sadness, about everything here, now he finally stopped, and even exceeded his own boundary, Chen Yi pushed Li Miaoyan away, as if he was extremely flustered, and said: "Li Miaoyan, forget me." β
Every time Chen Yi appeared, it was a greater pain for Li Miaoyan, there was an incomparable mockery in her eyes, she suddenly let go of everything now, she had never let go, and now she could finally put it down, she squatted down and looked straight in the direction in front of her.
"You go, you go, you can go now. β
Her voice was infinitely amplified, as if all the people could hear it, but there were only two people in the room now, Li Miaoyan and Chen Yi, because the two of them were not very good at dealing with each other now, so everything seemed to be not going very smoothly now.
"Li Miaoyan, I know that you are in pain, and I am also very painful now, I used to love you very much, but that is already a thing of the past, do you know?"
Li Miaoyan covered her ears with both hands, then looked directly at the person in front of her, and said in a panic: "What did you say?" But whenever she thought of this, Li Miaoyan was already trembling all over, and Li Miaoyan had even thought of a way to keep Chen Yi.
Li Miaoyan knew that she shouldn't do this, but now Li Miaoyan really has no other way than this.
"Are you really that hard to be with me? You say you don't love me anymore, I don't believe it, you lied to me, but you can't deceive yourself, you know?"
Once she thought of this, she looked at the person opposite with great irony, she stood up with a smile, and now Li Miaoyan didn't seem to be in pain at all, and said with a smile: "It's going to end, all of this is going to end, Chen Yi, give me a little time." β
Li Miaoyan is obviously crazy, completely crazy, if it was put before, Li Miaoyan might have fought with Chen Yi, but now Chen Yi refuses to do this, Chen Yi is carrying everything by himself, and he refuses to tell himself anything, so now Li Miaoyan can't even think of any way, and now Chen Yi's eyes are full of panic.
"You know what? Do you know what's going on in my mind right now?"
Li Miaoyan picked up two wine glasses from the table very casually, one of them handed it to Chen Yi, and said, "Anyway, since you have already come today, you should give me an explanation now, and now between us, can we have a drink together?"
Yes, now that the other party has finally calmed down, although Chen Yi doesn't know what Li Miaoyan wants to do, but now he looks at the direction in the distance with a smile, and says with a smile: "I promise you, but Li Miaoyan, I don't want to make you miserable, you know?"
Hearing the other party say this, he finally looked at the person in front of him calmly, and suddenly said with a smile: "It's not important anymore, you know?"
yes, it's not important anymore, it's not important at all.
Li Miaoyan's eyes were calm, now Li Miaoyan is completely excited without Fang Cai, the whole person seems to have changed a person, her eyes are not as sad as Fang Cai, now she has calmly looked at the person in front of her, and suddenly said with a smile: "Do I know what you think in your heart?"
"Do you think about the times when we used to sit together? Do you know the days when we talked and drank together?"
Yes, but whenever I think of this, I am already looking at the direction in front of me with great amusement, it was the happiest time in the past, but now it is different.
"Everything has changed. β
"Yes, I don't know when it started, everything seems to have changed, even beyond my boundaries, I don't know if hygiene will become like this, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore. β
Yes, it doesn't matter anymore, at least not for Li Miaoyan, Chen Yi didn't say anything to refute, Chen Yi had a smile in his eyes, he knew what he was going to do, and I knew the panic that these things brought to me.
"Drink it. β
Chen Yi handed the thing in his hand to the other party, and then took the initiative to start taking a sip, Li Miaoyan smiled, and put the wine glass on the table, but he didn't mean to drink it.
Li Miaoyan said with a smile: "Chen Yi, you may not be able to leave today, do you know?"
Chen Yi looked at Li Miaoyan in disbelief, and couldn't believe everything Li Miaoyan said now.
"What did you say?"
If it was placed on someone else's body, Li Miaoyan would never have such a situation, but now it is different, completely different, and even beyond his own boundary.
"It's going to end, it's going to be over. β
Li Miaoyan still kept emphasizing these words, what Li Miaoyan thought in his heart, Chen Yi knew, because for Chen Yi, this was too important to him, with a smile in his eyes, even beyond his own boundary, his heart was extremely sad.
"It's all in the past, it's all in the past, you know?"
Yes, it's all in the past, it's completely in the past, Li Miaoyan looked at each other sadly, she felt that she was extremely ironic now, she would do such a thing.
"You're crazy, completely crazy, you know?"
When Chen Yi said this, he had already paused, Chen Yi knew what kind of mission he was going to carry, but this had nothing to do with Li Miaoyan.
"Li Miaoyan, I really don't want to make you sad, you know?"
Chen Yi only felt that he was groggy, and even had no strength anymore, and the whole person was about to fall to the ground, with panic in his eyes, when he looked at Li Miaoyan, he finally realized something, and then finally said: "Li Miaoyan?"
Li Miaoyan actually drugged herself, this is almost impossible, this is simply unbearable, this is the biggest pain, if Li Miaoyan really chooses to do this, it will be his own disaster.
He knew why Li Miaoyan did this, it was all out of Laneige's love for him, but even like this, he still couldn't bear all this.
"Li Miaoyan, why?"
