Chapter 8: Sleepless Nights
Lin Yueqin returned home, took off her coat and hung it up, threw her handbag on the sofa, and then fell heavily on the sofa and collapsed. She closed her eyes, and tears slowly flowed down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes.
After some time, she was awakened by the sound of unlocking. She looked up at the wall clock on the wall, and the hour hand pointed to half past six in the afternoon. Only then did she remember that it was her daughter Jiajia who came back from work.
"Mom, what's wrong with you today?" Seeing Lin Yueqin sitting on the sofa with a pale face, Cheng Jiajia asked eagerly. As he spoke, he touched his mother's forehead with his hand, and then tried his forehead again, and said, "You don't have a fever?" Mom, what is wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, it's nothing. What do you want to eat at night? I'll get it for you. Lin Yueqin was reluctant to tell Jiajia about being interviewed by the hospital's discipline inspection committee today, so as not to worry about her daughter.
Jiajia said: "You seem to be very uncomfortable today, I'll get dinner."
Lin Yueqin slowly got up from the sofa: "You've never cooked, what will you do, let's do it." ”
Jiajia hurriedly pressed her mother's body to sit on the sofa and joked: "Don't be three days, when you look at each other, don't underestimate us." Let it go today and let me show you a good hand. ”
Lin Yueqin couldn't resist Jiajia, and thought, when the child is older, she might as well let her try. She turned on the TV and wanted to watch some entertainment to relieve her irritability, so she changed several channels, but she couldn't watch it.
After more than half an hour of busy work, Jiajia brought out three dishes and one soup from the kitchen: scrambled eggs with tomatoes, stir-fried meat with shredded green peppers, stir-fried cabbage, and a mushroom vermicelli soup. The combination of meat and vegetables, the color is red and green, which looks pleasing to the eye.
Lin Yueqin was full of surprise and praised: "Good girl, you really have to be impressed, it's all beautiful, flavorful!" and then gave Jiajia a big hug, which made Jiajia feel a special sense of accomplishment.
Although Jiajia's dishes did taste good, Lin Yueqin never tasted good, but in order not to spoil Jiajia's interest, she still pretended to eat very deliciously. After eating, cleaning up the kitchen, and watching the New Year's Day Gala rebroadcast by the TV station with Jiajia for a while, Yueqin went to the bathroom, said hello to Jiajia after washing, and then went back to her bedroom, and then lay down on the bed tiredly.
However, as soon as I lay down, the experience of being interviewed and reprimanded in the afternoon couldn't help but come to mind again. For her, this was indeed the biggest humiliation and blow in her life. Lin Yueqin has been a good girl in the family since she was a child, not only beautiful and kind, but also outstanding, her academic performance has always been at the top of the class, and she has never let the family half a snack. After graduating from high school, he was successfully admitted to Capital Medical University, and then studied for a master's degree and a doctorate degree in medicine, and had a one-year postdoctoral experience in a research institute in the United States, and published many medical papers in internationally renowned medical journals.
With a good desire to serve the country, and also considering the factors of her parents' getting older, she returned to China, returned to her parents, entered Wuhan Jimin Hospital, became a doctor, and engaged in her favorite outpatient work.
Lin Yueqin has been conscientious and well-known in her work, and has been rated as an advanced worker by the hospital many times, and has gradually grown into a well-known chief physician, professor and department director. Along the way, Lin Yueqin's front was mostly full of flowers and applause, the praise of patients, the affirmation of leaders, and the envy of colleagues. She only felt upset and miserable, as if the blood in her whole body had been injected into her heart at once, and she couldn't bear the torment.
Her heart was dry, not the slightest bit moisturized.
Her heart slowly welled with a pain and melancholy that bordered on numbness.
She leaned back on the head of the bed, propped her forehead, and squinted at the trance scene in front of her, feeling a wave of dizziness, a kind of anger and pain that was even more uncomfortable when someone hit her in the mouth, like a sudden storm hitting her.
The more she thought about it, the more the blood vessels in her brain seemed to burst open, almost every part of her body trembled, and her hands and feet became as cold as ice.
In the dead of night, tired and trying to sleep, but falling into bed, tossing and turning, I can't sleep. Countless thoughts were intertwined in her mind over and over again.
Lin Yueqin was still lying motionless, she heard Jiajia's footsteps walking in the bedroom next door, and the sound of walking to the living room to drink water. Then, I heard the noise of car engines outside the neighborhood and the sound of speeding away.
She listened indifferently to all this. The image of Ma Biao's angry rebuke dragged her into a circle of painful whirlwinds, which rolled over her like a wave, wave after wave, and made her dizzy and sweaty.
She picked up her bedside mobile phone and wanted to call her husband, who was on a business trip in Beijing, to talk about her irritability and depression. Before she could dial her phone number, she put it down again - she didn't want her lover to worry about her!
She couldn't sleep, her mind was constantly counting the time until dawn: four hours left, three hours left, two hours left, and ...... Her brain was about to explode, and her heart was so depressed that she seemed to be breathless.
A strange thought suddenly flashed in her mind: Will Ai Xia's classmate Li Wenliang and the doctors who were reprimanded by the police be as angry, aggrieved and painful as herself?
Lin Yueqin fell into deep pain and couldn't sleep all night.
At dawn, she immediately turned over and got up, came to the flower bed in the community downstairs with anxiety, moved her body, took a few deep breaths, and seemed to be a little clearer......