Jiang Nan didn't immediately interrogate me about the day's affairs when he got home from work, but after his mother came back and everyone had dinner, he called me into the study.

I thought about it in advance, and I thought that he should ask me about being secretly photographed and posted on Moments first, but the facts showed that I was thinking too much.

He didn't ask about it, but asked me directly if I had seen a photo of Ru Yan's women's clothing.

I looked at him, and he looked at me, and the two of us looked at each other like this, and didn't take the initiative to speak for a long time.

Then he had to ask again, but it went a step deeper. "Where have you seen Ruyan's women's clothing photos?"

"Who is he? your friend?" I asked him suddenly.

He was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to understand something. He said: "Ruyan is my old classmate, junior high school and high school, and the two of us have always been in the same class. ”

"So, I should have seen him, but I don't remember it at all......" I lowered my head, and my mood was instantly very low.

Jiang Nan didn't ask any more questions, he came over and squatted next to my wheelchair and held my hands.

"Su Li, don't think too much. It's not your fault, you have had selective amnesia before, and this car accident has even more blood stasis that has compressed the memory nerves......" He rubbed his hand against my hand and said in a soft tone.

I looked up at him, all the way into his eyes. I asked him, "Gangnam, how did I get selective amnesia before? When did that happen?"

It must have been before I married him, because since then, I have begun to confuse him with An Xu.

He looked back at me and suddenly smiled. He asked me, "What do you say? Haha, why do you think you got selective amnesia?"

I looked at his face that was suddenly full of banter, and said coldly, "What do you mean by asking me like that?"

He played with my hands and said to himself, "There are two main causes of memory loss: organic causes and functional causes. Functional causes are mainly caused by psychological factors, such as impaired psychological defense mechanisms. ”

"It's you who activated your own psychological defense mechanism, so that's why I'm asking you! Why did you have selective amnesia before? What are you trying to escape?"

He stood up and walked to the window, opened the curtains, and suddenly asked, "Su Li, do you love me?"

I looked at his back, and he seemed lonely right now.

"Do you need my love?" I suddenly felt that it was ironic that he could ask such a question.

He turned around and walked back, stood beside my wheelchair, reached out and stroked my hair, and said faintly, "You are the woman who has been by my side for the longest time, and I now feel that I can't live without you." ”

He continued to stroke my hair, stroking it all the way down to my shoulder and neck, and the big hand continued to explore downward, but I grabbed it.

"Lian Jiazi is different, I will never be able to force you......" He leaned over my ear and said, "You are my wife, you are obliged to feed me......"

I grabbed his wrist with my backhand and said coldly, "I don't mind if you go out to steal food, as long as you don't bother me when you're full." I'm tired and I'm going to rest. ”

I grabbed his wrist so that he couldn't move, and he didn't dare to cry out in pain, but his forehead was sweating after only a moment.

"Let go of me, don't hurt my hand......" he said in an almost pleading tone, and I had to let go.

That's right, his hands are very expensive, and he still needs to operate on the patient. In any case, his medical skills are commendable.

I let go of his hand, stood up and walked slowly out. Jiang Nan roared behind me: "If you do this, you will bear the consequences!"

"What will be the consequences? You can hang out as much as you want, or divorce, and I will cooperate at any time. I said coldly as I walked out.

"Su Li, why are you doing this to me?" Jiang Nan rushed over in three steps and two steps to stop me.

"Don't you know why?" I glanced at him coldly, and he froze.

"Don't you have physical needs?" he whispered to me.

"Yes, no!" I said coldly, not afraid of his pressure.

He immediately became angry, grabbed my hand and asked, "To make it clear, do you have a lover?"

I looked at him, and then at him holding my hand.

But he didn't care about my threatening gaze because of his anger, and continued to ask, "Do you always have a lover outside?"

I looked at him and replied word by word, "I don't remember exactly, do you know?"

His teacher asked for guilt, and was defeated by my blank face. His eyes froze, and he let go of my hand.

He gritted his teeth and said, "Su Li, whether you have a lover or not, don't let me catch the handle! What I can't get, others can't think of!"

He was only allowed to set fire to the mountains, and I was not allowed to light the lamp in the middle of the night. He is a possessive person, and I really dare not forget it until I die.

And in my bones, I have an unrepentant rebellious nature, which I have cultivated since I was a child.

Anyone, don't force me to do anything, or I'd rather die than give in.

I'm Su Li, of course Su Li is like this, a cold and stubborn live donkey!

I didn't respond to him, just opened the study door and walked out. Sister Wang was standing outside the door of the study, and she didn't seem to be afraid that I would know that she had been eavesdropping just now.

She followed me back to the bedroom to rest, neither she nor I said goodnight to Teacher Li, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, and Teacher Li just looked at the two of us, and also did not speak.

When I finally lay down in my bed, I felt intensely physically and mentally exhausted.

But I know that Sister Wang, who opens the conversation box at night, will not let me go like this, and will definitely ask some questions that interest her.

Sure enough, she spoke in the dim light of the nightlight.

She said: "I took care of Mr. Yu a few years ago, and at that time I knew that he had a sweetheart, and I would go to see him from time to time. ”

Do you go over to see him from time to time? I listened quietly to Lao Wang's self-talk and find a topic.

"But I never met his lover, because every time he came, he gave us a holiday. Sister Wang continued.

"Are you the only one who cares for him?" I asked suddenly. "What's wrong with him?

Sister Wang said for a long time: "Teacher Su, I thought you were his lover!

Those who do not know are fearless, and those who are fearless are happy. I'd rather be like this all the time, learn to go over and forget everything, but for me, only An Xu can't be forgotten.