I can't find any reason to let Li Miaoyan do this, is this still the Li Miaoyan I know? This is simply another person, this is simply impossible for me to adapt to.
Chen Yi's eyes were full of pain, he fell to the ground now, Li Miaoyan walked over step by step, Li Miaoyan looked at Chen Yi expressionlessly, and then said coldly: "Listen to me, I don't have any extra time to worry about you now, but of course, what I want to do now is not to make you like me, I hate you, do you hear? β
But whenever he talks about this, he has already said all the greatest pain in his heart, during this time, Li Miaoyan has become the most hated by himself, and sometimes Li Miaoyan is also thinking, is this still himself?
Li Miaoyan sat on the sofa opposite, then stared at Chen Yi, and after looking at it for a long time, she finally said with a smile: "For you, it should be regarded as very painful, since it is pain, can't it make you think a certain way?"
But whenever he thought of this, he looked at the person in front of him in great pain, originally thought that the other party would not give him an answer, but he didn't expect it at all, Chen Yi had already spoken, Chen Yi said: "I know, I know, but even if I really know, what can I do?"
Yes, because Chen Yi didn't know what to do, so in the end, he let all this develop, even if he really had to bear everything, it didn't matter, but even if it was like this, why was he unwilling to give himself even a real answer?
Li Miaoyan participated in the bidding competition three months later, but even so, Li Miaoyan still never had any compromise, because Li Miaoyan actually knew better than anyone else what he was about to do.
Li Miaoyan looked at the opposite direction with a blank face, and after being dull for a long time, she finally said with a smile, "It's not important anymore, now what I want to know most is not these things, I don't know what to do?"
It is indeed a narrow road meeting, but even if it is a narrow road meeting, Chen Yi doesn't seem to see Li Miaoyan, Chen Yi's eyes seem to be only that person, only what he wants to see, Wang Ying seems to be playing, quickly put his hands on the other party's arms, and then looked directly at the person in front of him, and said with a half-smile; β
Sometimes, she doesn't want to say anything, but during this time, although she doesn't know what to do, all she can do is this, and her eyes are even completely happy.
It is really very happy to be able to be by Chen Yi's side, but even so, I still don't know what to do, and I still feel as if I have lost everything, but whenever I think of this, I am now looking directly at the opposite direction, in a trance, and even has lost all my patience.
"I know what I'm supposed to do now, I know all of this, but even then, I still feel like I should choose again, you know?"
Li Miaoyan didn't know why she said these words, but now once she said it, she looked at Chen Yi with a sarcastic face, if Chen Yi really stood up, even if she just said a word, it would still make the other party feel extremely warm, but all of this is different.
"I don't know what to do, I just feel like I've taken care of all of this now, and I'm starting to choose now, you know?"
Chen Yi looked at the other party sluggishly whenever he said this, and said with a smile at this time: "Everything is no longer important, Li Miaoyan, you came here today just to bid, you shouldn't understand this, right?"
It is indeed this, about this point, it is true that it should not be taken to heart, but Li Miaoyan still asked, but whenever he said this, Li Miaoyan had already paused, and now looked directly at the other party, and said with a smile; "Li Miaoyan, don't forget what you said before." β
Yes, it is true that I don't forget what I said before, but even so, now I still looked at the person opposite with a smile, Li Miaoyan lowered her face, and I was not ready to say any explanation about the previous incident.
"Do you know what I think in my heart? I know that I was wrong in the past, but now it's different, I've successfully become a different person now, you have made me like this, do you know it or not, I hate myself now, I'm not who I used to be, you know?"
Once he said this, he finally gave up now, and even gave up everything before, looked at the opposite direction funny, and after being dull for a long time, he said with a half-smile: "I know, I know everything." β
Yes, Li Miaoyan knows all of this, but even if Li Miaoyan really knows, what can Li Miaoyan do?
As she was talking, now Situ Yikong has come here, after Wang Ying saw Situ Yikong, she quickly stretched out her hand back, this action was simply amazing, and even completely ignored everything in front of her, but whenever she thought of this, she began to get nervous.
In this world, the only thing that can make me not worry is Situ Yikong, Situ Yikong should not care about himself at all, once he thinks of this, he looks at the person opposite helplessly, even if it is just a subtle expression, it is enough, but this is different.
"I don't know what to do, I feel like I've lost what matters most to me. β
But when he said this, he had calmed down, although he didn't have to pay attention to the previous things, but this seemed to be completely much funnier than now, his eyes were full of mockery, and about this, he was still looking at the person opposite with a half-smile.
"I know, I've always known, but even if I did, what could I do?"
As soon as he said this, he had paused, although he didn't know what to do, but now he was completely calm, and there was even a smile in his eyes, even if he had surpassed everything he had, and he was no longer the same self he used to be.
"I know, I know it all now, but I don't just know it now, I know more about what I'm going to do?"
Once he thought of this, he looked helplessly in the opposite direction, there seemed to be nothing in his eyes, and even apart from this, now he looked at the person opposite with great amusement, and said: "Li Miaoyan, you have figured it out now, it is impossible for me to leave with you, do you know?"
