CHAPTER XLII
This vivid pain made me suddenly shocked.
Jiang Nan noticed my abnormal mood and hurriedly asked me: What's wrong with you? What is wrong with you? Tell me, what's wrong with you?
He approached me, very nervously and kept checking my body.
I looked at him from a distance, feeling the unique, refreshing and charming aura of his body.
I suddenly asked him, "Jiangnan, is this a dream, right?" I know I'm dreaming, but why does it hurt?
I was in a state of uneasiness at the moment, and an inexplicable sense of horror rose up in my heart.
My emotions were clearly infectious, and he looked at me nervously.
We were now close together, each other's breath on each other's faces with great clarity.
Is this a dream? Can a dream be so real?
My gaze wandered to the wall behind him, which was a huge wedding photo of me and him.
In the photo, I am smiling like a flower, and I look very happy. And he stared at me affectionately, his eyes were full of pampering, and the corners of his mouth were deep with a smile.
Are these all fake?
I withdrew my gaze and stared at him again, and he never looked away, staring at me with a deep gaze.
I asked him again: It's all a dream, isn't it? Why don't you speak?
His eyes moistened again, and he choked up and said, "Yes, it's a dream, it's a dream......
After receiving his answer, I finally breathed a sigh of relief: This must be a dream! My two children are only six years old, how can I have been married to you for five years? Only dreams are so outrageous!
His tears fell instantly, but he still stared at me.
But I laughed: Look at you, you shed tears at every turn! This dream of mine is too outrageous! I have dreamed of you as a crying little daughter-in-law!
Knowing that it was a dream, I was able to let go and make fun of him without any scruples.
He smiled too, smiling with tears in his eyes. He put his arm around me and gently stroked my back.
I listened quietly to him whispering in my ear: It's okay, I can wait......
Mom!
Suddenly, Dabao ran in front of me, excitedly grabbed my hand, and shouted loudly to my mother.
I was taken aback, and the sudden appearance of Dabao caught me off guard: how could there be Dabao in this dream?
Just when I was at a loss, Erbao also ran over and grabbed my other hand.
I was held by the hands of two children and had to follow them.
What about Gangnam?
Jiangnan is gone. I looked around for Jiangnan, but I couldn't see him at all.
The house I was in had changed dramatically and became a home for the children.
The kids pulled me to see the building blocks they had just built, and it was a whole beautiful big house.
They excitedly explained to me each structure of the big building block house, and I was in a state of panic.
I've never looked at my children with such alertness, and I'm completely stupid now.
Shouldn't there be a waking process when you leave the dream? But what just happened?
Just now I was hugging Jiang Nan in a dream, and before his whispering in my ear dissipated, Dabao and Erbao suddenly appeared!
Then, Gangnam was gone! The house was completely transformed!
It all happened in an instant, and there was no transition at all!
Now that I have woken up and returned to the children, why is the dream still vivid?
The children noticed my absent-mindedness and asked me what was wrong.
I suddenly realized that the children's explanation had been let down by my absence. So he hurriedly took the initiative to come forward and admire their big building block house.
The children were happy again, dancing and explaining to me again. And I was caught up in my own thoughts.
Now I'm getting a little dazed. I slowly began to forget, couldn't remember what had just happened, and became clueless.
Even soon, I was so absorbed in my time with the kids that I couldn't think of anything else.
When I received the WeChat message from Yu Zecheng, my children and I had already had dinner. The kids were in the shower while I was in the codeword.
I'm in okay writing right now, and I'm coding words while waiting for the kids to call me after the shower.
When I am with children, apart from taking care of them and writing, my life and mind cannot be simpler.
Clicking on the WeChat sent by Yu Zecheng, he said: What are you doing?
But I'm in the middle of it, and I don't want to make small talk online.
So I didn't reply, and continued to code.
He sent another one: Deliberately ignoring me, right? Are you writing a novel and writing a demon?
I was stunned, how does this thing know that I am writing?
He always seemed to be able to see me, and I sometimes wondered if he had a monitor installed somewhere to see me at all times.
I replied to him: I wrote it right, don't bother me.
He replied in seconds: Hey, what, really, no one is looking, don't be tired of that. Just write a little bit every day, let's take a break!
When I talked to him like that, I had to stop for a while.
I said, "You're just running here to make trouble on purpose, aren't you?" If you don't chase your beloved girl, you don't have virtue when you come to influence me?
He said: I care about you and feel sorry for you, I don't know what to do! Su Li, please tell you something.
I couldn't help laughing, oh it's not easy, Yu Zecheng also asked me sometimes.
I said, "Say something?"
He said, "Give me ideas, how to chase girls."
I asked curiously: Why haven't you caught up with your beloved girl?
He replied: Aren't you talking nonsense? If I've already caught up, do I still need to run to you for advice?
I asked him: Do you really think I can help you with this?
He said: Let's talk about it, just take this opportunity for you to take a break, don't keep muttering about the broken novels that can't be written in a hundred lifetimes!
Uh~ damn it! I can't say anything nice in my mouth. For the sake of sending me a red envelope on Valentine's Day, I don't care about him.
It's called short-handedness!
But when it comes to the relationship between men and women, I really can't help him.
I had to confess to him: Yu Zecheng, I may not be able to help you, I can't do this.
He asked me, "Why can't you do it?" Didn't you fall in love when you were young?
I said, "I don't remember."
I'm not lying, I really can't remember. Because of his poor memory, he has no experience to teach him.
He asked: Can't remember at all?
I said, "I don't remember exactly."
He said: Su Li, you are a married woman, don't you remember this? Don't you remember who your husband is?
I said: I don't have a husband, I'm divorced.
I'm starting to wonder if it's not Yu Ze Ren. Yu Zecheng knows me very well, but why do you ask me again and again now?
Before I could question his identity, he sent another WeChat message.
He said, "You're a writer!" Can't you give me a solution? I'm in love and I'm not in a hurry, aren't you anxious for me?
He then sent another one: You just think it's you, suppose I'm going to chase you, do you think I can do anything to impress you?
I smiled and said without hesitation: smash it with money!