Chapter 1: All Thoughts Are Lost
Summer Rongcheng in the land of abundance, an ordinary old-fashioned residential community, with a family of three living on the second floor of 8 buildings.
Both husband and wife are middle school teachers, the man's name is Zhao Dadong, and the woman's name is Zhang Xiaoyu.
Their beautiful ten-year-old daughter, Zhao Xinyue, suffered from severe asthma.
In order to stay alive, hospitals have to use large amounts of hormones.
Xinyue was saved, but as puberty approached, her body inflated like a balloon.
In the first year of high school, Xinyue's height was 1.65 meters, but her weight reached 150 pounds, 30 pounds more than her normal weight.
Xinyue attends an ordinary high school, this school has a very bad atmosphere, many students do not wear school uniforms, they are keen on fashion, they are keen on violence, they are keen on online games, they are keen to talk about how many horses there are, how much money they have at home.
Xinyue was of good character and did not fit in with these classmates, so she was often besieged and isolated.
One day in physics class, the teacher was talking about the law of conservation of energy, and Xinyue looked at the small balls dangling on the podium, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and she soon entered her turkey world.
When she was stuffing a fragrant turkey leg into her mouth, she was suddenly woken up by Tian Xiaolong, who was at the same table.
She opened her hazy eyes and saw that the physics teacher was calling her name: "Zhao Xinyue, stand up, you have to go to sleep and go home to sleep." ”
Xinyue hurriedly stood up, but she couldn't stand up, the seat was too narrow, her stomach was under the desk, and she couldn't get up after trying a lot, so anxious that her face turned red.
At this time, the girl named Meng Yi who sat in the back row of her said to the teacher: "The sow is going to give birth, and she can't get up!"
Xinyue trembled with anger and lay on the table crying.
When she returned home, her mother saw that her daughter's eyes were red and swollen, and she didn't speak, so she asked with concern: "Good girl, did your classmates bully you?" Xinyue hugged her mother and cried bitterly: "Mom, I don't want to go to school anymore, Mom, I don't want to live anymore!"
From then on, Xinyue began to close herself, her eyes were dumbfounded, she didn't say a word, and locked herself in her room when she got home.
Every day when she comes home, she is busy online, seeking solace in the virtual world.
In the online game, Xinyue becomes a fairy who destroys demons and subdues demons, and does not hesitate to sacrifice her life to protect her beloved brother Mingyang.
Brother Mingyang is Xinyue's primary school classmate, one year higher than her, the main basketball force of the school, she especially likes to watch him play, he has a crooked tooth, and his smile is very distinctive, so in her heart, he called him "Brother Twist".
The negative mentality made her farther and farther away from the real society, and the communication with her parents became less and less, but the physical changes were getting bigger and bigger.
Xinyue hasn't looked in the mirror or taken pictures for a long time, and the clothes she wears are all made by her mother herself, and they can't be bought in the store at all.
The flesh around her belly is sagging, her neck is blocked by the falling flesh of her chin, her whole head is like a direct place on her shoulders, her face is like a foaming steamed bun, her thighs are so thick that she can't wear pants, her fingers are like stick insects one by one, she sweats a lot, she has a lot of prickly heat, and the itch is unbearable.
In the last semester of high school, Xinyue's weight reached 180 pounds, but her height only grew 2 centimeters.
She was clumsy, her flesh was flowing when she walked, and it was very difficult to get to the second floor of her house.
Once I met my neighbor Aunt Zhu, the sharp-toothed woman simply blocked the staircase, gloating and laughing at Xinyue, and she was so angry that she had the heart to die.
Xinyue is living a difficult life, many strangers look at her like a monster, those naughty children follow her, and keep singing: "Ugly eight monsters, ugly eight monsters!"
"The fat sister's feet are like camels, and the fat sister's old shell is the size of a lump. ”
Xinyue roared angrily, and those naughty children dispersed in a hurry.
The toilet at school was not equipped with a toilet, and it was difficult for Xinyue to stand up after squatting for a while, and she had to rely on the help of her classmates every time, so she had to endure not going to the toilet, and after a long time, she fell into constipation, and she had to eat the cellulose bought by her mother every day to solve the problem.
Once eating in the school cafeteria, Xinyue hid in a corner and gulped down fried chicken legs, seeing a fly flying towards her, she subconsciously hid back, only to hear: "Click!", the back of the plastic chair broke.
Xinyue rolled to the ground on her back, the rice soup in the bowl spilled all over her body, and the girl Meng Yi who was sitting behind her happened to pass by and shouted loudly: "Come and see! Come and see! The sow is arched, hahaha!"
The classmates in the cafeteria all gathered around, and when they saw this situation, the surrounding classmates smiled and bent over.
Xinyue was embarrassed and indignant at this time, and in a hurry, she didn't get up after moving a few times.
Tian Xiaolong, who was thin in stature, walked over and used all his strength to help Xinyue up.
Xinyue didn't look back, and staggered out of the school gate.
Xinyue could no longer bear the double blow of body and mind, she ran to the Jinjiang River like crazy, her clothes were soaked with exhaustion, she fell on her back to the sky, and fell on the grass by the river.
The scorching sun on the Geumgang River in summer blows the weeping willows on the shore, and countless shadows sway in front of Xinyue's eyes.
She was in despair, like a dead tree that had fallen to the ground, motionless.
The hour hand was turning minute by minute, and a strange hallucination appeared in Xinyue's brain.
What a wonderful world it was, on the grass by the green river, the handsome and dashing father played his beloved guitar, the delicate joy was like a lark, singing to the sound of the piano, and the slender mother danced to the rhythm of the music.
She finally laughed happily, and laughed so hard that people wailed.
A large dark cloud drifted in the sky, lightning pierced the sky, and the rumbling thunder poured out the tragic experience of joy.
A dignified girl can't live gracefully, she would rather die.
She seemed to see a small boat in the middle of the river, and there was a familiar figure on the boat, and he was smiling and beckoning to her!
Is it really the twisted brother who hides deep in her heart? She ran towards him desperately, she fell, got up with difficulty, and continued to move forward.
The phantom of Haishi Chenlou, turning into the dawn of life in the depths of Xinyue's heart, is her only hope to live in this world.
She hissed and shouted his name: "Brother Mingyang! Brother Mingyang! Wait for me!"
In the middle of the river, her clumsy figure grew smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared into the waves that melted the tears of joy.