I asked Jiangnan, "How can your patient have my mobile phone number, why is she calling me crazy?"

Jiang Nan said: "Since he is a psychiatric patient, his behavior must not be measured by normal standards, right?"

I suddenly felt like I couldn't argue with it. When he explained it like that, I really didn't have anything to say.

Although I hung up the phone, the woman's words kept hovering in my ears.

What I care about the most is the sentence: "Tell your sister Su Mo." ”

My sister Su Mo?

How could Su Mo be my sister? Su Mo is myself!

My memory has always been poor, but I can still remember my name clearly.

I have two names. My name in the household registration book is Su Mo, which is the name my father gave me.

My dad has been patriarchal all his life, and I'm already his third daughter.

My dad wanted me to be his last daughter, and the next one had to have a son, so he named me Sumo.

Because my dad hates his daughter, I have always had a bad relationship with my dad. Later, I named myself Su Li.

My name is Su Li, also called Su Mo, Su Li and Su Mo are both me.

I remember all these things clearly, no matter how bad my memory is.

It's as if these are engraved in my bones, integrated into my breath, and I will never forget them.

However, this phone call that suddenly appeared, this woman who was very hostile, said that Su Mo was my sister!

Could it be that one of my two older sisters was once named Su Mo? But they died when they were young!

I don't have a chance to grow up, how can I still have a grudge with others?

Who is that Wang Dong? Why did that woman not let Su Mo go to see Wang Dong?

No, no! I'm Su Mo! I didn't go to see any Wang Dong, and I don't know who Wang Dong is!

Even if I did, I can't remember it now.

What does that Wang Dong have to do with me? Who is that woman?

The more I think about it, the more confusing it becomes, the more incomprehensible it becomes, and the source of everything may be that my memory is too bad.

If I could remember everything clearly, I wouldn't be so confused.

I'd love to call the woman and question her.

But Jiang Nan has already told me that he will deal with it, if I call again, will it cause trouble for him?

I suddenly remembered the gray hair on Jiangnan's sideburns, and what he said, he said: "I'm worried about you all day long, can my hair not be white?"

I really didn't want to mess with him anymore because of his gray hair, so I didn't call that call back.

When Jiang Nan comes back from work, I can ask him what's going on, and as long as I ask, he will definitely answer me.

However, I hesitated and was always distracted.

Who is that woman, who is Wang Dong, and why does that woman say that Su Mo is my sister?

These questions kept going back and forth in my mind, upsetting me.

It occurred to me that maybe there would be something in this house that reminded me of something.

So, I started rummaging through the living room to find something.

I don't know exactly what I'm looking for, I just want to try to find out if there's anything that will help me remember.

The children were still playing with the blocks, and when I asked them if they were hungry, they said they weren't.

So, I went back to my bedroom with Jiangnan to rummage.

A lot of things are very familiar in my hands, and I vaguely feel that it is related to me, but I just can't remember the specific situation.

I found the household registration book in the same drawer where the marriage certificate was kept. But I held the household registration book, but I didn't have the courage to open it and look at it.

There was a kind of fear that suddenly swept over me when I got the family register, and I felt unusually uneasy.

I asked myself why I didn't dare to look through it, why?

A gentle voice came from the depths of the heart: "Turn it over, take a look, and be not afraid." ”

But another angry voice also came out, shouting hysterically: "Don't look at it! Don't look at it! It's all fake! It's a lie!"

The gentle voice said, "Su Li, don't be afraid. Open it, take a look, and you'll understand it by looking at it. ”

But the angry voice said, "Your name is Su Li, and you were born on May 26, 1981. These are all things that are imprinted in your head, and you don't even need to look at them!"

The gentle voice said, "Su Li, don't be afraid, open it and take a look, and you will understand." ”

Another angry voice said, "What is there to see!

The two voices kept arguing and fighting in my head, and I didn't know which one to listen to.

I opened the marriage certificate, and there was no hesitation.

The photo of me and Jiangnan on the marriage certificate was sweet and happy, and both of them were smiling happily, and they were in a good mood that day.

The information on the marriage certificate is very clear, I am indeed six years older than Jiang Nan, and my birth date is exactly the same as what the angry voice said, and my name is Su Li.

So, you don't need to look at the household registration book anymore, right?

I quickly put the household registration book and marriage certificate back in the drawer.

At that moment, I seemed to hear the angry voice in my heart, and suddenly got carried away and laughed.

I was stunned for a moment, and the unbridled and smug laughter made me feel extremely confused, and I felt like I had been deceived.

I "swished" open the drawer again, and quickly took out the household registration book again.

The wild laughter in his heart stopped abruptly, and suddenly he roared angrily: "What are you going to do? What is there to see in the household register?"

But, no matter how furious the voice was, I made up my mind to open it.

My palms were sweaty, and I didn't know why I was so nervous, my nerves were tense, as if they could be torn off with a little effort.

I finally opened the household registration book in my hand, and beads of sweat rolled down my cheeks.

The head of the first page is Jiang Nan, and I am extremely familiar with this page, and this strong sense of familiarity shows that I have read this household registration book more than once.

By the time the second page appeared before my eyes, I was already sweating profusely.

Su Li was born on May 26, 1981. That's right, exactly like the angry voice said.

But that's not right!

I remember clearly that the name on my household registration book was Su Mo, and Su Li was the name I later gave myself.

I still remember that I went to change my name and asked my dad to help me change my name, but I was reprimanded mercilessly by my dad.

These situations came to my mind in the form of words scrolling line by line.

Behind the scrolling text, my dad's terrible face kept appearing.

The words that made me unforgettable kept rolling and reappearing on my dad's terrible and merciless face!

I felt a sharp dizziness, followed by a splitting headache.

I scrambled to the cupboard, but I found a large row of books, and suddenly I fell down because of my unstable center of gravity.

I was sweating profusely and my headache was getting worse.

But my brain was still thinking, and the scrolling words continued to emerge:

I went to change my name, but because my dad didn't cooperate and failed, the name on my household registration book will always be Su Mo, and I will never want to get rid of this name......