Chapter 77: An Old Love That Can't Be Forgotten
Both sides breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts, separated by a wall, destined to be unable to pass, and looked at each other. But they can't see each other's hearts, these are the two of them. Others thought they were happy mandarin ducks, the kind of bedside quarrel and bed-end together, but they didn't know that the Cowherd and Weaver Girl were also in love like this, but they couldn't love each other.
"I want you to carry me, or carry me to the car. You choose one" After eating, with the gentle breeze, there was still a long way to go before the car was placed. She made such an unreasonable request, with a somewhat coquettish and strong tone.
Attached to his arms, I don't know if I can lean on his chest after tomorrow to listen to his heartbeat and feel the heat coming from his chest. Is he still qualified to ask him to hug himself again, this is an extravagant hope.
Gu Beihuai stopped, she opened her arms at him, stretched out her hand, and smiled at him slightly, as if she had a hint in her heart. She knew that Gu Beihuai would definitely pick her up without hesitation, but this time Gu Beihuai didn't turn around, she pursed her lips in some disappointment, and followed behind her as if nothing had happened.
Suddenly, her body suddenly took off, and he picked her up in the posture of a princess. She was attached like a child who had done something wrong, leaning against his chest and closing her eyes, her hands around his neck. "You said that if you get married one day, what kind of girl should you be, gentle, generous, not petty tempered, and beautiful..."
He hugged her tightly, and she pressed to his chest with all her might, feeling all the warmth he had brought to her. When she was abandoned and walked alone in the night, she was picked up by such a pair of hands. When she was hurt and had nowhere to go, it was these hands who wanted to give her a home. When she couldn't survive, he also hugged her and asked her to live for Gu Beihuai. But in the future, she doesn't want such warmth, and she can't... I can't help it...
"Hold me tight, I don't know why I feel like I'm going to fall, or if one day I fall down and I don't have the strength to get back up, will you pick me up again like before?", she asked suddenly, seriously, as if casually joking.
"Probably not, after all, no one will stay in the past forever, right? Aren't you afraid that when Xia Xingchen is in the middle of Xia Xingchen, another Lu Nansheng will appear and take away your original position in my heart? Why are you so confident?" How did she know that she wouldn't be empathetic? how could she be so determined and let go so easily.
"I will bless you, and then disappear completely in your world..."Lu Nansheng said the same as before, the most beautiful love in the world may be that I love you, and you are free.
She remembered what Gu's mother, Gu's father, and Gu Yi'an had said before, but they were all right. Gu Beihuai's people are glowing, and they shouldn't be dragged down by people like her.
"When I get married in the future, I must keep my eyes open and look for it. It's better to find a gentle, empathetic interpreter than to find an iceberg to put in the palm of your hand and wait for it to melt. There must not be so many little secrets, clean and pure, at least transparent" He looked into her eyes, and she panicked suddenly, as if she always revealed the secrets in her heart. His hand was on her heart, as if trying to regain the reason why she had beaten for him.
"yes, that's how it should be. That's so good, it's like quitting smoking and drinking. When the time comes, my heart will continue to beat, but not for you. Because of our love... Love...", speaking of her almost choked state. In that way, there will never be a Gu Beihuai in her world again.
The night was still shining with stars and shimmers, and the moonlight sprinkled on the road, overlapping with the light from the street lamps, and the light and shadow cast on the seats. Under the halo, a few moths swooped down like a fire, leaving only shadows swaying, as if quietly telling a poignant love story.
If it was just that she held his hand and held it tightly, if there were not so many accidents. For such a long time, she and he came here for a walk every day. Photography and shopping, and a lovely son and daughter or two running around. Raise another dog to sneak away, she always quarrels with him, and he doesn't forget to take care of her eldest child and two younger children.
Memories are like ashes that can't be burned, thinking that they are completely in the past, but the same place, the same person or something like that appears. Memories are like a pen with accents on it, and it's harder than trying to forget someone for the first time.
