Chapter 192: I'll Be Their Father

The teacher looked at Shen Feng's gentlemanly appearance, and coupled with the fact that Su Chen and Su Xing were usually very good, he was a little embarrassed to say it.

"That's the case, the children in the kindergarten said that Su Chen and Su Xing didn't have a father, and they were children that no one wanted, and then Su Chen's children fought with those children. Hearing this, Shen Feng glanced at Su Chen, who was sitting on the side, and Su Chen made a grimace at Shen Feng.

"Do you need compensation, I don't think we Su Chen did anything wrong in this matter, but there is no peaceful solution, beating people is what Su Chen is wrong, and we are willing to compensate for medical expenses. ”

It was originally a fight between children, and it was those parents who were reluctant to give up, and finally called Shen Feng over, as for why he didn't call Su Xiaowan, it was Su Chen who was afraid that Su Xiaowan would be angry.

When Shen Feng led the two people out of the kindergarten, Su Chen was still stubborn and said that it didn't hurt, and at this time, Su Xiaowan, who came to pick up the two, saw the wound on Su Chen's face, and immediately became nervous.

"What's the matter, baby, what's this, what's wrong with your face? Brother Shen, why are you here?"

Shen Feng shrugged helplessly, "You still have to ask Su Chen about this matter." ”

Su Chen insisted on not speaking, but Su Xingwa cried out, "Mom, they said that my brother and I are children that no one wants, and we don't have a father." ”

Su Chen's tears also fell, and the grievances he received from his classmates now seemed to be released.

"Mom, why don't we have a dad, is our dad not wanting us anymore. ”

The child's words were unintentional, but when he heard Su Xiaowan's ears, he was sad.

"No, no, baby, your father, it's just that he's not here for the time being, I'll take you to find your father in the future, okay?"

Hearing this, Su Xing's tears suddenly stopped, "Really, Mom, doesn't Dad want us anymore? Uncle Shen is not our Father." ”

Su Xiaowan glanced at Shen Feng who was standing aside, "Uncle Shen is an uncle, he can't be a father." ”

In the end, the two little ones fell asleep, Su Xiaowan had a chance to breathe, Shen Feng was cooking in the kitchen, it was too late today, Su Xiaowan didn't have time to eat at all, and after explaining to the two children why there was no father, it was already very late.

When Shen Feng put a bowl of noodles in front of Su Xiaowan, Su Xiaowan suddenly felt that she was very tired by herself, Qin Yiyang had forgotten everything now, but she still remembered, and even had to explain to her child why she didn't have a father.

"How's it going, are the two children asleep?"

"Asleep. ”

"How do you explain it, and you say that Dad is going to save the earth? Now that the child is older, why do you still use such a bad excuse to explain. There was an imperceptible pampering in Shen Feng's tone.

"What can I do, the children are still young, and although many things are understood, I still can't tell them about it. ”

"But you can't lie to them like that all the time. ”

Su Xing's sentence Why Uncle Shen is not my father entered Su Xiaowan's mind.

In fact, in the eyes of the children, Shen Feng can already be regarded as their father, but there is still no way to accept Shen Feng in his heart, there is no way, there is no way to be with Shen Feng when there are other people in his heart, which is unfair to Shen Feng and unfair to himself.

In the dim light, Shen Feng didn't say much, the two of them just sat opposite each other and ate a bowl of noodles, as if they were old husbands and wives who had lived for a long, long time.

Shen Feng suddenly had an impulse, he wanted to tell Su Xiaowan that he liked him now, and he didn't want to have any regrets even if he was rejected, especially after Su Xiaowan met Qin Yiyang.

"Xiaowan, have you ever thought about how you will live in the future, is this the life you want now?"

Shen Feng's sudden question made Su Xiaowan eat noodles with his hands, he didn't think about what would happen in the future, and now he was just taking one step at a time.

Su Xiaowan shook her head and said that she didn't know, as for what would happen in the future, Su Xiaowan really hadn't thought about this problem, and even felt that she might return to China, and France was not her final destination.

Shen Feng looked at Su Xiaowan's expression, as if he already knew what the answer was, but he still couldn't help but want to test it more.

"Xiaowan, have you ever thought about making me a father of two children? ”

When this sentence was spoken, Shen Feng felt that he was stunned, he had waited for so long, how could he tell Su Xiaowan so hastily, girls should pay attention to some rituals, and they didn't prepare anything, so they actually told Su Xiaowan about it.

"Brother Shen, what are you kidding, aren't you the godfather of the children, what is there to say, in their hearts, you are a father-like existence. ”

Shen Feng frowned, "Xiaowan, you know what I mean, but I don't want to have an answer right away from you, I just want to tell you that I like your thing." ”

"Brother Shen, I, I'm not ready to start a new story, do you understand?"

Su Xiaowan finally said this, knowing that refusal was hurtful, but after Shen Feng knew about Qin Yiyang's changes, he seemed to panic, thinking that Qin Yiyang might snatch Su Xiaowan from his side from now on.

"Xiaowan, I know all this, but I just want to always be by your side, and I can always be by my child's side. ”

Shen Feng's words made Su Xiaowan, who had always been calm, suddenly not calm, the emotional problems she had been avoiding were now paralyzed in front of her and needed her to deal with them, but she couldn't say anything other than refuse.

"Brother Shen, I know that you have been in France for so many years and have my reasons, but I met Qin Yiyang when I was young, he is the father of two children. ”

From Su Xiaowan's tone, Shen Feng could already guess how Su Xiaowan would reject him next, in fact, he could have guessed it a long time ago, but he still wanted to give it a try.

"It's okay, Xiaowan, we're still friends, I'm still the godfather of two children, one day, I think, you can accept me, you can turn around and see that I've been behind you. ”

After saying this, Su Xiaowan wanted to say something, but was stopped by Shen Feng, "Don't, Xiaowan, there are some things that don't need to be said, I know that we can still be friends, sometimes, don't say anything so absolutely." ”

That night, after Shen Feng left, Su Xiaowan thought about a lot of things, from his original innocence to now being a mother of two children, all of this is inseparable from Qin Yiyang, but the harm he brought to himself is not easy to forgive.

In the end, I still haven't let go of those people and things in the country.