Yes, it's true that they won't leave together, but even so, I still don't know what to do now, now I'm looking at each other groggily, and then there seems to be nothing in my eyes, looking at each other completely empty, and then I said with a smile: "Li Miaoyan, go back, if you really like me, you better go back." β
Yes, as soon as he thought of this, he had taken a few steps back completely, and Li Miaoyan would know that there were too many things that had happened during this time, but even so, he still didn't know what to do.
This ** naked threat and pain made Li Miaoyan not know why, Li Miaoyan looked at the other party in a daze, obviously didn't know what to say, and even thought a little flustered.
"Chen Yi, when you said these words, it was so painful and helpless, I obviously didn't know what to do, and I didn't know what I could do now?"
Once Situ Yikong said this, he had calmed down, and there was perhaps no need to say too much about Situ Yikong now, because the person Chen Yi knew most about was Situ Yikong, but once he thought of this, he still looked at the other party helplessly.
"Do you know? Li Miaoyan has been preparing for this day, how long has it been, you are going crazy, completely crazy, do you know?"
Yes, although I didn't know what to do, but once I said this, I was already looking at each other with great amusement, knowing that Chen Yi didn't mean it, but I finally chose to do it like this.
"Do you know? Do you know what is going on with all this? Chen Yi, since you don't know, why do you have to do it like this?"
Yes, even if it was about the previous events, everyone was silent, but they knew better than anyone else what all of this was all about.
"I know, I've always known, but even if I did, that's all I could do, you know?"
Yes, that's true, it can only be like this from the beginning, but whenever I think of this, I look at the person opposite with great amusement, and after being dull for a long time, I finally smile and say: "I don't know what to do, I can't even force myself to calm down anymore, you know?"
Yes, but whenever I think of this, I am already looking at the opposite direction with great amusement, and once I think of this, I have already paused and said, "You know what? Do you know what I've been thinking about all along?"
Having said this, now that he finally calmed down, he looked directly at the other party at this time and said, "It will end, it must be over." β
Although Li Miaoyan thinks so, although she constantly comforts herself, Li Miaoyan knows better than anyone else that she must know what she wants to do.
"Li Miaoyan, the person I love is you, you have been you from the beginning, and it can only be you, do you know?"
Yes, I know what is going on at this point, but even so, I am still extremely worried, and now I look directly at the other party's side and say: "It's not important anymore, it's not important now, we have to deal with our affairs in the future." β
Chen Yi had obviously shown his scheming, but even so, he was still extremely sad and extremely sluggish, and now he looked directly at the other party and said with a half-smile: "I don't know, I don't know anything now." β
Yes, I really don't know anything now, and even I have surpassed everything in myself, but whenever I think of this, I still feel as if I have lost the whole world, with dullness in my eyes, I looked at the other party and said: "Situ Yikong, let's go, let's go together now." β
She can't continue to listen now, but the only thing she can do now is probably only this, and now she looks at each other funny, knowing that although Li Miaoyan is pretending to be idle on the surface, but now she is looking at the distance sluggishly, and said: "Li Miaoyan, you are obviously very painful, why do you pretend to be nothing." β
Yes, it's obviously very painful, but it's trying to pretend that nothing happened.
Li Miaoyan looked at each other with a half-smile, obviously feeling more pain than anyone else, and knowing better than anyone else, but now she is pretending to be nothing.
"I know, I've always known very well, but do you know? Li Miaoyan, even if you don't want to say it now, what about the future? What should you do in the future?"
Yes, I really don't know what to do in the future, but now I looked at each other with great amusement, and after a pause, I said: "Situ Yikong, you don't have to care about me, I will really take care of myself." β
Li Miaoyan always says like this, always saying that she doesn't mind anything, but Li Miaoyan knows better than anyone else in her heart what is going on with all this, and she also knows the grief and sadness in it, but whenever she thinks of this, she already looks at each other with amusement.
"Li Miaoyan, I know, I know that for Chen Yi, you have always been very painful, but since it is so painful, why don't you just refuse to say why all this exists?"
Yes, why all this exists, even if it really exists, I don't know why at all, once I think of this, I pause and look at each other, and then say with a smile: "I don't know, I'm not sure what all this is going on right now?"
Yes, about this, Li Miaoyan knows better than anyone else, and he knows all of this, although he knows more than anyone else, which will make him sad, he just pretends to be idle.
Chen Yi is obviously more sad than anyone else in her heart, as long as she sees Li Miaoyan, she is extremely painful, and she is very sad when she sees Li Miaoyan sad, but even so, she has already figured it out thoroughly, what is going on?
Chen Yi finally spoke, "Do you know what's going on?"
yes, what's going on with all of this, even if you really know it, can you really solve anything? Almost nothing can be solved.
Even though I know all about the world now, in the end, I still haven't said anything.
"Don't say it, Li Miaoyan, I think I've told you enough, if that's the case, why make yourself so sad?"
Yes, since I've thought about it from the beginning, why do I still want to make myself so sad?
"I know, I've known it from the beginning. β
Wang Ying never thought that things would become like this, now Wang Ying's eyes are smiling, about everything before, Wang Ying can not take it to heart, but what can he do now? Almost nothing can be done, now he looks directly at the other party, and says: "Situ Yikong, this matter is not something you can solve, let's go." β
Yes, but whenever I think of this, I have paused to look in the direction of the other side, and I don't even know what to do, and I don't know what all this is all about.
