Chapter 193: What made him feel more distressed was that she was embarrassed by herself

After taking a shower and changing into a dressing gown, the whole process was quite smooth, and there was no nonsense today. At this time, Leng Dashao was blowing his little woman's hair, and he took care of Zeng Xiaojin very seriously, just like taking care of a newborn baby.

A certain king also thought that if they had a little baby in the future, he would also bathe him (her) himself and make him (her) happy......

However, inexplicably, this unconscious smile angered Zeng Xiaojin, and the word Lin Ruoyi popped up in her mind. In the past, did Leng Yifan bathe her like this? Will the two of them take a mandarin duck bath together, and then laugh happily together? They love each other so much that they are even engaged, and they have made an appointment to get married and have children, and they will always protect each other!

But all this has nothing to do with her Zeng Xiaojin!

She shook her head vigorously, trying to get the thoughts out of her head. It's all that hateful Lin Ruoying, Leng Yifan didn't let her come to visit the patient, so she tried all means to harass her. blocked her number, she used other people's mobile phone numbers to send messages, and even Lin Xiaodong's mobile phone was deceived by her.

Leng Yifan and Lin Ruoyi held hands for the first time in a certain year, month, and day; Leng Yifan and Lin Ruoyi kissed for the first time in a certain place and under a certain music; when did Lin Ruoyi give the first time to Leng Yifan; what does Leng Yifan like most about Lin Ruoyi......

Lin Ruoying really knows everything, and she has endless words!

She is like a camera, recording the bits and pieces of Leng Yifan and Lin Ruoyi together, and magnifying these details countless times to Zeng Xiaojin's eyes! Tell her how redundant she is in Leng Yifan's love life!

Zeng Xiaojin knew that she couldn't read those text messages, let alone those photos when Leng Yifan and Lin Ruoyi were together, they would become sharp knives that cut her happiness in the future. But when she unconsciously clicked on the first one, she couldn't stop anymore. She was curious about everything about Leng Yifan's past, especially his relationship with that woman!

She wanted to know what they were like in the past, and she wanted to know if Leng Yifan treated her differently from Lin Ruoyi. She tried to find all the evidence that she was not Lin Ruoyi's shadow, but she fell into it, and she was in pain.

"What's wrong?" Leng Yifan pressed Zeng Xiaojin's little head that was shaking desperately with one hand, "Headache?"

"No!" Zeng Xiaojin shook her head again, how could she say that she was thinking about your past with Lin Ruoyi?

"Don't shake it, aren't you dizzy?" Leng Yifan said and rubbed her hair, black and shiny hair, soft and soft, like black silk, "Your hair is long again, it's beautiful, just like if-"

Just like Lin Ruoyi's long hair!?Lin Ruoyi's most proud thing in her life is that long black and bright hair, which always makes Leng Yifan love it!

Ruthlessly, Zeng Xiaojin's left hand swept towards Leng Yifan, and suddenly knocked off the hair dryer in his hand, and the whole bedroom was quiet for a while, so strange that Leng Yifan was very embarrassed. But he didn't have time to get angry, so he nervously asked, "What's the matter? Did I hurt you somewhere?"

"Yes!" Zeng Xiaojin looked at him hatefully and pointed to his heart, "Here!"

Leng Yifan suddenly understood what had happened, his face sank, his body shook back, and he took a step back.

"You go out! I-" After all, he didn't say "I don't want to see you", Zeng Xiaojin moved his lips and changed, "I want to sleep alone tonight." ”

"Xiao Jin?"

"Get out!"

At the moment when Leng Yifan turned around lonely, Zeng Xiaojin wanted to cry loudly, but he endured it until the bedroom door was closed, and then let his tears fall!

What's going on?

What's going on!

Wasn't she determined to forgive him?

Didn't she make up her mind that no matter what the outcome, she would be with him?

But why, when their lives were in danger and they were on the line of life and death, they all survived, but instead returned to the time when the two of them were alone in the family, she couldn't hold on? Lin Ruoyi is dead, why do you want to let yourself live in her shadow?

Zeng Xiaojin knew that she was looking for death, but she couldn't help it!

As long as she thought that everything they were doing now was what Leng Yifan had done with another woman, she couldn't help but feel jealous! Especially since that person still looked very similar to herself! When Leng Yifan looked at her face, how could she not think of that woman? What is this?

For Leng Yifan, everything is just a continuation of the past, but for her, everything is such an embarrassing beginning!

The more Zeng Xiaojin thought about it, the more angry and aggrieved she felt, she slapped the water in the bathtub vigorously, trying to vent all the discomfort in her heart!

She loves Leng Yifan too much, she has no way to leave him decisively, but she can't accept the fact that Lin Ruoyi is here.

Once she is no longer the Zeng Xiaojin who shows her power beyond ordinary people, and retreats into a small ordinary person in life, she will be afraid! The self that is no different from ordinary people is destined to be only the shadow of others. Even she herself can't tell the difference between herself and others, let alone Leng Yifan?

This is like a steel knife stuck in her heart, which makes her life worse than death!

She is Zeng Xiaojin, she is not Lin Ruoyi's shadow! She is Zeng Xiaojin, Leng Yifan is different from her! She is Xiaojin......

