661. It's just that the guilt remains

Since she promised Ye Lan that she wouldn't talk nonsense, Lin Yun'er didn't plan to tell everyone about it without permission.

Just looking at Ye Lan's sleeping face, Lin Yun'er still felt a little guilty.

The words depression and schizophrenia are like a heavy mountain that weighs heavily on the girl's shoulders, which are not very broad.

Ye Lan's darkest time, the girl seemed to remember vividly.

Although she couldn't feel Ye Lan's pain back then, that chilling feeling still made Lin Yun'er feel remorseful.

Maybe in countless nights when Ye Lan shed tears, they still got together and laughed.

When I think of this... Lin Yun'er's already not abundant sleepiness became more and more scarce.

The girl sighed deeply, and turned her face away from Ye Lan's sleeping appearance.

Thoughts also gradually drifted past the time when they had not yet debuted.

If you insist on saying, who had the best relationship with her back then. Maybe it should be Zheng Xiuyan.

may be because she is still relatively similar to Zheng Xiujing, Zheng Xiuyan has taken more care of her and been biased since she was a trainee.

Ye Lan is fair to everyone, and she will not favor Cui Xiuying because she has known Cui Xiuying for a long time.

This is also the reason why Ye Lan can gain everyone's trust.

Relying on their qualifications to bully people, there are many people in the company who have done this.

Even Lin Yun'er, who had just joined the company at that time, was bullied without exception.

But the girl had a big heart at that time. If you are bullied, you are bullied. She didn't think about bullying back.

Besides. At that time, bullying was nothing more than running errands or something.

As Lin Yun'er has more and more qualifications, she has gradually changed from being the target of bullying. became a bully to others.

Well.. Although Lin Yun'er doesn't want to admit it now, she really did some bad things when she was young and ignorant at that time.

is a troublesome character, and it is understandable to bully newcomers.

Of course, like that kind of stupid thing of personal attack, Lin Yun'er can't do it herself.

But at that time, she was discovered by Ye Lan when she did bad things.

That was the first time Lin Yun'er saw Ye Lan who was angry.

And the object of Ye Lan's anger is Lin Yun'er herself.

Lin Yun'er can't remember the specific reason.

She only knew that she was punished very badly at that time. I cried a lot.

Maybe at that time, Lin Yun'er herself was a little afraid of Ye Lan's existence.

Dependence and fear are not in conflict.

Until the Black Sea, Lin Yun'er felt this way about Ye Lan.

The Black Sea was the first big setback in Lim Yuna's life.

At that time, she and Kim Taeyeon were really tired and couldn't find the north.

The feeling of going back and forth between the crew and the dormitory every day, Lin Yuna has not felt it for many years.

She has also changed from the young Zhang Shibi that year to the current goddess Yun'er.

There is no trip to vomit blood from being tired. The bond between them is also getting weaker and weaker.

The outbreak of that incident ...

。。。。。。

Lin Yun'er sat up, rubbed her hair irritably, and then gently climbed out of bed.

After carefully opening the bedroom door, the girl shivered a little when she felt the cold air in the living room, and then quickly ran to the central air conditioner to control the cold air of the air conditioner.

"Didn't you sleep?"

Lin Yuna looked at Lee Soon-gyu, who was sitting on the sofa and watching TV while eating snacks, and frowned.

"Ernie, why do you still drink during your menstrual period and still don't sleep?"

Lee Soon-gyu rolled her eyes widely, she is the kind of person who is superstitious that she will not gain weight during her menstrual period.

"What does drinking have to do with menstrual periods, where do you get the fake news. ”

"Hmm... That's right, too. ”

Lin Yun'er nodded, walked to Lee Soon-gyu's side prettyly, and after sitting down, took the beer and blew directly on the bottle.

"Ahh

Lin Yun'er put down the wine bottle, burped cutely, and her little face flushed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Although her face was red, Lin Yuna was not drunk, and her alcohol consumption was not bad. In any case, it is also a person who has attended countless drinking venues.

"I don't even like Ernie, does Ernie actually dislike me? ”

"Eh, yes. ”

Lee Soon-gyu's expressionless face made the girl a little crazy.

"What's wrong, are you in a bad mood?"

Lin Yun'er, who was shaking Li Shungui's shoulder angrily, was stunned, put down her hand, gently hugged her arm, and nodded.

"Well, I'm sorry for Ernie. ”

"You're really sorry for her. ”

Lee Soon-gyu's rightful voice made Lim Yoon-a bow her head again.

"Okay, are you doing yoga, where are you going to lower your head? ”

Lee Soon-gyu funnily pushed the girl's shoulder, and she didn't blame the girl for saying this.

Over the years, not only the rest of the girls, but even she has some sorry for Ye Lan.

Ye Lan is not a parent who is much older than them, and she is only two years older than them.

But the burden on Ye Lan is not just as simple as being an Ernie and a captain.

With such a conscientious and responsible captain Nim in front, the girls have long been accustomed to some lazy behavior.

Anyway, Ye Lan helped them wipe their butts.

They just have to enjoy it.

This is especially true after the Black Sea.

Because of that period, it was almost because of Ye Lan's variety show, Kim Taeyeon's radio station, and Lin Yuna's TV series that Girls' Generation did not fade out of the public eye.

And Ye Lan occupies most of the reason.

How popular the family was when it was born, Lee Soon-gyu still remembers it vividly.

And when Ye Lan had an accident. Everyone, including her, subconsciously thought that Ye Lan could handle this matter well.

And the result was not what everyone expected.

Ye Lan handled it very well, and Girlhood was preserved.

The price paid was only Ye Lan's departure. Fart!

Ye Lan has always been one of the souls of Girls' Generation.

Even if Ye Lan is not the most popular person. But as long as Girls' Generation is mentioned, before the accident, no one does not give a thumbs up to Ye Lan's responsibility.

And the departure of this soul figure also plunged Girls' Generation into a quagmire.

It is true that in the past two years, the achievements of their girlhood are still so dazzling.

But the girls could no longer get the slightest sense of honor from it.

Girlhood is incomplete.

This is where everyone is sorry for Ye Lan.

But.. Zheng Xiuyan has completed self-redemption.

And they haven't.

"We're all sorry for Ernie, not just you. ”

Lin Yun'er bit her lower lip, and her expression became deeper and deeper.

"So what can I do to make up for Ernie? ”

Lee Soon-gyu sighed, and his voice became more leisurely.

"yes. . . How can we make up for it?"

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