I looked up at him, his hair still wet after taking a shower.

He's taking a shower again?

I asked him, "Do you have a habit of cleanliness, why do you take a shower when you go out and take a shower when you come back?"

Jiang Nan was obviously stunned, as if he didn't expect me to ask such a question. He said, "Your memory is much better now. ”

I casually said, "Can you remember how many times you've showered to make you feel better?"

He stared at me with deep eyes, leaned down to meet my gaze, and asked me, "Is there something wrong with you?"

I didn't understand what he meant, so I asked him, "I'm fine, why did you say that?"

He looked at me and said, "You have always been gentle and soft-spoken, and you are the most understanding." ”

I "cut" in my heart, disdainful of his expression, as if it were some kind of hint.

I said, "Your little cousin just now said that I am not the same as before, but what he said is exactly the opposite of what you said. ”

Jiang Nan sat on the computer desk, wiped his hair, and asked with interest: "Oh? Then tell me what An Xu said." ”

I looked up at An Xu, who was squeezing his eyebrows at me, for fear that I would tell Jiang Nan what he said just now.

This kid underestimated me, I did have memory problems, but my IQ was still online.

I didn't answer, Jiang Nan didn't ask again, so I quickly went back to the bedroom with him to rest, and walked out of the study first.

An Xu whispered to me: "Great kindness, toothless and unforgettable!"

Then he walked out in a huff.

I shook my head and smiled, being young and vigorous would be like this, doing something or saying on a whim, and then not daring to face and admit it.

I don't think there is anything wrong with An Xu's various suspicions in Jiangnan, and there are more suspicions and dissatisfaction in my heart than An Xu shows.

It's just that I can't vent on a whim like him, I'm past the age of relying on words to vent.

Life is difficult, marriage is not easy, everything has to be clarified and understood, and you can only quarrel all the time.

I don't know why I'm so forbearing, I just have a very strong power in my heart that makes me calm.

As for what that power is, I don't know very well.

I forgot so much that I couldn't even open the writer's assistant on my phone.

Jiang Nan leaned on the head of the bed and read a book, while hugging me, which may be a habitual action of his.

In the past two days, some unpleasant things have happened, and I can remember all these unpleasantness, and even worse is that we failed to communicate well.

As a result, I am now being held by him, and a feeling of resistance begins to arise in my heart.

It's just that he has a fresh and charming smell, and I still like it very much.

I asked him, "The writer's assistant on my phone won't open, do you know the password?"

He looked at me and said, "All your passwords are one, my birthday." ”

I said "oh" and then asked him, "And what is your birthday?"

He immediately laughed, knocked me on the head vigorously and said, "0210, alas!"

I also know that I can't remember his birthday, and I can't remember him, but it's not just his birthday that I can't remember.

He sighed and said, "Alas, I don't have much hope for you, so don't forget whose daughter-in-law you are! I'm really afraid that one day you will forget who I am for you." ”

I looked at him and asked, "Am I incurable of this amnesia?"

He was stunned and put down the book. He turned around and looked at me very seriously, and said, "As long as you keep in good shape, it will get better slowly." ”

I asked him, "How can I keep the good momentum?"

He thought for a moment and said, "It's okay to be in a good mood and have a positive attitude." ”

I asked, "What if something doesn't make me happy?"

He seemed to hear what was in my words, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Don't be cranky, I won't leave you." If you have three long and two short, I won't survive. ”

I wanted to ask him if he had any stories with the white and tender little nurse, and I also wanted to ask him what he was doing with the fragrant washing tonight, but I couldn't say it after all.

What if you ask?

He can veto them one by one and then accuse me of being suspicious and distrustful of me, or simply admit that there are people out there, so what should I do?

Are we divorced? We have two daughters who are so young! A family of four, just because he admits that there are people outside, break up?

I have lost most of my memories, and I have nothing left to lose any more, and I can't afford to lose them.

I can't lose my marriage, and I can't let my two babies grow up without a father and a young mother.

I rubbed my hair haphazardly and rubbed the scar on my neck twice. My very irritable performance made Jiang Nan stunned.

I didn't care how surprised he was, I took two deep breaths to adjust my mood, and then turned on the writer's assistant on my phone.

Sure enough, there was a novel in it that was not finished, and there were still a few manuscripts lying quietly in the draft box.

I looked at the chapters that had already been published and felt that this kind of manuscript was the way I felt in my heart.

Jiang Nan asked me in a deep voice: "What's the matter?

I let out a happy "um" and said, "This is what I taste, and the ones Yu Zecheng sent me are so wrong that they don't look like I wrote them at all." ”

My attention was all about browsing my own novel, and I didn't pay attention to Jiangnan's expression.

Jiang Nan reached over and took my phone, I was stunned but didn't resist.

He said: "Su Li, you are pregnant now and can't work, don't write novels anymore, okay?"

I looked at him and said, "Am I not going to be able to go to work in the future?"

He was obviously stunned: "Go to work, what kind of work?"

I said, "When this epidemic passes, will I go when our unit notifies me to resume work?"

Jiang Nan stared at me with deep eyes: "You mean that your unit has resumed work?"

Why did he seem so confused?

I asked him strangely, "Can't you start bathing this year?"

He seemed to suddenly realize, and hurriedly said: "Oh, of course you can start work! You mean to take a bath, I'm sorry I'm a little blindsided." ”

I said, "It's okay, in fact, I forgot, it was the netizen named Yu Zecheng who reminded me." ”

Jiang Nan asked me, "Have you been chatting with Yu Zecheng tonight?" I don't think I've heard you mention him for a long time. ”

Could it be that when I chatted with Yu Zecheng before, I would report to Jiangnan?

Jiang Nan seemed to see my doubts, and hurriedly said: "You and Yu Zecheng have been netizens for more than eight years, and I know this, because you sometimes tell me." ”

I said, "Oh, you know about it, but I forgot about it." Or tonight he talked to me and told me about it. ”

Jiang Nan smiled and said, "It's good to have someone to chat with you." ”

"You've known him online for more than eight years, and he definitely knows you a certain amount, and your sentimental chat with him will help you recover your memory. ”

I said disapprerovingly, "I have a psychiatrist husband, what else do I have to worry about?"

Jiang Nan patted me on the top of the head and said, "But your husband is very busy! You still need to have friends besides me, fool!"

I immediately thought of the white and tender little nurse, so I said, "You too, you need friends too, don't you?"