She ran out of the hotel in embarrassment, and the tall and gorgeous lights washed the night clean, even if it was ruthlessly washed away by the pouring rain, but it could not break the joy.

She was soaking wet all over, her clothes clinging to her skin, and the water from her hair trickled down her body like small droplets.

Her faint consciousness ran with her entire body on one side, and on the other side she put a free hand on her chest to comfort herself.

The headlights of the cars drove past her in a chaotic manner, and the body of a woman in a red dress was slammed down from a tall building. The head hit the ground first, and the whole person fell to pieces...

She was so frightened that she ran far away, and her mother also died alive in front of her, without leaving a word. In the last second, my mother still hated that she was too weak...

She sat alone in the corridor of the hospital, looking at the clock on the opposite wall, and sat on the cold floor all night with her mother's critical illness notice.

No one knows how a child can calmly accept everything, without even shedding a single tear, until the day of the funeral, calmly incomprehensible.

Because she was so painful that she didn't even have the strength to say a word, and she couldn't even shed tears.

It's like a nurse who has just interned, and the first patient to be sent away is her own mother, and you ask her, does it hurt?

Even the nurse's mother, after suffering from cancer, vomited and vomited after eating, and swallowed hard.

Her mother said that she must survive, that she must give her a home, and you ask how much pain she heard at that time?

She didn't know how desperate that woman was to die so violently.

How hateful she was, she would rather die than live, until she turned around and couldn't see the person lying in a pool of blood on the ground, but that person seemed to have died in her heart countless times......

She ran into an interesting father and son again, in the opposite direction from her. A father took off his coat and put it on his child's head, and he held him on his shoulder.

"Sit down, Dad is a big plane, I'm going to take you home......" ran past her,

She looked back greedily, and the child excitedly shouted "Fly, fly!" and couldn't stop her joy even in the rain.

She turned around and ran, as if she saw her past self, also in the rain all night.

That day, my mother died, and my father immediately brought back a woman who stood in front of her, and she couldn't accept it and ran out, and no one came out to look for her all night.

Passing by the stall where kebabs were bought, the husband and wife were packing up their things in a panic, and the husband felt sorry for his wife in the rain.

"What are you coaxing, don't you think it's messy? Hurry up and get in the car and stay, how old are you, and you still use people to talk ......about it" In the eyes of his wife, she glared at him reluctantly at that time before getting into the car.

But in her opinion, how happy she is, marrying such a person, not willing to let his wife suffer a little, and carrying everything by herself, but there is not even such a talkative person around her.

She walked to the trash can and saw a drenched kitten shivering, and "meowed" aggrievedly.

She walked over, carefully picked up the cat, and said, "It seems that you have been abandoned like me, it's okay, I'll accompany you, you still have my ......",

Holding it tightly in the palm of her hand, she found a shelter from the rain and squatted down and placed it in her arms. I looked around, but no master came out to claim it.

"You say, whose owner is so ruthless, it doesn't matter ...... you", the cat just shrunk into her arms and didn't speak,

Suddenly she fell, her palm slid down, and the cat fell to the ground, and she stuck out her tongue and licked her hand, as if to ask her, what's wrong with you?

After she had been in the rain for a long time, he appeared and held up an umbrella for her. The kitten in his arms jumped out and rubbed his leather shoes,

She looked up at him, and when her eyes touched, she realized that the farthest distance in the world was not strange and familiar, from familiar to strange.

It's obviously the most intimate relationship, but I think about how to separate and how to refuse.

"Why don't you go home, and you don't bring an umbrella with you......" he said in the most comfortable tone.

She looked him in the eye and said, "She, send it back?" you ......, "Have you ever loved me?" She didn't say it in the end, hurt is the reason why a person can't be kind behind it.

"I've got someone to send you back, I'm here to take you home," he held out his hand to her, and she jerked to her feet, avoiding his, the pain in her feet reaching her nerves.

She grinned at him, "Gu Shao, Mr. Gu, Boss Gu, since she is the person you love deeply and can't give up,

What about me? I wonder what I am? What are you? her double, her shadow, her healing tool?

If you were close to me because of her in the first place, then now that she's back, go find her, I'm the garbage, and the garbage should be rolled back to the trash can......" that kind of smile, like a puppet doll's sluggish smile at the corner of her mouth.

