Chapter 9: What Is Hope?

I've been crying for a long time and I'm so tired, I'm tired of even talking, I'm tired of struggling, I'm tired of decadence. Finally nestled in Sister Meng's arms and closed her eyes, she still coaxed her like a child, and wrapped her clothes tightly

She rolled over, thinking that the person in her arms was asleep, and she slapped herself in the face twice

What did she do, when the people in front of her had nothing, they took refuge in her, just hoping to have a way to live

But she forced her again, and she also became the driving force of her gloomy life, pushing her to those murderous minions, and forcing a living person into that way, what is the difference between her and those people

After a long time, her legs were numb, and she gently returned to the room, wrapped the quilt tightly around her, and closed the curtains.

After thinking about it, she left a lamp at the head of her bed, maybe she needed this light, at least the night, it would pass, she comforted herself, turned off the light again, looked at the person shrunk on the bed, and sighed silently.

After Sister Meng walked for a long time, she opened her eyes in the darkness and looked at the light on next to her, this lamp was too small to illuminate her darkness at all!

How could those dark and stinking lives live in darkness in the first place, and how can they meet the light? She finally extinguished the lamp and stared at the ceiling vacantly, her nails dug into the flesh

He whispered in her ear, "I was drinking birth control pills on the second day of the wedding night, but I didn't expect that one day when the housekeeper took your pulse, he found out that you were pregnant, and I was going crazy at that time."

"Since then, I have heightened my vigilance, and I have commanded the steward many times,

In every meal you eat every day, you add a kind of medicine to the water, 3 times a day, 21 meals a week, after such a long time, do you say that the child can be born?"

"Even if you are born, it is a pool of blood,"

"And, what do you think you are, what qualifies you to give birth to my child"

"As long as you live for one day, don't try to get rid of me, today is just the beginning...... , even if I die, the body belongs to me......"

She clasped the blood stains on her arm, and she fumbled for the knife under her pillow, which she had to use to finish herself?

Crazy thoughts fill her brain, I won't let you go with it, I'm going to leave you forever, for the rest of my life

In the dark, the sharp knife fell to the ground, and she sneered a few times, haha, you are going to be disappointed after all, she is not qualified to die, she still owes two lives, one is her mother's, and the other is her child, how can she die before she has enough?

In the dream, she was not spared, and the child cried loudly, one more poignant than the other, and she followed the sound to see that it was her child,

Her heart was broken, and she walked over to coax her, but as soon as her fingers touched her, her eyes were bleeding, and she collapsed to the ground in fright.

At first it was dripping down, then it was squirting out one by one, until the child died, and she couldn't touch the child.

The words "I hate you, I'd rather die than forgive you" echoed in her ears again and again, echoing in her mind repeatedly, "Don't, don't" She sat up suddenly, sweating profusely, it turned out to be a dream,

That night, she turned on the light and turned it off, and she couldn't fall asleep all night......

For the next few days, she locked herself in her room, and Sister Meng didn't move a bite of the food she put at the door, watching the food slowly become cold...

The person who called Xiaotong called several times and no one answered, and called Sister Meng, "Is it okay for you to open the door, let Sister Meng go in and see if you are okay, even if it is just a glance, I am relieved to ......", Sister Meng shouted in her throat, and the people inside did not answer, I am afraid that it will break my heart,

She suddenly panicked, would she not think about suicide, she promised to give her time to be alone and be quiet, but as a result, she was going to cut herself off like this?

The little boy next to him was also anxious, although he didn't know what was going on. But seeing Sister Meng's brows furrowed, rubbing one hand against the other, back and forth in place, she also became worried,

"Or, call the police, call 120, and hand it over to the police," she said indiscriminately, "You must not call the police! You can't go to the hospital!" Sister Meng interrupted her directly, once she called the police, all her things would be shaken out, and she would be completely ruined in the future!

And people like Ling Yize must have a good relationship with the people above, so they dare to do that, and in the end, it must be her who makes everyone know.

But in case something happened, she glanced at the child, grabbed her hand and said, "Wait, if, she hasn't ...... tonight Call the police when the time comes."