Bang! The door was suddenly pushed open vigorously, and Leng Yifan, who had taken off his shirt and wiped off the foam all over his body, appeared in front of Zeng Xiaojin. Why? He had never been in front of her once, he was so determined to make a distance from the past! Why did she never believe him?

Thick eyebrows pressed his eyes, and his whole body was filled with a chilling cold!

Leng Yifan was angry!

Zeng Xiaojin was overwhelmed by the chill, she looked at him in disbelief, he, what did he want to do?

But Leng Yifan didn't say a word, the whole person was suppressed, he was venting his anger and his possession of this woman in the most direct and rude way!

Zeng Xiaojin instinctively wanted to escape, but she didn't have the strength to resist at all, and there was only boundless pain......

When everything finally calmed down, Leng Yifan looked at his woman distressedly, and wanted to hug her and make everything clear to her. Zeng Xiaojin used the last strength he had, wrapped in a thin quilt, and shrank to the side of the bed.

She turned her back to him, her injured arm trembled slightly in the air, and that small figure was imprinted in Leng Yifan's eyes, and it hurt all the way to his heart!

"Actually......" I don't know how long it took for Leng Yifan to make a sound, but his throat was dry and painful, and he only said "I follow Ruoyi", and he couldn't make any sound anymore.

Because he saw Zeng Xiaojin's body trembling obviously, it seemed that he was about to fall out of bed!

Ruoyi was his former taboo, but now it has become her nightmare!

He could only stop, he couldn't force her to just act as if nothing had happened, and immediately return to the sweetness of the past, just like he could never forget Ruoyi. Loved is loved, and loved so much, if he can forget it all?

However, the past is behind after all. He just wants to seal everything in the past into a corner of his heart! Could it be that Xiao Jin won't even give him this little power?

Xiao Jin is embarrassed, he will forget it, what makes him more distressed is that she embarrasses herself!

It's like this, and it's clear that I'm sleeping in the same bed with my beloved, but it's like I'm separated by an ocean, and I can't see hope in my daze.

I don't know how long it took, Leng Yifan was sure that Zeng Xiaojin was asleep, so he carefully hugged her over and wanted to take her into his arms. Unexpectedly, she struggled in her arms, even her injured arm, and refused to let him hold her! Perhaps, she thought she wanted to do something to her, right?

"You sleep in the middle, don't fall down, I'll go to the guest room to sleep. Leng Yifan carried Zeng Xiaojin to the middle of the big bed, really got up, and walked out of the bedroom. Before closing the door, he glanced at the little woman, who was still huddled in a ball, still motionless, with her back to him, and did not turn her head to look at him.

With a sigh, he left a small night light and gently closed the door.

For a long time, Zeng Xiaojin used his uninjured hand to wrap the thin quilt on his body tighter, as if this could resist the loneliness and pain in his heart.

The next day, Zeng Xiaojin was hospitalized on the grounds that his injuries were not healed. At least you don't have to face Leng Yifan when you are hospitalized, you don't have to face him, and you don't have to think of the feelings that have been shattered. Zeng Xiaojin admitted that the responsibility was on her, but everything was Leng Yifan's head!

People who live and die together can't be happy together, it sounds like a joke! But life is a master of humor, and he can interpret jokes into reality!

The entire Leng Mansion has entered an unprecedented state of spatial pressure, and all the people, including Ah Liang and You Anqian, who are closest to Leng Yifan, are all worried and cautious! It is no longer to the extent that saying something wrong will anger President Leng, but to the exaggerated point that one look, one posture, and even if you pant loudly, you may be killed!

"Mr. Leng, what's wrong?" You Anqian finally found an opportunity and grabbed Ah Liang and asked in a low voice.

"Then you still need to ask? It's not that one?" Actually, Ah Liang couldn't figure it out, it was fine to send the young master and young grandmother back last night, why did it become like this when he went to pick them up this morning! The young grandmother had a dead face, and the young master was angry at every turn!

Of course, You Anqian knew who "that one" was, and no one except her could make Mr. Leng, who had always been rational and cold, angry!

Today, because of a secretary's surname Lin, he will be dismissed! This secretary Lin has been working in the company for more than a year, and her business ability is very good, and You Anqian is very optimistic about her. Not only that, Mr. Leng originally promised to let Lin Ruoying take over her position, but now he asked him to find a new candidate.

This is a major matter related to work, how can it be such a child's play? If Ruoying really went to other companies, it would be a big loss for their Leng family!

You Anqian made up her mind, "No! I'm going to talk to her." "It's because she is Leng Yifan's woman that she has to think more about the Leng Group, isn't it?

"Okay An Qian, don't go and make trouble," Ah Liang hurriedly stopped, "What if you don't persuade and it backfires?"

When Leng Dashao and Lin Ruoyi fell in love, they were still in graduate school, and You Anqian didn't know that their past was understandable, it was related to the master's love history, and Ah Liang didn't want to explain it too clearly to her, anyway, she could only tell her that Lin Ruoying didn't come to the company, which would be good for everyone.

That woman is so capable, their heroine has a strong personality, the two of them can pinch up as soon as they meet, if they really look up and don't look down, let alone work hard, the whole Leng family will never have peace!

"But this is not fair to Ruoying!" You Anqian still felt sorry for this.