Hello. ”

Ye Lan took off her mask and bowed to the man solemnly.

The man just nodded and stretched out his hand to signal Ye Lan to sit down.

"At first, I said that I had a patient named Ye Lan, I thought it was the same name and surname, but I didn't expect it to be you. ”

With a kind smile on his face, the man took out a pen and paper from the drawer and pushed it in front of Ye Lan.

"Is it convenient to sign, I used to like you very much. ”

Ye Lan smiled euphemistically, and after writing down her name a little unfamiliarly, she looked at the other party worriedly.

"Rest assured, the most fundamental aspect of our business is to ensure the privacy of our patients. ”

The man seemed to be able to guess what Ye Lan was worried about, and waved his hand to signal Ye Lan to put his heart in his stomach.

Every artist, to a greater or lesser extent, will have some mental illness.

It's just that everyone's ability to bear it is different.

Ye Lan was willing to come to see the doctor, which also made the former sone very pleased, at least Ye Lan was willing to work hard to live.

"Tell me about your problem. ”

Ye Lan nodded.

The soft lighting in the entire living room made Ye Lan involuntarily calm down.

The expression is also a little more natural.

"I've been lately. I always felt like there was another me. ”

"She said I was a madman. But I'm really not crazy. ”

。。。。。

At first, Ye Lan could still stay calm, but gradually, there was only panic in Ye Lan's eyes.

The man just held his chin and listened to Ye Lan's story and adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner.

Ye Lan's self-expression was then prevented.

"Alright, I'll ask you a few questions. ”

。。。。。。

Ye Lan's eyes lost focus and looked at the answer on the report sheet.

The diagnosis of severe depression + split personality deeply stung Ye Lan's somewhat broken heart.

Before coming, Ye Lan could still deceive herself.

But now the diagnosis has been placed in front of Ye Lan.

She could no longer refuse to face the facts.

"Go out for a walk, talk to that self appropriately, and don't think about running away. ”

The man could also see the depression of the girl in front of him and comforted him.

Next, it's up to Ye Lan herself.

Whether to actively choose to cooperate with the treatment and take medicine on time, or to give up on yourself.

The man naturally hopes that Ye Lan will choose the former.

But after all, he is not Ye Lan.

This time I came to see a psychiatrist, and Ye Lan didn't tell anyone.

The girl tore the inspection report in her hand to shreds, then threw it into a garbage can on the side of the road, and carefully packed the medicine in her bag.

Lowered the brim of his hat and walked out of the hospital building with his head down.

It's weird.

According to the analysis given in severe depression, Ye Lan's self-ending tendency is as high as 80%, but Ye Lan herself has never thought of ending her life hastily.

Maybe it's because of my own life, not just on behalf of myself.

The girl opened the car door, sat in the driver's seat, and leaned weakly on the steering wheel.

You can't cry when you cry.

It's just sick, and sooner or later it'll be fine.

With this thought, Ye Lan raised her head and prepared to set off for home.

There's a cutie at home waiting for her to feed.

。。。。。。

As soon as he stepped out of the elevator door, Ye Lan found a familiar figure standing at the door.

Ye Lan hurriedly adjusted her state and walked to the door with a smile.

"What are you doing here?"

Wang Mengjie was startled by the sudden sound behind her, and hurriedly turned around.

"Where are you going, my mom asked me to bring you some shrimp. ”

The girl was holding a large bowl in her arms, and the bowl was full of cooked prawns.

"I went out and ran some errands. ”

Ye Lan shook her head, casually made an excuse, and then bypassed Wang Mengjie and opened the door of the room with the key.

Taking the bowl in the girl's hand, Ye Lan stood at the door.

"Thank you, Xiaojie, I'll send the bowl over in the evening. ”

Wang Mengjie nodded and sighed.

Although I don't know why, Ye Lan has been avoiding her since Ye Lan made that phone call that day.

Looking at Ye Lan's meaning today, I don't plan to let her enter the door.

Wang Mengjie couldn't figure out why Ye Lan suddenly began to alienate her.

Is there something wrong with her?

"Sister Ye Lan. ”

Ye Lan was about to close the door when she stopped when she heard Wang Mengjie's voice.

"What's wrong?"

"Am I doing something wrong, why have you been ignoring me lately?"

Wang Mengjie didn't want to lose this gentle sister, so she didn't care about shame, and asked suspiciously.

The smile on Ye Lan's face was a little stiff.

She alienated Wang Mengjie, naturally because she was afraid that "Ye Lan" would do something bad to Wang Mengjie.

That "Ye Lan" is completely different from her.

She was eerie, perverse, and gloomy.

Always thinking about doing something bad with your body.

Although the doctor warned him to have a good talk with "her", Ye Lan didn't know what she had to talk about with that bad guy.

"I'm sorry, Xiaojie. ”

Ye Lan just looked at the anxious girl in front of her with a complicated face, bowed her head and apologized, and then closed the door.

turned Wang Mengjie away again.

This scenario has been repeated many times in the past few days.

In this regard, Wang Mengjie could only spread her hands helplessly.

She can know that Ye Lan is still that Ye Lan.

That warm smile and soft eyes don't lie.

Something must have gone wrong.

And Wang Mengjie wanted to break her head, except for the phone call that day, she couldn't think of what made Ye Lan extremely alienated from her.

What is the problem between Ye Lan and Girls' Generation?

Wang Mengjie didn't know.

"Sister Ye Lan, you must call me if you have anything!"

The girl tapped on the door, yelled, and turned away, but did not notice that the cat's eye of the door behind her was bright again.

。。。。。

Seeing Wang Mengjie leaving, Ye Lan was also relieved.

Squatting down and touching the silky hairs of the corn, Ye Lan put away the smile on her face.

Perhaps influenced by "her", Ye Lan has become less and less smiling recently.

To be precise, I don't like myself with a false smile more and more.

The fresh and steaming shrimp were casually placed on the table by Ye Lan, and she had never liked to eat things with shells.

But after all, it was the kindness of the neighbors, Ye Lan decided to peel the shrimp and eat it for a while.

The girl took out a few boxes of pills from her bag, read the instructions, and opened the package.

Then take it with luke water.

There was no special feeling, Ye Lan could only feel that her somewhat impetuous heart had calmed down a lot.

The girl sat curled up on the couch and turned on the TV casually.

She has changed the phone card to a new one, and she probably doesn't want to use the previous number.

If you can.

Before he completely healed himself, Ye Lan didn't plan to communicate with anyone.

If "she" really hurt the people she cared about, then Ye Lan would not be able to forgive herself for the rest of her life.

The empty home seems to have returned to the tranquility of the first two years ago.

Loneliness, loneliness enveloped Ye Lan again.

Just like that night two years ago.

It's chilling.

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