Chapter 82: Reasons to Leave
"I remember one time, you told me. Your mom loves Jasmine, and your biggest wish in life is to be loved by mom again. You don't know how distressed I was at that time, I thought it was too late to meet you, harm, if it had been earlier, I would have made you a princess...... Hold your ...... every day",
"You don't remember, you told me that you were always a person who would not be treated gently by the world, always passively seeking the love of others. The only thing I wanted to do at that time was to hug you, and it was better for others not to covet ...... anyone",
"What impressed me the most was that it was that time that I really made up my mind to go with you for the rest of my life. You told me that you don't do anything, only be the ...... of the people behind me", as he said his tears fell unconsciously, and even his snot followed. Mixed with tears, slowly slid down his cheeks, and then another stream.
His whole body was hunched back, and his hair was much more messy, and he drooped in any direction at will. He was used to wearing a tie, but now he impatiently pulled it aside and threw it on the ground. It seems that overnight, that handsome and handsome face is less of the previous flying and domineering, and more sad and melancholy.
He had never been like this for a moment, and all of a sudden, the whole person was empty of concentricity. Gripping the whole world, it's just missing her.
The wind suddenly blew stronger, and the big trees not far from the mountainside were crunched by the wind, and the dense branches and leaves hung down, but it was a hidden hiding place.
And the woman with the black hat pressed very low behind the book, her hat was suddenly blown away by the wind, and she picked up the hat that had fallen to the ground with some panic. I didn't have time to pick up the hat and brush off the dust on it, and I put it on my head in a panic, like a funny clown on stage, and suddenly I didn't have time to rehearse.
Looking through the woman's eyes, the woman was concentrating all her strength in the direction of the tombstone not far away. There was a man there kneeling motionless like a devout believer, as clearly as he could zoom in on the movement of his hands, caressing a child on a tombstone. The more he behaved, the more tears the woman kept falling down with his movements.
Gu Beihuai, I'm leaving. I don't know when it's going to show up, and when it does, I'm afraid that someone else will appear around you. So can you? God, let me look at him again, just one more look, okay? She folded her hands together, and said silently in her mouth, and in her heart. Because a devout believer can move Heaven with the most sincere prayer.
Suddenly, Gu Beihuai in the distance really turned around, but she was caught off guard by such an instant, and immediately lowered her head, a little panicked and about to leave, but she stood in place and didn't dare to move. Afraid of the slightest disturbance, he found her, clenching his fists and sweating.
Gu Beihuai just wanted to look back for a moment in his heart, the wind was not blowing very much, the leaves that were blowing slightly, the leaves rustled, there was nothing, he thought about it too much. He withdrew his gaze and turned his head.
Just one glance hurts so much.
The phone rang coldly a few times, and the woman's gaze was taken back in shock. The mobile phone shows that the ticket to country A has been booked, and only the past flight has been booked, and there is no flight back. The woman glanced up at the person in the distance, lowered her head, and slowly moved her thumb to the confirmation button and pressed it.
She sighed heavily, turned and left without hesitation. Leaving behind the sweaty tissue, her steps quickened and became more and more urgent. And Gu Beihuai never found any traces left by the woman not far behind him.
Gu Beihuai's mobile phone kept ringing, and Gu's mother made countless phone calls, voice calls, and WeChat messages. But when Gu Beihuai saw it, he turned off his mobile phone and muted it with some irritability.
He talked to the tombstone like this until the sky grew dark, and it sank little by little, until at last the whole night filled the cemetery. He looked up at the sky, if a person dies, will there be one more star in the sky? Can her Nansheng hear him? He was in the dark starry sky, there were only a few lonely stars, and he couldn't find anything.
Gu's mother kept calling and no one answered, so she came to the cemetery to look for him, and saw him kneeling there, and put his coat on the tombstone. Gu's mother cooked the meal, and she couldn't wait for Gu Beihuai for a long time, knowing that what she said was too heavy, she waited until the food was cold, and Gu Beihuai didn't come back.
Now the sky is dark and not in the middle of winter, like the sky has opened a hole, and they are the people in this hole. "Why don't you go back? It's so late. She's all ...... If you continue like this, you'll be sick tomorrow. Go back with your mother ......", Gu's mother took the instructions to Gu's father, looked at her son's behavior like this, and secretly scolded Lu Nansheng in her heart, and still haunted her son when she died, wishing she would go to hell quickly.
hurriedly put the coat on the tombstone on Gu Beihuai's body. "Are you crazy? What does he do with the tombstone without putting his clothes on his body on such a cold day? Don't think I don't know what you do during the day. A man who is already dead, what is he still dragging my son for? You go back with me. Gu's mother said that she was about to pull up her kneeling son and go home, but Gu Beihuai couldn't pull it up no matter how he was dragged it.
"You go back with me! Today you have to go back with me no matter what, you are my son! It's not hers" Gu's mother just wanted to call him this hard, her son who had worked hard for half her life was not as good as a dead person. Gu Mu looked at him like this, staring at the tombstone with desperate eyes, as if she would leave with the dead Lu Nansheng in the next second.
Thinking of this, Gu Mu quickly dispelled this terrible thought. "You're obedient. Go back with my mother, my mother knows about Lu Nansheng, but she can't survive the dead, but the living have to continue to live. ...... Think about it, you still have your parents, mom and sister, if something happens to you, how can we live?" Gu's mother staged a bitter love scene in order to persuade her son.
But as a mother, she would never allow her children to be for an irrelevant woman. Kneeling here all day long without eating or drinking hurts yourself, kneels here hurts yourself. In this way, her mother's heart is like a knife.
But no matter how she persuaded her, Gu Beihuai made up his mind and did not waver at all. The kneeling legs were a little numb and twitched slightly, and the hands were still clutching their legs, and the whole body was straighter again. I was afraid that I would faint, so I couldn't accompany Lu Nansheng anymore. Lu Nansheng is most afraid of the dark at night, and he has to accompany him through this difficult night. He looked up at the sky, but there weren't even stars tonight. Thinking about it this way, God is really stingy.
"Mom, it's so dark. You go back first, leave me alone, Lu Nansheng can't leave me here. I have to accompany him ......", Gu Beihuai said and looked at the three words "Lu Nansheng" on the tombstone, unusually firm.
"You're not leaving, are you? No matter what I say, you're still for that woman?" Gu Mu was a little emotional and punched him in the heart, trying to wake him up with such an action. But a desperate smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, as if it was a pleasure. Because the only person he is most sorry for is Lu Nansheng.