Chapter 186: Obsessive

Du Ruoxi turned his head, looked out the car window, and hummed softly:

I knew that love was not strong, but I still tried my best to run in. I knew that if I left again, it might be a prison, but I still believed that it was just suffering. My friends advised me not to want to, not to joke about my happiness, but being a man is already so tired, I want to escape, and I can't even give my heart in love, which is really ridiculous.

Love is too true, too easy to sacrifice yourself, too easy to let yourself sink, too easy to be desperate and full of scars.

I'm too stupid, I know you're the wrong person, I know it's not fate, but I'm still desperate.

It may be so stupid in love, so stupid, there may never be an eternal, but I am not willing to give up the slightest possibility in it. I'd rather be stupid than remorseful.

Du Ruoxi's singing voice is very soft, but she sings very seriously, like waves crashing against the coastline.

She turned her head, looked at Zhang Tianen, and said, "I really miss the time when we first met, when we were still a little simple." ”

Zhang Tianen was slightly moved when he heard this, he nodded and said, "Yes, it's a pity that the good times are gone." ”

Du Ruoxi leaned her head against the car window, and her memories rolled in like a tide, she said, "At that time, you always had a smile on your face, joking, and a little evil ......" Speaking of this, her voice trembled slightly, and said, "The sweetness at that time...... The smile is so pure, so beautiful. ”

Hearing this, Zhang Tianen was also silent.

At that time, her smile was bright and moving, like a ray of sunshine in spring. And now, the sadness on her face was clear, like a scar in the heart of each of them.

In this short period of less than a year, she has experienced too many injuries, and now she is like a small fallen leaf, perched in Zhang Tianen's arms, so hurt.

Tang Tian sat up suddenly, his forehead was full of fine beads of sweat, which startled Zhang Tianen, he lowered his head and asked softly, "Tiantian, what's wrong with you?"

Tang Tian lay on Zhang Tianen's lap, he gently patted the back of her hand, the temperature in his palm was all her warmth, as if only in this way could she feel safe, she said: "I have a nightmare, I dreamed that Li Momo was going to kill me." When she said this, she raised her head, with a little sadness in her eyes, she looked at Zhang Tianen, hugged his arm, and said, "When did I have such a big enmity with her?"

Zhang Tianen patted Tang Tian on the shoulder and said, "She likes Zhuang Muxuan, but Zhuang Muxuan is in love with you, in her heart, it was you who robbed her Zhuang Muxuan, and this is enough." His hand was slightly heavy, Tang Tian only felt a pain in her shoulder, and she muttered in her mouth, "I didn't snatch him, I didn't." Why do you want to put this on my head?" she said, buried her head in Zhang Tianen's lap, and continued to sleep.

Liu Lingbin's expression was slightly moved, he pursed his lips, and a faint arc crossed his lips.

There was a cold night breeze blowing outside the car window, and the speed of the car drove the night wind, and there was a rustling sound, like a cold sigh.

The car quickly drove to Du Ruoxi's small apartment, and Zhang Tianen said, "I'll send you back." ”

Du Ruoxi said shallowly, "No need." ”

"Naturally, you have to use it. Zhang Tianen said, pointed at Zhang Xiaoxing, who was sleeping soundly, and said, "This has to be handed over to you." ”

Du Ruoxi couldn't help but smile and said, "Okay." ”

Zhang Tianen looked at Liu Lingbin and said, "Excuse me, help take care of Tiantian, is it okay?"

Liu Lingbin nodded, his eyes flashing slightly.

Zhang Tianen lightly hugged Tang Tian's head and put her on the saddle, she stretched out her hand, looked for it blankly in mid-air, and muttered Zhang Tianen's name, "Tianen, don't go, don't leave me...... I'm scared ......."

Zhang Tianen's eyes flashed with stars, his heart ached slightly, and he got out of the car.

Liu Lingbin stood outside the car door, smiled lightly, and said, "Don't worry, I'm here, you can go." As he spoke, he got into the car, stretched out his hand, and shook Tang Tian's hand.

Tang Tian grabbed Liu Lingbin's hand like an injured little beast, hugged Liu Lingbin's arm like a little octopus, and fell asleep deeply.

Zhang Tianen carried Zhang Xiaoxing and sent Du Ruoxi home.

After settling Zhang Xiaoxing, Zhang Tianen went out, he walked to the door, suddenly turned his head, and said, "Don't live up to your emptiness, find a reliable man who loves you." Stop being so obsessed and wasting time on me, I'm not suitable. ”

Du Ruoxi smiled faintly, there was a little starlight in her eyes, but her eyelashes were gently covered like feathers, and she said sadly, "What about you? Tang Tian, she is already married, don't you also waste time on her? Tang Tian, the person she loves is not you, why are you so obsessed?"

With a damp mist in her eyes, she continued, "I know there's no way we're possible, it's just wishful thinking." But I'll wait, and I hope you'll see me one day. As she spoke, she suddenly walked in front of Zhang Tianen, stood on tiptoe, and lightly imprinted a kiss on Zhang Tianen's thin lips.

Zhang Tianen smiled, a glittering thing flashed in his eyes, and he said, "If it weren't for the fact that I already have a heart, I might have fallen in love with you, but now my heart has been filled and I can't tolerate others, so I'm sorry, don't wait any longer......" He said, leaned over, kissed her forehead, and then turned away without looking back.

In the middle of the night, under his shallow kiss, Du Ruoxi's body melted into a turbulent and gentle tide, she whispered, "Take her to France, the new environment is more conducive to healing and forgetting, if she can fall in love with you, I will give up." If she still can't fall in love with you, I'll wait for you. I will always be here for you. ”

The night was so quiet, the starlight was so lonely, Tang Tian lay on Liu Lingbin's lap, grabbed his hand, and said in a low voice, "I know who you are, can you take me away?"

There was starlight falling on Liu Lingbin's face, and there was a moment of brightness, he took out a business card from his pocket, stuffed it into Tang Tian's hand, and whispered, "You can find me at any time." ”

Tang Tian took the business card and put it in the small bag he carried with him, silent, like a leaf, floating silently in the void.

"You're not drunk?" Liu Lingbin's voice was a little low, with a hint of sadness that Tang Tian couldn't understand.

She lay on his lap, nodded, shook her head again, and said, "Half-drunk and half-awake." ”

There was a bus passing by, the lights flashed, and she saw her pale face on the window glass, but it flashed with a burning light, as if it was a new life......