Chapter 48
I know something must be wrong with my mental condition, but I'm not mentally ill!
I'm not crazy, I'm not insane, I just have auditory hallucinations sometimes.
I firmly believe that as long as I have a good rest every day, I will soon be able to adjust my condition.
However, I still listened to Yu Zecheng's suggestion.
Every day, I only write about my little things with my children, which are really trivial, and maybe I can also write about my recent hallucinations.
Or would it be more interesting to write that I was being pursued by a crazy 25-year-old guy?
But in fact, An Xu hasn't talked to me at all in the past few days, and the little chatter seems to have evaporated from the world.
I don't want to write about schizophrenia, I'm trying to adjust my state, and if I force myself to write about that subject, maybe I'll really go insane before the novel is finished.
I struggled to figure out how the book I was writing could be innovative and able to be retracted.
But despite all the brains I had, I couldn't come up with any good ideas.
I looked at the chat record with Yu Zecheng just now, and the more I looked at it, the more I felt that what he said made sense.
No matter how you write this book, I'm afraid it's going to hit the streets. Anyway, no one cares, so why not give it a try?
When I was constantly struggling with my own thoughts, Yu Zecheng sent WeChat again.
He said, "I have an idea, do you want to hear it?"
I said, "Yes, listen up."
He said, "Well, you can write an online dating story!" I'll be the male protagonist of your book.
I asked him: You mean to let me write that I am dating you online?
He said: Yes, if you write about online dating, of course it's the two of us! We've known each other for more than eight years, and there are things that can be written, isn't it?
I said, "But I can't remember so many things, I've almost forgotten them."
He said: I haven't forgotten everything, I can always remember some, and I can process it again, and I can be your counselor every day.
I asked him: Why did you suddenly become interested in this novel I wrote?
He said: Now that I don't go to work and stay at home all day to fight the epidemic, what else can I do?
I said, "You're not chasing your beloved girl anymore?"
He said, "Chase, isn't this pestering her every day?"
I asked: Then why is there still time to interfere with me in writing a novel?
He said, "What are you talking about?" How can this be called interference? This is called giving advice!
How to write an online dating story?How to write it?Online dating, what kind of love method is it?Just like I hallucinated about Yu Zecheng, is it considered online dating?
I don't know, I just know that I don't want to write about online dating, I'm not interested.
Hearing me say that I was not interested in writing it, Yu Zecheng said: Then I will think about something else, and I will tell you when I think about it.
After the children finished eating, they went to play with building blocks, and in the last two days they have been obsessed with building a house with blocks.
They are able to build a small house with a different appearance every day, and they have a great sense of accomplishment. Once it's built, it's time to tell a story about the small house.
It would be great if I could write fairy tales that kids love to read, like my favorite "The Little Prince."
The current online article is all kinds of upgrades and cultivation of immortals, and I don't know anything. The reason why I can still keep writing every day is because it's a hobby that I don't want to give up.
I cleaned up the kitchen and cleaned up room by room.
picked up the phone again to check, and found that Yu Zecheng had already said several words to me, all asking me where I went.
I said, "What's the matter, what's the idea?"
He said, "I don't have much inspiration in my head, so I can't come up with any ideas." Why don't you just write the story I told you, what do you think?
I was stunned: the story you told me? Which story?
He sent a contemptuous emoji, and then said, "Su Li, didn't I warn you again and again that you must remember that story?"
I'm a little blindsided, this thing chats with me on WeChat all day long, and I really can't remember which one he refers to for a while.
He said, "Didn't you say you'd write that story into your novel?"
I'm still trying to remember what story he was talking about, and my memory is so bad.
Hearing him say that, I suddenly remembered. Oh, the story of robbing the kiss, the brother who sells cakes......
I said, "Oh, I remember, the story of the pie seller, the kiss snatcher, right?"
Yu Zecheng said: It's good that you remember, otherwise I would be really angry.
I immediately laughed and asked him, "That's a really good story." Is there a follow-up? Is the cake seller still selling cakes?
Yu Zecheng said: Didn't I say it, he has been self-taught, he has already become a talent, and he is his own boss.
Oh, I see. The cake seller has always been self-taught about knowledge and culture, and later became self-taught.
How inspirational!
I said, "I like such an inspirational story!" He is finally self-taught, and there should not be much difference between him and his wife, right? Are they happy now?
Yu Zecheng said: It's not about happiness, I heard that there are always quarrels, and there are always divorces.
Yu Zecheng said this, and I think about it now.
I'd especially like to hear their follow-up stories. I've never believed that as long as two people get married, the princess and the prince live happily ever after.
I said: I almost made a fuss to rob my relatives, and finally got my hands on it, and we were finally together, why do you keep quarreling and getting divorced?
Yu Zecheng said: Su Li, your memory seems to be better, you even remembered that you almost killed someone?
I said, "Well, I've slept a lot in the past two days, and I'm in a much better state." Tell me what else you know about that story.
Yu Zecheng asked me: Who do you want to hear from those three people?
Three people? I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood. The three people Yu Zecheng said, in addition to the male and female protagonists, the other must be the bride who was robbed.
I said, "Then tell me about the bride who was forcibly kissed, what happened to her, and now she is married, right?"
Yu Zecheng said: The two of them are still quarreling after getting married, just because of the bride.
I don't understand this, it's just weird, isn't it? The bride has already been fulfilled and they have withdrawn!
Obviously, the bride was hurt the most, so why did it become a factor in their quarrels after marriage? This is a bit too much, right?
I asked: Could it be that the bride is disconnected from the male protagonist?
Could it be that the remaining feelings or resentments have not disappeared, and they have become a third party after their marriage? If so, it seems to make sense.
However, they can endure the pain and quit at the wedding, what kind of mind and character is that? How can they run to be their mistresses again?
I don't believe it!
Sure enough, Yu Zecheng vetoed it, he said: No, the bride never took the initiative to contact them again, it was all because they ran to find trouble.
I immediately became angry: are they going to be shameless? People have withdrawn from fulfilling them, what do they want?
Yu Zecheng said: Because of the child! The bride did not beat the child in her belly.