"Wang Ying, this matter will be resolved sooner or later, you obviously know that your fiancΓ© is in love with someone else now, you all know, why do you want to do this?"
As if he didn't know what to say, he looked at the other party in a panic, looked at the person opposite him sluggishly, and said, "All this is in the past." β
Wang Ying knew that maybe she really shouldn't have said it, but now that she said it, she didn't feel any other burden.
Wang Ying didn't know that Chen Yi and Situ Yikong had been acting all along, so they had paused to look in the opposite direction from the beginning, and they didn't have to take this to heart, but whenever they thought of this, they looked at the opposite person helplessly.
"The farther you go, the more I don't want to go anywhere, I don't know how I'm going to live, but I think I'm probably in the past, you know?"
Yes, it's all in the past, but even so, now he still looks at the person opposite with great amusement and says, "You already know how sad it will be, but since you know, why do you want to make yourself sad?"
Yes, once this is the case, now it has finally calmed down, about this, now he looked directly in the opposite direction and said: "Li Miaoyan, it has become the past between us, since you all know, why are you still pestering me, are you still the person I know?"
Yes, whenever I think of this, I have already looked at Chen Yi madly, is this still the Chen Yi I know? Now Chen Yi seems to have completely become another person.
"I don't know what to say, but even so, I still feel like I've lost the whole world, you know?"
Yes, even so, now they are still looking at each other with great difficulty, maybe they don't know what they should do, they didn't keep Li Miaoyan at that time, and now they are the same, and they are the same choice as they were at the beginning.
"I know, I know all of this. β
They had been talking intently, so they never saw the person on the other side, and they didn't see anyone staring at them in the distance.
"It's Qin Feng's person, who has now turned around and left, and now there is almost no one looking at us. β
But when he said this, he looked at the direction in front of him sluggishly, although he didn't know what to do, but now he said helplessly: "It's all over, since it's a good performance." β
Now the three of them look at each other, Fang Cai's play is indeed very good, if nothing else, it should be half an hour later, you can successfully learn the news of all this, but even so, you still can't take it lightly, after all, this time is about everything.
"I know all this, I know all this, but that's probably the only thing I can do now. β
This is the only thing Chen Yi can do to help the other party, but even so, what can he do now? Almost nothing can be done.
Not knowing what to do, he looked at the person opposite with a half-smile and paused for a long time before finally calming down.
"Look at you, it's very different from what it used to be, and I obviously don't know what to do, but even so, I feel like I've lost the most important thing. β
Yes, it's true that the most important thing has been lost, but even so, I still feel that everything else is not important, maybe too much has happened during this time, and even has exceeded my boundaries.
"I know, I've always known it, I know better than anyone what we've been through, but even then, why do we do it the way we do. β
Yes, why do you have to do it like this, about the previous things, although I don't know what to say, but now I look at each other with a lot of fun, and then say with a smile: "Li Miaoyan, the person I am most grateful to is you." β
Yes, the person who is most grateful is indeed the other party, but even so, he still looked at the other party with great amusement and said: "Everything is over, Li Miaoyan, the things between us have become the past, I am really grateful that you can help me." β
But even so, he is still looking at the other party with great concern, and even if he doesn't want to admit it, he still can't help but admit it.
"You know, you know what all this is all about?"
Chen Yi may not have said these words, but even so, he still looked at the other party with a half-smile and said, "Do you know that this will make me sad?"
Yes, this will indeed make the other party extremely sad, but even so, Li Miaoyan still doesn't want to back down.
"But I don't want to give up now, you know?"
Yes, Li Miaoyan really doesn't want to give up, but even so, Li Miaoyan still doesn't know what to do, Li Miaoyan's favorite person seems to have completely left him, and now he is no longer the same as before.
"Li Miaoyan, after this matter is dealt with, it is over, do you know?"
Yes, now the other party paused for a moment, and finally said with a half-smile: "Li Miaoyan, don't you still understand? Now you don't need you, don't you still understand? You can quit now, this matter has nothing to do with you." β
Li Miaoyan's eyes widened instantly, not knowing what to do, but now she looked at the other party funny, and said half-sarcastically: "You mean that you don't need me anymore, don't you?"
Yes, it's true that there is no need for these anymore, but even if so, what can be done now? But whenever I think of this, I am already amused, and my eyes are full of ridicule, even pain, and the expression of looking directly at the other party has paused.
"Chen Yi, you're right, this matter has nothing to do with me in the first place, I know all of this, but even if I really know, what should I do if I can do something?"
Yes, what Li Miaoyan said was clear enough, but now the other party grabbed her and began to say, "Li Miaoyan, leave right now." β
Is this still the Chen Yi I know? It seems that he has suddenly become a different look, and even is no longer his past self, Situ Yikong quickly pulled Li Miaoyan, and said in a panic: "Li Miaoyan, no matter what happened before, but the matter has passed, it has passed, don't you still understand?"