The smile was also stubbornly engraved on his heart, "Come home with me, do you think we are suitable to talk about this in the rain?"

He reached out to pick up the fragile her, but she refused, she reached out and held his generous and warm palm, "Okay, you answer me a question first, you answer, we will go home ......",

She stared into his eyes with great seriousness, and said word by word, "Have you ever loved me, can you abandon her for me?", and could still feel the heat coming from his palm.

He hesitated, hesitation flashed in his eyes, he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Lu Nansheng in front of him, so he hesitated.

She looked at the man she loved in front of her and felt a deep despair, she was not as good as the woman who had disappeared for three years.

She slowly let go of her hand, no matter how warm her hands were, they couldn't scorch the wind that passed through the hall.

She shook off the umbrella that was propped up on her head, and if she cared, she wouldn't have waited until she was soaking wet, and she unhurriedly pulled out a heavy thing from her pocket.

Put it in his hand with his own hand, "We...... Break up, let's break up!

And here, let's put an end to the beginning of this unbegun period. On the day of your engagement, this is your wedding gift, I wish you happiness" and fled from his palm, as if he had completely ended his love.

She said to him very calmly, "Don't be friends in the future, just be a stranger", turned around, tears, heartache sprinkled with the rain, she finally was arrogant, simply, neatly...

Miss as soon as you meet, and fall when you hug, how can she be friends with Gu Beihuai?

He felt so close to her, close enough to hug her a few steps, but he couldn't take a step, thinking it was far away......

He opened the ring box, and the two rings lay there intact, one on her hand and one on his.

That day, he thought she had thrown it, and immediately dived into the water to look for it for a long time, but he forgot it at the time, and when he threw something in, he didn't even splash the water, so how could he throw it in?

The rain poured from her head to her toes, like a sharp knife on her body, and it was all over, she comforted herself.

He watched Lu Nansheng walk slowly with difficulty on his injured foot, like a dancer who had lost his feet, raising his head proudly.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that his heart also sank, and he gradually lost her, and she never looked back.

Lu Nansheng walked and walked, unable to count the steps under his feet, sinking little by little, and his whole body fell to the ground halfway.

shouted behind him, "Lu Nansheng, ...... you come back", closed his eyes heavily, and fell into the darkness, so that he was not afraid.

When I woke up, the person I saw was Gu Beihuai, who squatted down and picked up her who fell in the rain, and by the way, he retrieved the cat, she was still infused with fluid, and she had a needle in her hand.

"Why do you care about me?" This was the first thing she said to him, and Lu Nansheng, with dry lips and a pale face, looked at him.

There was anger between his eyebrows, and he was about to say something, when he called, "Beihuai, I'll tell you the truth about Xia Xingchen's abandonment of you back then......"

Then hung up the phone, only glanced at her, opened the door of the ward, and she only heard the words "Xia Xingchen".

He went to the hospital he said on the phone, and Zheng Mingyao handed a case certificate to Gu Beihuai, "Xia Xingchen was found to have cancer at that time, and this is the last ...... she did a comprehensive examination in my hospital before she went abroad."

He paused and continued, "She begged me not to tell you, but I endured it for three years and couldn't help it......".

Gu Beihuai's hand trembled with the list, it turned out that Xia Xingchen left not because he didn't love it, but because he loved it too much, so he was afraid of being dragged down.

That day he saw her drink a lot of medicine into her mouth, and he was reluctant to go to the hospital because she was afraid that he would find out that she was sick.

He took the list and went directly to Xia Xingchen, Xia Xingchen had just returned from the hospital, and subconsciously crushed the new case and threw it into the trash

"What have you torn apart? Or are you trying to hide something?" he stared straight at her with a sharp gaze, and he laid the list in front of her eyes, his eyes full of guilt and pity.

He remembered that when Xia Xingchen left, he said that it was just a love, and it was not enough to keep a love, because it would become a drag, and this was the second half of the sentence.

Gu Beihuai hugged Xia Xingchen, "But you don't know, I want to face ...... with you" She originally wanted to explain the truth, looking at his affection, she stopped for a while, and swallowed all the words that she wanted to say.

"You...... , you know it all,...... Actually, I ......" didn't say anything next after all, she was reluctant to embrace like this, and she was greedy for three years.

On the other side, less than five minutes after he left, Lu Nansheng took advantage of the excuse of going to the toilet to pull out the needle and ran out.