"Let me down, take a picture of me, and store it in your phone memo. Set it as a screen wallpaper, make me look better, and if someone else wants to change it there one day, just throw me in the trash and don't bother with it...", she said, trying not to miss the beautiful moments, so that she has the courage to face the rest of her life.
For the rest of his life, I don't have the heart to put it on him anymore, so I won't think of him anymore.
Gu Beihuai originally wanted to refuse, but he finally followed her, and he couldn't say anything about refusal. Watching the light falling from the top of her head hit the top of her head, it seemed that she was so beautiful, "Okay, then you have to smile better, you are not good-looking, and if you don't smile, it will be even more ugly" He turned on the phone camera and pointed it at her, looking for the best angle, but did not tell her.
"It's ugly to die, why don't you think you're ugly to death, if you leave me later. I wonder if I can find someone with a better body and a better temper than me? Have you ever thought about it?" He said jokingly, and quietly took several photos that did not look repetitive to him.
When Lu Nansheng looked at the camera, he didn't know why he didn't laugh, he wanted to cry all the time, he wanted to tell him everything, and then he eloped with him desperately and escaped from here. "I couldn't laugh anymore, I felt like I was laughing too ugly. I'm afraid you'll get bored of looking at me, so I'll make a grimace, and I'm the best ...... to make a grimace," he said and stuck out his tongue, put his eyes together, and made a grimace.
"Okay, let's take a picture like this, harm, it's really a shame to live up to such a beautiful view. In the future, when you hate me, ...... It's good to be angry with the picture", she said to him, but don't forget about it completely, she thought to herself.
"I'll delete it when I go back in a while, delete it thoroughly, and save it to take up space in my phone", Gu Beihuai looked at her and said, she was angry, and she was about to take away his mobile phone and set the picture just now as a wallpaper, and said angrily, "You must keep it, disgusting to death." Let you dream of me in your dreams ......",
Halfway through her speech, she stopped. That's right, why does she always unconsciously take the wrong role? Always contradictory herself doing many inconsistent things and still proud. She continued, "Don't dream about me, when you dream of me, it's not necessarily a good dream" After saying this, she was already one step ahead of him and got into the car.
I didn't want to leave a second more, and I returned to the familiar hotel. "What are you going to do?" Gu Beihuai," he had already taken off his coat by himself, unbuttoned his shirt one by one, and walked towards her step by step, with a tone that could not be refused.
"What do you say I'm going to do? What will you do? You can't forget what you've said, right?" he had already put her on the bed, lowered his head, and gently pressed his nose against hers.
In his eyes, she controlled every nerve of him like smoke at any time. Confused by his mind, every time he was about to have a crazy attack, just looking at her frightened and frightened expression was like drinking an antidote, and all movements stopped.
Lu Nansheng closed his eyes in a panic, waiting for the subconscious resistance that should have come, and told himself not to hide. Gu Beihuai didn't do anything, just pulled the quilt from next to her and lay down, closing his eyes heavily.
"If you sleep, you can only sleep with me, and if you don't, you can only stand like this and watch me sleep......" After saying that, as if he had fallen asleep, he closed his mouth quietly, and left the most comfortable position to her as before.
She had been asleep for a long time, knowing that her legs and feet were numb, before she crept into the quilt. Habitually used his arms as pillows, and his arms as sleeping pills. She still remembers that when she first started to have insomnia all night long, had nightmares, and couldn't sleep, he would tell her bedtime stories every day. A new story every day drives away those painful memories.
After a long time, she seemed to have quit the nightmare, but she forgot to quit Gu Beihuai, but engraved it in her heart.
When she woke up the next day, there was no temperature beside her, leaving her alone, as well as a divorce agreement and a simple and clear note by the bedside.
It reads, "I give you three years of freedom, and after three years, you're still single." I'll do whatever it takes to snatch you, but I won't be able to help you. After all, Gu Beihuai couldn't let go, but he still handed over the decision to God.
She was stunned as she looked at the contents of the divorce agreement, which had written her name on the title deed of the previous villa, and she remembered that he had said that it was their home, and that she was the mistress there. He said that he has always been generous to the woman who accompanied him, so even the branch gave her as a divorce gift?