Yes, Li Miaoyan already knows, better than anyone else, but even so, what else can Li Miaoyan do? After lasting for a long time, Li Miaoyan finally said with a half-smile: "You are right, this matter has nothing to do with me in the first place, and I can leave now." β
Li Miaoyan turned around and was about to leave, when he was suddenly grabbed by someone, but now Li Miaoyan was not ready to say anything, and now Li Miaoyan said with a half-smile: "It's not so always, you are not so important to me from the beginning, you should know." β
Yes, I do know, but even if I know, what can I do?
"It's going to end, it's going to be over. β
Regarding this point, it seems that he has finally calmed down, and he finally can't bear it anymore, he looked at Chen Yi angrily and said, "It's all over." β
The sky was a little gloomy, obviously I didn't know what time it was, but almost nothing was done, Li Miaoyan looked up at the sky, and from this position, the sky seemed to be very bright, and it seemed that there was sunlight shining in.
Li Miaoyan's eyes were filled with strong longing, Li Miaoyan didn't know where all this came from, but Li Miaoyan knew better than anyone what she really wanted.
"Li Miaoyan, I just think that I am alone now, which is really good, and I can really handle everything by myself. β
But as soon as he said this, Chen Yi had calmed down, and on such a high rooftop, almost nothing could be seen, only a person waiting for him, that person seemed to be very far away from him, but this person was standing in front of him.
"Li Miaoyan, I don't know what to do, I just think I should be able to handle it now, so I really don't want to affect you, you know?"
Yes, but whenever you think of this, you are already looking at each other very calmly, even if you know what the other party is thinking from the beginning, what can you do?
"I know, I've always known what you're thinking, but even so, I feel like I've lost the most important thing in the world by loving my daughter. β
But when it comes to this, now Li Miaoyan has already looked directly in the opposite direction, obviously not knowing what to do, but I just feel that it seems that it has become no longer himself, is this Li Miaoyan still the Li Miaoyan he knew at the beginning?
I have really thought about this question before, but once I think about it, I am still extremely calm.
Everything seems to have an end, but Li Miaoyan doesn't know where this end will be, Li Miaoyan can only keep circling, like a bird without a home, constantly hovering in the sky, but whenever she thinks of this, Li Miaoyan has already walked to the bathroom.
Li Miaoyan hopes that she can be calm and loved, and even completely forget about the previous things, but once she thinks of the previous things, she looks helplessly in the direction of the other side, and even feels extremely ironic and indifferent, if the previous pain can be ignored, then what about now?
Now Li Miaoyan doesn't know what to do, and he doesn't know what awaits him in the future, once he thinks of this, Li Miaoyan can't help but start to grieve.
"It's going to be over, but I don't know what I'm going to do now, and I always feel like I'm losing something very important. β
Li Miaoyan looked at herself in the mirror, the person in the mirror can almost be said to be very different from herself, and she doesn't even know what she should say now, but whenever she thinks of this, she is completely helpless, Li Miaoyan has done almost everything she can do, but Li Miaoyan doesn't know how much time she has to persist like this.
"Chen Yi, everything is ready, now we are just waiting for the last moment, if we can really handle all this, then the next may really be a little better. β
Yes, but whenever he thought of this, he looked at the opposite direction helplessly, and even became completely indifferent, what he wanted to do seemed to be something that could only be done without Li Miaoyan, no matter what, he couldn't let Li Miaoyan know, this hell Li Miaoyan was too dangerous.
"The price of the bid is probably coming out tomorrow, we are all ready, you don't have to worry about this, the only thing you need to worry about now is not this, I think you probably know. β
Yes, whenever I think of this, I have looked indifferently at the direction in the distance, although I don't know what to do, but once I think of this, I have looked at the person in the distance indifferently, and after a pause for a while, I finally smiled and said: "It's not that important anymore." β
Yes, for Chen Yi, maybe everything in the world is not so important, because the person Chen Yi loves the most is not someone else, but Li Miaoyan, but whenever she thinks of this, Chen Yi has already figured it out, and there are too many things to do.
"I don't know what to say, but I know better than anyone now, what is going to happen next is very dangerous, you have said it now, Qin Feng has begun to pay attention to us, about this, I think you know better than anyone else. β
It's really like this, but I don't want to say it, I just don't want Chen Yi to be sad, but now it seems that it has no effect, and now I look directly in the opposite direction, although I don't know what to say, I just feel as if I have lost something very important.
"I don't know what to do, I just feel like I've completely changed into a different person now, you know?"
Yes, it is true that he has become another person, and now this indifferent Chen Yi is not another stranger who he doesn't know at all?
"I know, I know all this, but Chen Yi, if you do this now, there is almost no benefit to you, and you still have to do this, I still think it is very terrible. β
Yes, when I said this, it seemed that I had finally calmed down, and even felt that it was grieving myself, and I had already exceeded my boundaries.
"You should have known it from the beginning, you should know better than anyone else, what do I think in my heart?"
Yes, what did the other party think in his heart, about this, he has been following Chen Yi for so long, and he should know Chen Yi better than anyone else, but this man always feels that in this world, it seems that no one understands Chen Yi, of course, Chen Yi never seems to need others to understand him.
"Chen Yi, I don't know what to tell you, but isn't everything in the past now?
