I sat down on the bench next to me, my legs hurt and I was a little tired from standing for too long.

I looked at Mr. Feng's figure that was fading away. He held his hands behind his back, and the bloody clothes he was holding in his hands were very eye-catching, and he could still see clearly after walking far away.

Is the story of the Monkey King and the six-eared macaque? Is the Monkey King real or false? What is he trying to express?

Is he a metaphor for whether I'm either the real Monkey King or an impostor six-eared macaque?

Who is the Monkey King? Who is the six-eared macaque? What problem can such an ambiguous metaphor solve?

Perhaps only in this way can it be shown that his Taoism is unfathomable, I am a layman, and I don't seem to understand.

I saw my mother with her two children in the distance greet Mr. Feng, and I could even feel my mother's earnest expression, she was listening carefully to Mr. Feng's words.

Mr. Feng was talking to my mother, and his body language was very rich, and he didn't have the very serious fairy wind bones that he had just spoken to me.

Naturally, I couldn't hear him say anything to my mother, but I could see him shaking his head as he watched the children playing a few steps away.

In the end, he waved his hand and rejected the red envelope in my mother's hand, grabbed the bloody clothes in his hand and walked away behind his back.

My mom finally looked at me, and it took more than a minute.

I even began to wonder if she wasn't looking at me, but I looked around and there was no one or anything next to me that would make my mom look at.

Well, she's just been looking at me. Why did she look at me and get distracted? What the hell was she thinking?

I got up and walked over to her, and as I got closer, my mother came to her senses and hurriedly turned back to wipe her tears.

She cried?

What did Mr. Feng say to her that made her so in a trance, and even cried sadly?

"Mom, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" I asked eagerly. In his eagerness, he forgot to lower his voice.

The two children heard this and scrambled to run over.

"Grandma, are you crying, why are you crying?" asked Ershuang curiously.

The big pair of small mouths smacked and said, "Oh! Doesn't Grandma often want to cry for Auntie? Grandma must be thinking about our aunt again!"

"You two little bastards don't talk nonsense! Grandma didn't cry! Isn't your aunt right here!" my mother said angrily.

"Oh, grandma, are you confused! This is our mother! Can we still not know our own mother?"

Dashuang has always been eccentric, but now he tilted his head and squinted at my mother, with a look of disdain.

"Yes, grandma, why are you confused?" the two pairs echoed eagerly on the side.

My mom was embarrassed and flushed. I was speechless by the two children, you and I, and I said it speechlessly.

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh and looked at the sky. The clouds in the sky were thick, as if it were going to rain at any moment.

"Mom, let's go back. "I don't want to be embarrassed about my mom anymore, I can understand her thoughts.

"Okay, let's go, it's not going to happen this day, don't rain anymore later......"

My mom could finally breathe a sigh of relief, she probably thought I was going to ask her something about what the kids had just said.

But I didn't ask anything, I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that I would make my mother angry, and I was afraid that what I feared would be turned out.

"No, I still want to play for a while, I don't want to ......leave yet," the big pair of pitiful eyes looked at me, and said coquettishly.

"I don't want to leave either, I still have to play for a while......" The two pairs were about to shed tears, and hurriedly echoed her little sister.

"Let's play a little longer, play a little longer...... my mother said dotingly, stroking the heads of the two children.

The two children happily played on the side. My mom sat with me on a park bench.

I'm not going to ask my mom anything, I just want to sit quietly with her for a while.

After sitting for a while, my mother suddenly said to me: "You can live a good life with Jiangnan in the future, take care of your body and have a child......

"It's enough for me to have these two kids. "I couldn't take my eyes off the children who were admiring the Daisies in the grove.

They were having so much fun, and they looked so happy. The two small faces are pink and delicate, and they are more beautiful than the flowers in full bloom.

"It's impossible for the children to live with you, and the old Wang family will not agree to give the children to you. In the future, you will have the ...... of you and Jiangnan's children."

My mom lowered her voice, almost talking to herself.

"Mom, when I get well, I will divorce Jiangnan. "I said calmly.

There was no need to hide this decision from her, because she would know sooner or later.

"No, are you crazy!" my mom burst into a rage and shouted at me.

"Why not? I don't love him at all, how can I give him a baby and live with him?" I said to my mom without concessions.

My mom looked at me in disbelief, like she was looking at someone she didn't even know.

"Don't you love Jiangnan? Don't you keep saying that the person you love the most is Jiangnan? Why do you now go back on your word and say that you don't love him at all?"

I looked at my mother in amazement, did I say such unbelievable things? Why didn't I have any impression at all?

Now that this is the case, I'll just tell the truth!

I said, "Mom, the person I love the most has always been An Xu, Li Anxu! I have never loved anyone else except him." ”

I said it categorically, but my mother was dumbfounded. Her mouth opened wide in surprise, and she couldn't close it for a long time.

"You...... Do you love ...... An Xu?" My mother looked at me in horror, her lips trembling and she kept repeating, "Su Li...... Su Li, ah......"

I looked at my mom and didn't move.

My mom couldn't catch my gaze and looked away in a panic, and I noticed that her hands were shaking.

"Mom, what's wrong with you, why do you keep calling my name?" I asked, still staring at my mom and keeping my tone calm.

I could see that my mom was trying to control her emotions and she said, "It's okay, I'm okay." ”

We all stopped talking, and sat on the benches in relative silence and watched the children play in the sea of wild daisy flowers.

It was a long time before my mother said, "Su Li, we all know your relationship with An Xu, but he is long gone." ”

"Even if you can't forget him, you shouldn't give up your husband who loves you for the sake of someone who has been dead for many years, right?"

A man who has been dead for years?

These words pierced my heart deeply, and I felt that my heart was trembling violently, and a huge dark current of grief was surging and stirring in the depths of my heart, as if it could erupt at any time.

I could even feel that my face had changed dramatically, and my whole body had cooled down.

I heard my own voice say, "Mom, is An Xu really dead?"