I finished my instant noodles calmly, and then cleaned up the house very calmly.

Speaking of tidying up the house, I'm actually looking for clues.

If I move back to this house from my home in Jiangnan, I will definitely leave some clues.

But I didn't find any obvious traces, only that the corners of the house were covered with dust, and it looked like it had not been inhabited for a long time.

The potted flowers are well cared for, although there are signs of decay, but there is no shortage of water when you touch the potting soil.

Apparently, someone has been watering them. Didn't clean the house, just came regularly to water the flowers.

I stood in the house in a daze, I was very sure that this was my home, but I had a marriage certificate with Jiangnan and still lived together, why did I still have my own residence?

Everything in this home is very familiar to me. All the groceries and clothes are mine.

Why? Why are my things in this house that looks like a single house, and what about the house where I lived with Gangnam?

I left the house and went downstairs to find a place to live in Gangnam.

Easily, I found the pharmacy where I bought my pregnancy test.

This pharmacy is near Jiangnan's house, and when I found this pharmacy, I quickly found Jiangnan's home.

Standing outside his door, I was suddenly nervous. Should I knock on the door right away? But Jiangnan shouldn't have gotten off work at this time.

I looked at the door next door, it was two floors, and the door of the next house suddenly reminded me of something.

I didn't knock on the door, just stood silently for a while. Why did Jiangnan send me back to my home while I was asleep, it was obvious that he wanted to sever the relationship.

And why did I sleep so drowsily, and I don't even know if I was sent away like this? He's a psychiatrist! Hypnosis is such a trivial thing.

I was suddenly strange now, and I was not in a hurry to see him and ask him why he had sent me away. I was calm and calm now, and I turned around and went downstairs.

I checked my phone's WeChat, and there was a lot of money in my coin purse, and it seems that Jiangnan is not too ruthless.

I went to the supermarket and bought a lot of food because when I was tidying up the house, I found that I didn't have anything to eat in that house.

I went home with big bags of food, just like every normal person who lives a normal life.

Since it is still the epidemic prevention and control period, everyone is wearing masks, so I don't have to worry about being recognized by acquaintances, and I don't have to worry about being embarrassed if I don't recognize acquaintances and don't say hello.

My whole being was in a state of daze, with little to do. I locked myself in my house, hungry, hungry, sleepy, day and night, and never went out.

I don't think about anything, I just stay in a state of emptiness all the time, and I just eat, sleep, sleep, and eat.

I don't know how many days later, on a sunny morning, I finally came to my senses.

I sat on the bed and looked out the window at the sky, it was dark and windy. I love the weather and can't say why.

I got up and washed up, then turned on the music and started tidying up the house. A lot of things that I thought were dispensable were put in big garbage bags.

After more than two hours, I finally cleaned the house thoroughly. Then I took two big bags of garbage and went downstairs to throw them away.

As I passed by the door of the next unit, I seemed to catch a glimpse of a familiar figure.

It's Anxu!

Although it was only for a moment, I was sure that the person was An Xu. He was still wearing his royal blue hooded sweatshirt and black jeans.

I couldn't help but stop and look at the door of the unit where he had disappeared.

I'm sure it's An Xu, it turns out that he and I are neighbors in the next unit! Maybe he lives next door to me!

I shook my head and smiled, feeling helpless and bored. But I followed, pushed open the door and chased after me.

But apparently it was too late. I hurriedly ran upstairs, only to find that there was no shadow of An Xu in the entire corridor at all.

It seems that he has returned to his home. You can't see where he is, so you can't know what floor he lives on.

I hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked out of the unit, back to my home.

I stood in front of the huge bookshelf, staring at the rows of books in an orderly manner, were these my books?

A voice in my heart suddenly replied, "Yes, these are your books, but there are many ...... you haven't read yet."

"It's all my books! I haven't read some of them......"

My hand swiped over the books that I hadn't read yet, and the books on the shelves in Jiangnan suddenly appeared in my mind, and I vaguely felt that there were many books that were exactly the same.

I couldn't help laughing, and said to myself, "We are all people who love to read!

I opened the closet again to check the clothes, and there were not many clothes, most of them were dark colors, and only two or three were white.

What a dull self! I don't even have a bright and dazzling dress.

I stayed in the room for a while, and I got acquainted with my own things everywhere. At noon, I went downstairs.

When I came to the hospital where I worked in Jiangnan, I directly hung up the number of the psychiatric department. Sitting in the corridor outside the psychiatric department, my mind was as still as water.

I'm supposed to be excited, shouldn't I?

In front of me was the man who had abandoned me, and I was sitting here very calmly, as if I were an outsider.

Why am I so calm and calm? I don't know! I just don't think there's anything to be excited about.

Why don't I feel agitated and angry? I don't know, I really don't know.

When I finally got in line, I stood up and pushed the door open. At first glance, I saw Jiang Nan, who was flipping through and writing something.

He looked at me, visibly stunned. "Hello, Ms. Sue. Long time no see!"

He greeted me calmly, and I smiled at him and said, "Hello, Dr. Jiang, long time no see." ”

Whoever sees this scene will feel that this is a very ordinary conversation between a doctor and a patient, without any abnormalities or differences.

The moment I saw him, my heart finally stirred, but as he greeted me, I calmed down.

"How are you feeling lately?" he looked at me with a smile on his face, but there was no smile in his eyes.

"Thanks!" I smiled, I couldn't see myself, but I believed there was a smile in my eyes.

The ensuing consultation process was very ordinary and very fast. He asked me about my sleep, and I was obviously stunned for a long time when I heard that the quality of sleep was very good.

When he was stunned, I looked at him with unusual composure. I didn't look back until he came back to his senses.

After the consultation, I smiled and said goodbye to him. It's a real goodbye, a real goodbye, and I know I won't come again.

If such a separation is what he needs, I don't mind cooperating with him to complete it. Growing up, I've always cooperated with him, haven't I?