Looking at Mu Chu's figure walking away, Qiqi didn't know what he was thinking.

After promising Mu Ruhua to teach her to play cards tomorrow, she returned to the bedroom silently, ordered someone to call for bath soup, and carefully bathed and changed clothes.

Because it is not very convenient, the whole bathing process is super slow, and when I get dressed and come out from behind the screen, I order someone to clean up the room, and the night is already dark.

After hesitating in the room for a long time, he finally decided to go out to find Mu Chu.

She didn't want to lose this friend because of such a thing, since coming to this era, Mu Chu was her first real friend, and it was also the one she cherished the most.

No matter how much he wants to scold, it's better to let him scold once, and it's better to be scolded than to be restless all day long.

I don't want to just open the door, Mu Chu's slender figure has already come to the door, he walks silently, plus she has been thinking about things just now, but she didn't notice his arrival.

Seeing that he was holding two bowls of medicine in his hand, she was just stunned, so she got out of the way and let him in.

Mu entered the room and put the two bowls of medicine on the table, Qiqi casually closed the door and followed behind him, a little excited, but he still didn't know how to say the first sentence.

"What are you doing standing there?" When Mu Chu turned around, he saw her standing quietly aside, looking down at her little feet, like a little girl who had done something wrong.

sighed in his heart, although he was really a little depressed in the afternoon, but seeing her like this, he knew very well that he couldn't be angry anymore.

If you can't let go, what can you do with your anger?

Qiqi obediently walked over, sat down at the table, looked at the two bowls of medicine on the table, and was slightly surprised: "One more bowl." ”

Her research on Chinese medicine is not too thorough, but she also knows that the effects of these two bowls of medicine are completely different.

One of the bowls was something she had drunk before she left the house this morning, and the other was ...... Very strange smell that seems to ......

"Falling soup?" she startled, and nearly rolled off her stool.

Mu Chu...... Let her drink the drop-off soup!

"It's not right for you to conceive his child right now. Mu Chu brought the bowl of Luozi soup, brought it to his lips and blew gently: "Unless you can find a secret place to give birth to the child for him and raise it alone, otherwise, the child's survival is extremely dangerous for you and him, understand?"

Listening to his words, although he remembered the shock in his heart, he still nodded solemnly.

Even if he doesn't say it, she knows very well that according to Prince Xuan's plan, he is afraid that he will never be able to settle down within a few years, not to mention a few years, ten years will not be decided.

If he had a wife and children at this time, unless he didn't care about the life and death of his wife and children at all, otherwise, such a big weakness exposed in front of people would be enough to make him die a hundred times.

As for...... His wife and children are afraid that they will not have the life to enjoy the glory and wealth he has brought to him.

A person like Lord Xuan, who looks noble, but is simply a person who lives on the edge of the knife and bleeds, follows him...... Unless he is strong enough, he will inevitably become his burden.

She had already thought about this question for a long time, and she had thought that no matter what the future holds, she was not afraid of the wind and rain to face it with him, but he was unwilling to give her such a chance, and he pushed himself away from him with his own hands.

But, from beginning to end, she never thought about the problem of children.

Now that Mu Chu raised this question head-on, she also remembered that she really never seemed to have thought about it.

"You went out at night just for this bowl of Luozi soup?" stared at his action of carefully blowing the medicine cold, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.

No matter how angry he is, he will still plan for her and worry about her.

Ah Chu, such a friend, if she loses it, she will definitely regret it for the rest of her life.

Mu Chu nodded, blew the medicine cold, and then handed it to her: "I didn't bring this kind of medicine, I went out to the pharmacy just now and bought it, don't worry, I brought candied fruit." ”

Qiqi took the medicine, but didn't drink it, just put it back on the table.

Catching a glimpse of the doubts flashing in Mu Chu's eyes, she said lightly: "I don't have a ...... with him Didn't do that. ”

But she still stretched out her hand and stretched it out in front of him: "I never thought about this question in the past, the night of the lotus feast...... You know ...... that night."

"Don't say it. He took her wrist, his fingertips resting on her veins, and he couldn't even tell what he was thinking at the moment.

It has been more than ten days since the night of the lotus feast, and if she is really pregnant, this will be able to be seen from the pulse.

She picked the night of the lotus banquet to say, he already understood that she had not had sex with any man since that night, not even the night when she went to the Xuanwang Mansion to "stay with".

Qiqi watched his slender and almost perfect long finger fall on the vein on his wrist, and his heart was actually nervous, but he kept his face calm.

She can also take the pulse, but she is not proficient, and the days are so short, she must not be able to take it out herself.

But she will also be afraid, in case she is really pregnant with the child of Night Shura, she will ...... in the future

His eyes were locked on Mu Chu's face, staring at him for a moment.

