CHAPTER XXXI
If this was in the elementary school classroom back then, I would definitely say to him: Jiang Nan, what are you wrong, you can talk about it.
Then ask him to write a 200-word review, and seriously reflect on what he did wrong and how to correct it in the future.
I remember this kid was very honest and obedient back then, and he almost didn't make mistakes or cause trouble. I didn't expect to see each other for nearly 20 years, and I became a character who wanted to call the teacher's name directly.
He sent another WeChat message: Mr. Su, you have always been so beautiful.
This sentence is obviously too flattering. I'm 38 years old, and I'm no longer the 19-year-old girl who just graduated and gave them a homeroom teacher.
Also, I'm not pretty, I've never been. The word pretty is a derogatory term to me.
I don't look ugly or handsome, and I just have the shortcomings of my parents.
It's strange that my dad likes me, his appearance may not be as good as his stinky girl film back then, what do you want to please your patriarchal father?
In particular, I privately dismissed my job as a primary school teacher, which accelerated the rupture of my father-daughter relationship with my father.
As for why I quit that iron job, I really don't remember clearly, and I don't want to pursue that reason again.
As I said, I always have a sense of resignation to the established facts.
There must have been something wrong with my memory, as if I had lost a lot of things, but I didn't want to know what those things were.
I wondered if I had amnesia, but in each of the last 37 years, I remember something iconic.
So I don't think I've had amnesia, but I just have a bad memory.
I don't move around much with my relatives, but I can still hear people around me say to me: You forgot again? You can't remember? Your memory is so bad!
Comments like that, and I'm used to it.
I think I'm just a goldfish attribute, I can't remember so many things, and what I remember is just a conditioned reflex to live.
I remember all the things that were necessary to survive on my own. For example, reading and coding, such as going to work to earn money and cooking and taking care of children.
Jiangnan said that I was beautiful, and I knew very well that this thing did not exist, and I had never been beautiful.
I didn't want to talk to him like this pointlessly, so I replied to him: If there is anything I can help in the future, contact me again.
I don't like to be complimented, especially by my own students, it's so embarrassing.
Jiang Nanhui: Then I'm not welcome, if you cause trouble in the future, please bear with Mr. Su.
Then he sent me a business card, and when I looked at it, I realized that this student of mine had really become a person.
I couldn't read the academic qualifications and titles of the terminology, I could only tell that he was now a very prestigious neurologist.
The hospital where he works on my business card gave me an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but I couldn't remember why.
I don't remember going to that hospital.
Sometimes I need to go to the hospital, and I always go to the one closest to my unit.
The hospital on Gangnam's business card is famous, and it is the largest in our city.
I had a very stubborn resistance to the hospital and didn't even want to talk about it.
My head hurts a little again. I didn't want to think about the things that didn't make sense to me, so I hurriedly took Erbao's toys downstairs and left my own home.
There are more and more people going out in the community, and I am really scared. If there is a single case of virus carrier, everyone begins to relax their guard, and it is hard to imagine what the consequences will be.
A lot of shops have opened. Even though everyone is wearing masks, I'm still worried: everyone is already walking around and gathering, is it safe to wear masks?
I didn't dare to walk around, so I hurried back to Lao Wang's house.
In Lao Wang's house, the two children are watching Barbie cartoons, laughing from time to time, and the little ones who are watching the movie seriously are very cute.
Dabao asked me: Mom, are there any germs outside?
I said, "Yes, the virus hasn't been completely eradicated."
Dabao hurriedly said, "Mom, don't go out again, it's too dangerous outside!"
Erbao also hurriedly said: Mom, let's all stay at home! As long as we can be with our mother, Dabao and I can't go out.
Looking at the soft and sensible little appearance of the two children, my heart will feel extremely warm and happy.
Yes, the second baby is right, as long as I can stay with the children and not be separated, I will be satisfied.
I don't go out for work and activities, and I stay at home honestly, and my life has become simpler and simpler.
Yu Zecheng doesn't talk to me anymore, and I still think of him occasionally throughout the day.
He never posts on Moments, and once he is silent, I completely lose his message.
Whenever I think of him, I can't help but think: what is he doing, is he staying at home and not going out, is he playing games or watching movies, is he talking to others?......
It is said that men and women have different emotional patterns, so will he also think of me occasionally?
Maybe in a few days, we will be back to the level where we couldn't remember each other in previous years! That might be the best.
Keep a certain distance and be good to each other, the most important thing is that this is the only way to maintain this friendship.
When I was watching cartoons with my children, the long whistle sounded on WeChat.
I looked at my phone, which had been sitting aside, and didn't immediately pick it up and check it. If a vigorous person comes into WeChat, it must be sent by that ridiculous nonsense.
If it was from him, I don't want to look at it. Rather than chatting with chatter, it is more important to watch cartoons with children.
But only one message came in, and the long whistle did not sound a second time.
It was also possible that there was a notice from our boss to resume work, so I had to pick up my phone to check it.
I was very surprised by this look. Because it turned out to be sent by Yu Zecheng.
He said: Su Li, I went to see my most beloved girl, you must not know how nervous I am. Every time I see her, I will be shy and embarrassed like a hairy boy who has no experience in the world.
Yu Zecheng didn't send a second message, I think he just wanted to find someone to talk about his feelings, and he didn't need to reply.
He went to see his beloved girl? Beloved girl, how nice.
Love should be the patent of girls and little girls, and he really has a person in his heart who loves him deeply.
Falling in love with someone should be so unsettling, shy and nervous, right?
I leaned my back against the wall, sighed heavily, and laughed to myself. I put down my phone and didn't reply, and he didn't need me to reply.
I liked him, and when I heard him say that he went to see the girl he loved, my heart ached a little, but it was only fleeting.
What I prefer to give him is a blessing. envied the girl he loved deeply, I don't know which girl it was, I must be blessed.