This man is talking about the last fight, what happened last time is something Li Miaoyan doesn't know, of course, Li Miaoyan shouldn't know, about this, at least he knows better than anyone else, but whenever he thinks of this, he looks at the direction in the distance helplessly.
"What happened last time was indeed a fight, didn't you already say it last time? Don't you go over, at least don't let Qin Feng know the forces behind you, you have already shaken out the forces behind you, right?"
Yes, it is true that the forces behind it have been shaken out, but Chen Yi has almost no regrets, because suffocation knows better than anyone what he wants, and now everything is close, and even the point will be reached soon.
"I know what I've been doing, you don't have to worry about me, the only thing you have to do now is take care of your own business, you know?"
Yes, it seems that it is indeed very difficult to deal with his own affairs, because of this link, but if there is a link except for a mistake, the whole clue will be investigated, but he really doesn't know why Chen Yi believes in himself like this, Chen Yi no longer believes in anyone, but he still believes in himself.
"Mr. Zhai, I have followed you for so many years, and I have never seen you bullied like this, you are bloody, I know this almost better than anyone else, but since this is the case, why do you continue to let it go, at that time, you can take back everything you have lost, isn't it?"
It is indeed like this, and it is true that everything should be taken back, but even so, it still feels as if it is extremely sad, and now it looks straight in the direction of the opposite side, and after a pause for a while, it finally says with a half-smile: "Everything is over, and it is not so important now." β
Yes, Chen Yi always keeps emphasizing that there is nothing wrong with this, and always says that many things are not important now, but once things happen, I still feel as if I am extremely sad and sad.
After all, after going through so many things, now Chen Yi can still do things and have nothing to do, this is really Chen Yi who he still admires very much, but even if this is the case, can Chen Yi really survive?
Of course, no one dares to think about it, and even as long as a person stands up and says something, then it will become a great pain, which will make more people suffer.
So sometimes everyone just knows what kind of story this is, but everyone is reluctant to say it, he feels sorry for Chen Yi, and Chen Yi has too many things to carry alone.
But Chen Yi was willing to say it, but whenever he thought of this, he looked at the direction in the distance completely helplessly, and suddenly said with a smile: "Do you know what I think in my heart now, I think maybe for you, many things have exceeded your plan?"
This kid seems to be in charge of too much, but at this point in the matter, this seems to be not what he imagined, Chen Yi is now looking directly at the other party, not knowing what he should say, but with doubts in his eyes, he doesn't know what the other party wants to say to him.
"I know that Mr. Zhai is always carrying too many things by himself, if I can really help Mr. Zhai, I will still do everything, no matter what it is?"
Yes, that's true, as long as you can help each other, no matter what it is, you will do well, but now you must feel as if you have lost a lot of important things, once you think of this, you are extremely ironic to look at a distant place, which is a very distant country for yourself.
"If I really can, I want to travel alone, just by myself, and I don't want anyone to accompany me?"
Li Miaoyan said this to Ami, Ami has not appeared for a long time, after being taken away by Qin Feng this time, Ami seems to have become a completely different person, Ami knows everything, but Ami is not ready to say it, this is a harm to Ami or Li Miaoyan.
"I can go with you if you want. β
Back then, no one thought that it would be the person who would go to everything in the end, and now it has come together, which is simply terrifying, even absurd, if it is placed in the past, I feel even a little unbelievable, but this is all true.
Yes, all of this is a fact, if it was really a choice, Li Miaoyan would never choose these, but once it touches these, it can't make itself sad, and it can't make itself not really do it.
"It's all gone, there aren't so many sad things at all, don't you don't care about it now?
The word let go seems very simple, but if you sit up in a daze, Li Miaoyan knows that she must not be able to do it, although Li Miaoyan said it on the surface, but now Li Miaoyan has almost experienced everything in great pain, so she will say this sentence so helplessly.
"Li Miaoyan, whatever you want now, I can fulfill you, do you want to get back what you lost?"
Yes, Li Miaoyan thought for a while, she really wanted to get back what she had lost, but Li Miaoyan obviously didn't know what to do, and she didn't know if all this was her own.
"Those things used to be my own, but now I always feel as if I have lost the most important thing, and I even feel that my whole person has gone in the opposite direction, and I am no longer who I used to be, you know?"
Yes, whenever I think of this, I look at the direction in the distance with great amusement, although I don't know what to do, but now I am looking at the direction in the distance in a panic.
"I don't know, I don't know everything now, I just know what I'm supposed to be doing now, and when I think about it, I feel like I've lost the most important thing. β
When Li Miaoyan said this, he suddenly began to feel sad, he had never seen Li Miaoyan like this, is this still the Li Miaoyan he knew? The concept of Li Miaoyan in the past is really very different from now, if he hadn't really seen Li Miaoyan, he would never have thought that things would be like this.
"I know all of this, I know everything now, but even if I do, what can I do? I feel like I'm a madman now, and even though there's a lot of things waiting for me to do, I always feel like I'm not who I used to be. β
Yes, but whenever I thought of this, I had already paused to look in the direction in front of me, and after a long pause, Li Miaoyan finally spoke: "Do you know? I now feel as if I am completely no longer myself, and I have now become a different person." β
Yes, has it completely become a different look? But there are almost a lot of things that need to be done by yourself during this time, Li Miaoyan knows that she shouldn't run away at this time, but Li Miaoyan really wants to walk to a quiet place by herself now, no one knows herself, no one knows herself.