Xiao Tong comforted Sister Meng and said, "Sister Meng, don't worry, Sister Nansheng is such a kind person, God will bless her, I will always watch, Sister Meng, don't worry......",

Sister Meng was a little relieved, and then there were guests downstairs shouting to see the boss, Sister Meng patted her shoulder and said, "You watch here first, I'll go down to entertain them first, the second floor won't invite guests today" said and went downstairs,

Seeing that it was Gu Beihuai, his hands couldn't help but tremble, still with a stiff smile on his face, "Gu Shao, you haven't been here for a long time, please come inside, don't stand at the door, I'll let the girls come out and serve you......",

said and greeted the girls who came out, "Come on, don't you see Gu Shao coming?"

Gu Beihuai looked at the girl in front of him who didn't want to see anyone, a trace of boredom flashed in his eyes, and the assistant beside him keenly looked at a closed door upstairs, "I'm afraid it's Miss Lu's ...... upstairs", his words, Gu Beihuai's eyes immediately locked upstairs

Moved away and was about to go upstairs, "No" subconsciously blurted out, Sister Meng immediately blocked in front and stopped them, realizing something,

The tone slowed down a little, "She has been sick these days, I am afraid that it will not be good to infect Gu Shao, come back another day, I will definitely let her serve you personally", she was very afraid that the woman would hurt like that again

Then she would be really sinful, and she would have to bear a human life. But Gu Beihuai is not the kind of person who compromises at will, he sneered, "Is it that she will still be uncomfortable, I will go and see it myself......" let the assistant next to him stop Sister Meng

He had already walked towards the staircase, and suddenly there was a fright from upstairs, "Sister Nansheng is going to commit suicide!"

He subconsciously buzzed in his ears, and he couldn't hear clearly for a while, until the little boy upstairs rushed down and accidentally hit his chest, and muttered "Sister Nansheng wants to commit suicide, Sister Nansheng wants to commit suicide......"

He heard it clearly, let go of the people around him, rushed upstairs, kicked the door with one kick, and shouted at the people inside like crazy, "Lu Nansheng, if you come out, will you only commit suicide?"

Finally, kicked the door open. Seeing her sitting on the window, with one foot still on the outside of the window, she didn't seem to have any other emotions about the people who came in, and still looked out the window carelessly, unaffected by the movement inside, and her head was pressed against the window.

He didn't dare to get close to the person over there a little, for fear that she would really jump down, so he deliberately slowed down.

She didn't look at it, he moved cautiously, and when she was about to approach her, she looked back at him, and there were tears in the corners of her red and swollen eyes.

Gently spit out a sentence: "Why should there be hope for people to live?"

Hope is the most painful thing in the world, and it taught her what cruelty is.

A headless sentence, I don't know if it's to ask myself, or him, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "You hold my hand down, and I'll tell you what hope is" said and stretched out his hand to her, looking at her with a real face,

She shook her head at him and didn't grab his hand, "I don't want to go down, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that if I go down, I have to live, it's too difficult for people to live......", her tears welled up for a while,

Say okay not to cry, can't let them see their emotions, they, they don't deserve it, but it still hurts when they think about it.

She was busy reaching out to wipe her tears, but he took advantage of her not noticing her, grabbed her, and fell into his arms with her body, as if at this moment, the stone in his heart fell.

He said angrily to her, "Why are you looking for death, you owe so much hatred to people, how can you die easily?......" halfway through his words, he didn't say any more,

Tears fell on his hands, he saw that the wound on her face was not healed, and he got up and was about to leave with her in his arms, "I'll take you to the hospital",

When she went downstairs, when Sister Meng saw him hugging her, she thought that what she expected was going to happen, but she didn't expect Nan Sheng to look like this, and he didn't let her go...

stepped forward and grabbed his sleeve desperately, "You can't take her away, do you know that she has been ......", she immediately shook her head at Sister Meng, and Sister Meng suppressed the words in her mouth.

He was already impatient, "Get out of the way!", she pulled out a smile at Sister Meng, "Sister Meng, don't worry about me, I'm fine......",

He had already strode out with her in his arms, and the assistant had already driven the car at the door, and he walked out with her in his arms in a few steps, glancing at the person in his arms. Xiao Tong looked at the car in front of him and sped away, stepped forward and held Sister Meng's hand in a cold sweat,

comforted, "I did it on purpose just now, if I didn't say that, maybe Sister Nansheng wouldn't be able to escape,"

Sister Meng suddenly understood something, looked at her, and she continued, "Trust me, and Sister Nansheng also said that she was fine,

In this case, he wouldn't do anything to Sister Nansheng, and I don't think Gu Shao is so bad......",