13. What is more difficult than falling in love is marriage

She knew that she was digging into the horns, after all, the man in front of her had been married once, and it was a fact that he had conceived a child with someone else, and he would understand that it was normal.

Finding that she was distracted, Ye Huaijin tightened the arm around her waist and asked her, "What are you thinking?"

Qiao Anning shook his head: "I should go back." ”

Ye Huaijin was slightly stunned, then slowly let go of the hand holding her and said, "Okay." ”

They closed the door and went downstairs, and there was no word all the way.

It wasn't until he got in the car that Qiao Anning took the initiative to ask him: "What was the reason why you and your ex-wife divorced?"

Ye Huaijin turned his head in surprise: "I remember that you have asked this question once, and I have answered it once." ”

Qiao Anning remembered and nodded: "Yes, at that time, you said that your personality was incompatible, but ...... The argument that the personalities are incompatible is too abstract. ”

Ye Huaijin turned his head and looked ahead, his voice couldn't hear joy and anger: "Why are you entangled in my last marriage? ”

Qiao Anning had some regrets, she knew that she had raised a very disappointing question, especially the atmosphere just now was so subtle and so good, but she just wanted to know: "I'm just curious, you are so good, so good, why would anyone want to divorce you?"

Ye Huaijin was silent for a long time before saying: "There is no perfect person, and people's needs are different. Still not answering her question directly.

But Qiao Anning also knew that with her current status, it was not suitable to ask him such a sensitive matter.

She clasped her fingers uneasily, looked at his suddenly cold face, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Ye Huaijin didn't respond to her immediately, and said after a while: "Okay, don't think nonsense." It was supposed to be a beautiful night. ”

Qiao Anning replied softly, "Hmm." ”

He sent him home, and Qiao Anning still watched him leave before turning around and going upstairs.

It was only ten o'clock when I got home, my mother was not in the living room, but my father was sitting alone in the living room watching TV.

Qiao Anning finished washing and sat on the bed against the head of the bed.

The WeChat on the mobile phone is quiet, and she really wants to send a WeChat message to ask him if he is home, but she doesn't have the courage.

She felt like a coward, no, in the relationship, she realized that she was very much like a turtle, carefully revealing her body little by little, but if she encountered a little bad feeling, she would immediately retract herself and hide in the hard turtle shell, without the courage to come out again.

It's not really good, but her turtle shell is her own protective shell, and it's the sense of security she gives herself.

"It's so hard to be with the opposite sex, and I hate it when I have to deal with it like this. She confided in Yu Fengfeng, "If he doesn't send me a message, I will start to reflect on whether I did something wrong, whether I made him angry, and all my time was wasted here." ”

Yu Fengfeng said: "This can at least explain one thing. ”

Qiao Anning asked, "What's the matter?"

"It means that you already like him, otherwise how can you easily be affected by his emotions?" Yu Fengfeng educated her again, "It's too difficult to fall in love now, then let me tell you, there are even more rare in the future, marriage will only be 11 times more difficult than falling in love!"

"Whew-" Qiao Anning couldn't help sighing, "I haven't even learned how to fall in love, talk about marriage...... It's too early. ”

"Too early?" Yu Fengfeng chuckled, "Remember what the way you met, it's a blind date." ”

"But isn't blind date just a way to make friends?" Qiao Anning expressed his opinion.

Yu Fengfeng laughed: "You are too naΓ―ve my little baby, that is a blind date in your eyes, not a blind date in the eyes of your parents." You wait, it won't be long before the marriage urging brigade will come. ”

Qiao Anning suddenly wanted to immediately retract into his protective turtle shell and never come out again.

......

Qiao Anning told herself that she did something wrong tonight, so she should bow her head and apologize first, and it was always Ye Huaijin who was more active with her, and she should also take the initiative to respond to the other party's feelings.

She did a long psychological construction for herself, and finally sent a WeChat message to Ye Huaijin: "Are you home?"

After the message was sent, she put her phone aside and didn't dare to look at it again.

She was afraid that he would be angry and not reply to herself, and she was afraid that he would be very cold even if he replied to the content.

Anyway, I've already bowed my head first, and I've taken the initiative, and if he doesn't want to continue, then forget it.

She even thought about the worst outcome of the matter, but in the end she became sad and angry at the night by herself.

Why do you have to ask that kind of question because you have a good atmosphere, and why you are angry that you just lowered your head to send him a message, and you are angry that you shouldn't go on a blind date with him, you shouldn't like him, and if you don't like it, you won't have any troubles.

She covered her face in frustration and kicked her feet on the bed twice to vent.

After a while, I couldn't help but go to my phone to see if he had replied to the message.

For a while, I was so proud that I picked up my phone and pretended to look at something else.

Finally, Ye Huaijin replied to her.

She couldn't wait to open it and saw him say, "Just got home." ”

Not anymore.

She read these four words several times, flipped up their previous chat history, reviewed them from beginning to end, and finally returned to these four words.

She was a little disappointed and couldn't help but wonder if he was really angry with her.

She asked if she was home, and he just went home.

There is no superfluous meaning at all.

She looked at her phone, not knowing for a moment whether she should send another message.

It was dark outside, but she couldn't control the wild growth of all kinds of thoughts in her mind.

She felt uncomfortable in her heart, lay down, and told herself that her skin would deteriorate if she stayed up late, and her body would deteriorate, and I should sleep.

But I didn't feel sleepy at all.

She looked at the phone until it went dark on its own, then lit it up with her fingerprint unlock, then watched it dim again, and then lit it up with her finger.

She began to suspect that she might lose sleep tonight.

Until Ye Huaijin sent her a second message.

"Did you sleep?"

Qiao Anning shook his head and replied, "Not yet, what about you?"

"I just took a shower. ”

Qiao Anning didn't know what to say, and while she was thinking, Ye Huaijin sent a voice.

"Why don't you sleep yet?"

Qiao Anning hesitated for a few seconds, but still replied with a text: "I'll go to sleep later." ”

Ye Huaijin said: "Well, then rest early, good night." ”

Qiao Anning replied: "Good night." ”

There was still some disappointment in my heart.

Tomorrow is the weekend, but Ye Huaijin didn't mention it at all, I don't know if he has no intention of asking to meet.

She buried her face under the covers and told herself not to think about it.