"I know what's going on in your heart, I know everything you're thinking now, but even if I do, what can I do? I think I must be crazy, completely crazy, you know?"
Yes, I know, I do know, although Li Miaoyan seems to be crazy on the surface, Li Miaoyan's heart is more sober than anyone else, and even knows what he wants more than anyone else, but whenever he thinks of this, Li Miaoyan has already looked straight in the direction of the distance, about this, Li Miaoyan seems to be unimportant.
"I don't know, I really don't know anything right now, but it doesn't matter, I don't need anyone to know about me, it's enough for me to be alone. β
Yes, for Li Miaoyan, it is not necessary for anyone to understand himself, but if he is alone, it is enough, but Li Miaoyan is now looking directly in the direction in front of him in a panic, and finally said after a long time: "It will end, everything will end, I just feel like I have become a different picture now." β
Once many things are done, they are no longer what they used to be, but the only thing I can do now is probably that.
"I know all about it, I know what I need to do, I just feel like I need to be on my own now, I don't even know what to do, you know?"
Yes, whenever I think of this, I look at the direction in the distance with great amusement, and even have become completely indifferent, or even have exceeded my own boundaries.
"I know what you're going to do now, I know all of this, but even if I do, there's still very little I can do, it's pitiful, you know?"
Yes, of course Li Miaoyan knows, Li Miaoyan knows better than anyone else, Li Miaoyan is even looking directly at the direction in the distance now, and suddenly said with a smile: "I think I should handle all my personal things now, I don't need others to tie me up to do anything?"
Yes, it is true that you don't need others to help you do anything, but since things have already been carried out to this point, what else should you do next?
"Everything has passed, I know that you feel sorry for me, but I am no longer the Li Miaoyan of the past, I am now a wholehearted Li Miaoyan, I think there will be a new understanding between us in the future, so you can rest assured." β
Yes, this word reassuring, if you say it, it really makes people feel as if they can accept it plainly, but Li Miaoyan now knows better than anyone else in her heart, and she doesn't know what she should really do.
"Li Miaoyan, I don't know what you're going to do, and I obviously don't know that you have to bear the consequences of all this, but I now feel that we are all the same, and we are all more miserable people. β
Yes, whenever I thought of this, I looked at the person in front of me with a sneer, and after a pause for a long time, I finally said silently: "It's going to end, I know you feel sorry for me, but I also know that there is an end to all this." β
It seems that now there is almost no better way than Li Miaoyan thinks like this, and there is not even any thing that should be solved, once he thinks of this, he looks at the direction in the distance indifferently, and after a pause for a long time, he finally said with a half-smile: "I just think I should give up now." β
When she heard Li Miaoyan say these words, Ami thought that she had misheard, you must know that it was too difficult to hear these things from Li Miaoyan's mouth, because Li Miaoyan must have loved that person more than herself, but now she obviously doesn't know why Li Miaoyan said such a thing.
"I know, now you're going to tell me, I know everything, but even if I do, I still don't know what to do, I still feel like I've lost something very important. β
Yes, as soon as I think of this, I am already looking at the direction in the distance with great amusement, although I have always been able to pretend to be idle about what happened before, but now it seems to be different.
"So, do you know what I'm thinking now? I don't think you know, because it's the most helpless thing in the world for you, and I know I probably shouldn't tell you, but I'm really as sad as you are, or even more so than you, you know?"
Yes, as soon as he thought of this, he looked indifferently at the direction in the distance, and even exceeded his boundary, and now looked directly at the opposite direction, and said funny: "It's not that important anymore, everything is not so important now." β
Li Miaoyan always kept talking, probably only at this time, did she feel that Li Miaoyan was very able to speak, and she felt that the current Li Miaoyan made people feel a little distressed, even distressed that had exceeded her own boundaries.
"Li Miaoyan, what can I help you, you can say it directly now, if I can do it, I will definitely do it. β
Yes, Li Miaoyan looked at the opposite direction, the people who can help him now are probably the only ones who can help him, besides himself, who else can help him?
But whenever he thought of this, he looked at the opposite direction completely helplessly, and after being dull for a long time, he finally said with a half-smile: "This is no longer important to me, I have already told you, but I need a complete person now, and I want to take care of everything about myself." β
Yes, as long as I think of this, I am now looking straight in the direction in the distance, and there is simply too little I can do, and even less is pitiful.
"I know all of this, I know all of this that you're talking about now, and I know it better than anyone else, because I've been through it myself. β
Yes, whenever I think of this, I look indifferently in the direction in the distance, although I don't know what to do, but now I still feel as if I am no longer the self I used to be.
"I know, I know now, I just think I'm crazy, I'm completely crazy, I don't even know what I'm supposed to do?"
Li Miaoyan looked up at Ami, she obviously knew that Ami was no longer the Ami she used to be, but now she still wanted to say it, and she still wanted to say too much.
"I know, I know it now, but even if I know too much, what can I do? I can't do almost anything. β
But whenever he thinks of this, he looks helplessly in the direction of the distance, his eyes are very empty, as if he will look at a very distant place, but it seems that his beloved daughter has seen everything, although he thinks so, but whenever he thinks of this, he is helpless to look at the direction in the distance.