After a while, Mu Chu let go of her wrist, picked up the Luozi soup on the table, walked to the window, and spilled it out.

also spilled all the stuffiness in his heart.

"Drink the medicine. He came back and sat down beside her, picked up another bowl of medicine, and carefully blew it to her lips: "Add xylose seeds as usual, not bitter." ”

Qiqi lowered his head and slowly drank all the bowls of medicine.

This medicine still has ambergris grass added, Qiqi can drink it, and it won't be long before she will definitely feel sleepy.

In fact, there will be a faint burst of pain from the corner of the forehead, but I try my best to endure it, but after tonight, it will not hurt anymore tomorrow.

"Go to sleep, I'm here with you tonight. He didn't want Chu Xuan to touch her again, if he couldn't give her a definite future, he couldn't treat her like a doll anymore, and he would just "borrow it" when he wanted it!

His seven seven is not his plaything.

Qiqi lay down on the soft couch, wanting to say a lot of things, but he didn't know where to start.

Seeing that she kept wanting to speak and stopped, Mu Chu suddenly asked lightly, "Do you still want to be with him?" Don't lie to me. ”

Qiqi moved his lips, and the sentence "I don't want to" was swallowed back immediately.

After a while, he said in a muffled voice: "Yes." ”

"Reckless?" Although the answer was already expected, he was inevitably stabbed.

"Calculated. Recklessness was a long, long time ago, and now she had learned how to care: "He's not my lover, and I'm not fit for him, it's just ...... It's just that I'm reluctant, and I'll still pay attention to it all the time. ”

She turned her back to him, hiding the little dampness from the bottom of her eyes.

"He was the first person I fell in love with, and maybe in this life, I won't like a second man except him. Closed her eyes hard, and many words were held in her heart for a long time, really long, so long that she almost didn't know how to tell: "But I have never been the person he wants, power, future, and great cause are much more important than me in his heart, he may really have affection for me, but that love is too light, too unimportant." ”

Mu Chu's eyes reflected her slender body, and he wanted to reach out and take her into his arms, but he just wanted to hug her, without the slightest thought that he shouldn't have.

But the person in her heart is Chu Xuanchi, she said that apart from him in this life, maybe she will not like a second man again.

Therefore, he and her, perhaps in this life, are more suitable to be friends, brothers and sisters, and fellow travelers who travel together, but they cannot be husband and wife.

"What about you?" The outstretched palm was finally retracted, he leaned against the bedside post, and held her wisp of green silk to play with: "Do you have something you want to do, or a great cause?"

"Yes. Reaching out to wipe away the tears that accidentally slipped from the corners of her eyes, she said softly: "I want my Nanmu country to be peaceful and peaceful, and I want the eldest brother to become a leader, and I no longer need to bow my head in front of others, even if it is for me." ”

She opened her eyes and looked at the shadows of the two of them on the wall reflected by the candlelight: "I want to find out the real reason why the mother died of illness that year, if she is still alive, the ends of the earth, I must find her, if she is really no longer ......"

She lowered her eyes, and when the loneliness in her words was just a flash, she was full of hope and expectation: "I want to leave the Chu State, leave a qiē conspiracy and tricks, find a place where no one knows to do my small business, and live my small life quietly." ”

"In fact, I have a lot of small plans in my heart, to open a medical center, and when I earn enough money, I will leave my job and travel around the world, that is, travel all over the world, and when the money is spent, I will go back to work in the hospital, stop and go, eat and drink, see the beautiful scenery of the world, and pay for the food all over the world. ”

He stretched out his big palm and stopped in mid-air, looking at the shadow as if it had landed on her and held her in his arms.

The mirror-like feelings, even he doesn't know when it started, and he has already installed such a person and such a figure in his heart.

Is it the first time to see her with ugly makeup, but she confidently invited him and He to stay in the Dustless Pavilion overnight? No, that makeup is too difficult to make people excited.

Is it the first time I have seen her true face, and I am amazed by her stunning fairy appearance? No, he has seen too many beauties, and he never cares at all.

Is it the amazing medical skills when I saw her treating Yun Wang Ye for the first time, or the tenacity and optimism when I saw her return lonely in the face of the bloody wind and rain outside, but the sun shining in front of everyone the next day?

Or, when she beat the drum kit and sang the song of loyalty to the country, the shock that went deep into his heart gave him?

It seems, neither, not at all.

Today, it is impossible to say when pity for her began.

I don't know what to do, I go deep, and when I am shocked, the shadow in my heart has been dissipated.

will be in a dull mood because she is sad, and you will see her laughing thin lips unconsciously and lightly.

I like her chasing after her and calling her "Ah Chu, Ah Chu", I like her stubborn smile after being wronged, I like her smirking in his arms after she gets drunk, and I like her heroic posture when she is not afraid of wind and rain and facing difficulties.

Like, her smile, her joy and anger, her qiē qiē......