The morning sun slanted in through the windows, casting softly on the pale green walls.

I slowly opened my eyes and unconsciously looked at the wall glowing with morning light, and my mind went blank.

Mom, are you awake?

Dabao's cautious voice softly penetrated into my heart, and I immediately smiled, and a large gorgeous flower in my heart instantly opened.

Mom, are you awake?

Erbao crawled over and asked repeatedly, his voice was very pleasant.

I smiled at them: yes, Mommy woke up, are you hungry?

The two of them stared at my face very seriously, and Dabao touched my face with his little hand.

Mom, are you having a nightmare, why are you crying? Dabao asked worriedly.

Erbao also touched the tears on my face and said, "Mom, what bad dream did you have? Did you dream that Dabao and I were lost?"

This sentence stung me deeply. What I fear most every day is losing my child, and I don't dare to watch all the videos and movies about losing or abusing children.

I can do without anything, I just can't live without children!

Erbao was still asking me: Mom, what kind of dream did you have? Why are you crying?

I thought about it, but I couldn't remember.

My memory has always been bad, I can't remember a lot of things. It's a good thing that I can't remember, and I don't have so many worries.

Erbao is still asking me, and it seems that it is not possible to give her an answer.

So I tried hard to remember what kind of dream I had, and if I thought about it hard, I should be able to remember a little.

Now let me make up a dream out of thin air, I don't have the slightest inspiration.

It's better to try to think about what kind of dream you had, even if you think about it a little, I can simply reply to Erbao.

I can't remember the plot, all I can remember is that wide and warm embrace.

I thought about it for a while, and decided to use this as the material, and say a few words to deal with it.

I said, "I was very sad when I dreamed that I had accidentally lost a big warm bed and had nowhere to sleep properly."

This kind of illogical lie can only deceive children.

After listening to this, Erbao thought about it very seriously and said: Mom, don't be sad, when I grow up, I will buy you a bigger and better bed. Mom, are you happy?

I immediately laughed: happy, of course mom is happy! Thank you, my second baby!

Dabao also wanted to say a few words to comfort me, but after Erbao finished speaking, he closed his mouth and looked at me at a loss.

I rubbed Dabao's hair and kissed her. I don't know what happened in the past few days, and the eccentric Dabao has been robbed of the limelight by the second treasure everywhere.

But they are still too young to know how to compete for each other's favors.

I got up and made breakfast for the kids, and they ate very well, and I sat down and became sleepy again.

I couldn't open my sleepy eyelids, I couldn't stand it, so I fell asleep on the sofa in the living room.

In my sleep, someone kept stroking my hair, and slowly I woke up. When I looked up, I saw Jiangnan at a glance.

He stared at me with a deep gaze and a smile on his face. In that mellow and magnetic voice, he asked me dotingly: See me?

Yes, I saw, the owner of this wide warm embrace.

I asked him, "Why haven't you gone to work yet?"

This is a dream, this is definitely a dream! When I came to this dream, I remembered all my dreams at once: Jiang Nan is my husband, and we have been married for five years.

He smiled at me: For your sake, I decided to take a day off today to be with you.

Then don't be in a hurry to get up!

I plunged into his arms, found a place of great comfort, and sighed contentedly.

Su Li, it's rare for you to be so sober, let's talk to me, don't you sleep yet? Jiang Nan stroked my hair, and the love in his tone could not be hidden.

I sat up and looked at him, but he took me into my arms again.

He said: Su Li, this time we will definitely conceive a child smoothly, for my sake you also have to pay attention to safety, okay? When you feel uncomfortable in your stomach, find a place to lie down and sleep for a while, can you do it?

I said okay.

The mention of children, my heart ached. I have children! and they are a very beautiful and lovely daughter!

This dream is unfair to Jiangnan and too cruel to him. Even in a dream, I couldn't give him the happiness he wanted.

I look at this home in my dreams, this spoiled husband, everything looks perfect, doesn't it?

But that's not the life I want, I don't want that, I just want my two little daughters.

I had to wake up right away, I couldn't get into this dream. It's a dream, I have to wake up!

I nestled in his arms, and the end of my nose was filled with the refreshing and charming smell of his body.

He sensed my silence and asked me softly: Su Li, are you going to sleep again?

His tears wet my forehead, and I looked up at him.

Even though it's in a dream, in which we've been married for five years, this man still strikes me out of reach.

I stroked his cheek: you are so good and so good, why do you have to suffer with me?......

He covered my mouth: "It's nonsense again, isn't it? Without you, I can't be so good, I must be a waste." You must remember that!

I laughed: When I wasn't in a dream, you told me that I must remember, I must remember.

He said, "Yes, if it's something that I tell you to remember, you have to do everything you can to remember it."

I laughed out loud: What if I can't remember?

He leaned over to me and whispered, "If you can't remember me, that's all I can do......

Uh~ Look, I'm shamelessly dreaming this kind of dream again, but this time the dream is particularly clear.

Everything is too real, and the happiness is not compromised in the dream.

His voice kept whispering in his ear: Baby, we will definitely get pregnant this time......

When I was woken up by Dabao's push, my body was still in a state of euphoria, which made me feel very ashamed.

This intense sense of shame made me hate why I had a physical need.

In the depths of my heart, the little man with the red armband jumped out again with high morale and cursed me loudly: I don't know shame! It's really humiliating to still have that kind of dream even when I'm old!

I couldn't bear it anymore this time, and slapped the villain violently: "You give me to disappear immediately!

Even if it is my own inner struggle, I am afraid that it will leak out, and if I want to keep such a thing secret forever, I must first forget it myself!

But can I really forget?

The love in the dream was so real that it seemed to happen just a minute ago......