"Everything is going to be okay, I'm just waiting, waiting for a very good opportunity, even if it's for me to be alone, I'm going to do really well. β
Yes, but whenever I think of this, I have paused to look at the direction in front of me, although I don't know what I should do and what I can do, but now I really don't want to quit, I don't want to regret it.
"The only thing I can do now is all this, I can only quit, this is the last thing I did for that person, Ami, I think you should understand me, this is too difficult for me, if I really have a choice, I don't want all of this to happen. β
Ami nodded, Ami is not ready to get any clues from Li Miaoyan now, because for Li Miaoyan, this is completely unimportant, and the only thing that makes me feel important now is that I am alone, a complete person, and I handle everything alone.
"Li Miaoyan, thank you, it was you who made me understand a lot of things, but sometimes I really miss it very much, I miss our past life very much, I always feel that if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be what I am now, but it doesn't matter, as long as there is you, this is enough. β
Now Ami has almost nothing, but Ami always feels that she still has Li Miaoyan, but even so, she still feels extremely ridiculous now, and even feels like it is very ironic, but whenever she thinks of this, she looks helplessly in the opposite direction.
"I know, I know all of this, but there's really nothing else I can do now. β
But whenever I think of this Li, I am already helplessly looking in the direction in the distance, there are simply too many things to deal with by myself, but it is okay to do this, what can be done is probably over here, or even stagnant.
"Li Miaoyan, I will always be with you, no matter what time it is, but whenever I can do it, I will not leave, so you should rest assured. β
Don't worry, yes, Ami reassured Li Miaoyan, but how can Li Miaoyan rest assured now? How can she rest assured? But whenever he thinks of this, he has ruthlessly looked at the direction in the distance, what has happened during this time is simply too much, but what he can do is seem to have nothing.
"Am I good-for-nothing, in your eyes, do you think so, am I really good-for-nothing?"
He looked at Li Miaoyan helplessly, obviously he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what the reason for all this was, but whenever he thought of this, he looked at the direction in the distance with some amusement.
"I know, I almost know what I want now, but even if I did, I couldn't do anything. β
I don't know when Li Miaoyan actually took it because he had become so negative, and even no longer the Li Miaoyan he knew in the past, and even let himself not know why, making him feel as if he had lost something very important.
"I just feel like I can handle it very well on my own, and I really don't need anyone else to make any decisions for me now, so it really matters. β
Yes, it really doesn't matter, so what is the really related thing? It's almost nothing, but whenever I think of this, I just look helplessly in the direction of the distance, obviously I don't know what to do?
"I understand now, I know better than anyone else, there is no slack in this world for anyone, for example, me, I want God to let me go, but it seems that there is no such possibility at all, you should know better than anyone else, what do I want?"
Yes, even if you know better than anyone what the other party wants, there is very little you can do, and you can't even do anything.
"Li Miaoyan, whenever you open your mouth to me, no matter what you want, I can give it to you, as long as you open your mouth. β
Li Miaoyan hesitated for a while, knowing that Ami wanted something from herself, but now she was helplessly looking at the direction in the distance, although she didn't know what to do, but once she thought of it, she still felt as if she had lost the whole world.
"Li Miaoyan, it's going to get better, believe me, it's really going to get better. β
I didn't expect Ami to regret to comfort herself, she didn't know what she should say, in the end, now Li Miaoyan was moved for a moment, and even completely moved by the other party, but whenever she thought of this, Li Miaoyan had already laughed, Li Miaoyan seemed to be pretending to be completely unconcerned.
"You know what? Do you know what I need to do right now?"
Yes, what the other party needs to do now, I really don't know anything about it, but even if it is really the case, then the only thing that can be done is probably the only way, she frowned, and finally said: "You are obviously extremely sad now, you are even more sad than me, but I really don't know how you did it, aren't you sad?"
"You guys have done me a very big favor this time, otherwise it's just the recent things, I guess I'm still in a hurry, in this case, then since the recent things have been placed here, I think we should take a good look at it first, and the provincial deposit will only be worse." β
They said that this had already left from the other side quickly, if it weren't for this matter, how could they have seen her squatting here, but now things are estimated to be of little benefit, if it weren't for this matter, how could he have waited here just before. It's only going to get worse.
"If you can solve it as soon as possible, then solve it as soon as possible, although we haven't figured out anything recently, but we don't have so much time to do it anyway, so when the time comes, you can figure it out as soon as possible, then as soon as possible. β
After they finished speaking, they had already left from the other side, if it weren't for these things, who would want to wait there for so long, all the situations would have been somewhat impossible, otherwise how could they have been here and waiting for the rest of the day. Things don't matter at all.
"It's too early for you to suddenly say this kind of thing now, now everything is still here, since this is the case, then we should take a look at it first, but now things, you have suddenly said so much here, it is too arrogant. β
Chen Yi had already brought other people here quickly when he sang this song, looking at these guys, he didn't want to say too much about the recent things at all, but now that the things have been placed here, the other party is really too arrogant, if it weren't for this matter. How could he have waited in the first place.