25, a few months later 2
Fang Dao Zhang The clouds are like withered silk, thin and white, the sky is high and narrow, and it is autumn again.
Jiang Rou resigned from the company, and no one kept her, Qiao Jingyang and Xue Zhu also changed their attitude of being familiar with her, and when they left, they were all embarrassed and businesslike.
Ye Chen avoided her for several weeks and had no contact, and this cold treatment made her disheartened. Why should she be punished like this, Ye Chen's coldness made her doubt herself and deny herself, and the whole person was like being devoured by a huge monster, and she was corroded by the sour and irritating gastric juice every day, losing her flesh and blood little by little.
Jiang Rou suddenly felt a trace of sadness in her heart, and it seemed that she was the only one who was affected by the breakup. She didn't study, her friends didn't go out, Ye Chen's company didn't go, and she didn't go to see Yu Wei, she just stayed in the dormitory, lying on the bed like a dry corpse and slowly losing her nutrients, she was chewing on the past of the two people little by little.
Jiang Rou thought to herself that when those memories could no longer taste good, she should be cured.
It's her clumsy way of healing.
She couldn't do that anymore.
Jiang Rou held a large cardboard box, which contained the things left in the company, ballpoint pens, notebooks, cushions, teacups, and some bits and pieces.
Walking out of the company slowly, she seemed to be still dreaming, the big locust trees in the park were still so dense, the lush crown was the same as that year, and the moon season was still the same bright, red, pink, yellow, but I don't know how many stubbles this has opened.
This place, she has been staying since the winter vacation of her freshman year, almost three years. In the morning and evening, she and Ye Chen went to work side by side and returned to school together, and she was very familiar with every plant, every breakfast stall, and every restaurant along the way.
The autumn sun lazily sprinkled on her face, very gentle, Jiang Rou squinted, she had passed the hysterical stage, and now her heart was more numb and melancholy.
Walking to the corner of the street, Jiang Rou looked at the Pioneer Park, and finally glanced at the direction of the company, the Pioneer Park and the school's buildings are in the same vein, the red walls have a unique style, he and she remembered Qiao Jingyang said seriously, this color is called Harvard Red. She laughed for a long time.
Those friends probably won't be in touch in the future, right?
Jiang Rou looked at the Pioneer Park and sighed, she had witnessed the growth of Jingrun Gene all the way, and had also worked overtime with Ye Chen all night inside, she once thought that she was different, but now she realized how ridiculous those illusions were.
Liu Bannong and Wang Xuan have already graduated and are gone, I heard that after graduation, they entered a large company with rich project experience, and the first batch of part-time employees is the only one who has remained until now.
Everyone is planning for their future, only she has never thought about it stupidly, she once thought that this was the end, and even gave up the opportunity to study for the future, and was ready to join the company as soon as she graduated to work hard with Ye Chen.
Thinking of this, Jiang Rou pulled a self-deprecating smile on her face, bleak and beautiful
Ye Chen, Qiao Jingyang, and Xue Zhu are busy with their careers here, Wang Jiaran has been doing research in the academician's laboratory, Wang Xuan and they have a clear goal of changing careers, only she, Jiang Rou, has been working blindly, her eyes are blinded, she can't find the point, and she can't see her own way.
Jiang Rou found an open space on the corner of the street and slowly put down the cardboard box.
There are always so many people on the streets of Beijing, Jiang Rou looks at the pedestrians who are hurrying by on the street, they are either happy, expressionless, sad, or ecstatic, everyone has their own story.
She smiled, this is life, there is no logic to fate.
It was originally well planned, but the most unplanned thing was people's hearts.
Jiang Rou patted the dust on her hands
It's time to say goodbye
The girl slowly took out her mobile phone, her fingers slowly tapped, deleted and changed many times,
It was written very long, but in the end it was cut into a few words,
"Let's break up, I wish you happiness. ”
If you don't want to say it, I'll tell you
Jiang Rou smiled and looked calm and soft, but there were tears in her eyes.
It's okay it's not my fault, I don't deserve to be treated like this, and it's not me who is uncomfortable.
Jiang Rou grinned hard and squeezed out a smile. Anyway, I'm going to have to do it.
After sending the text message, she blocked Ye Chen's phone and all contact information.
After the breakup, she couldn't be friends and didn't want to know about the other party.
Looking at her phone, Jiang Rou fell silent.
Before leaving, she put the vase on the table and the keychain on the schoolbag on Ye Chen's table, and she wanted to leave him a souvenir.
Does this person have a troubled conscience?
Jiang Rou shook her head and threw out all the mixed thoughts in her mind.
She took off the hat on her head, basked in the lazy sun on her face, picked up the cardboard box on the side of the road and walked slowly to a bubble tea shop. It's bitter in my heart to eat something sweet.
Jiang Rou held a large cardboard box, which contained the things left in the company, ballpoint pens, notebooks, cushions, teacups, and some bits and pieces of gadgets, and walked out of the company slowly, she seemed to be still dreaming, the big locust trees in the park were still so dense, the lush crown was the same as back then, and the moon was still the same bright, red, pink, and yellow, but I didn't know how many stubbles this opened.
This place, she has been staying since the winter vacation of her freshman year, almost three years. In the morning and evening, she and Ye Chen went to work side by side and returned to school together, and she was very familiar with every plant, every breakfast stall, and every restaurant along the way.
The autumn sun lazily sprinkled on her face, very gentle, Jiang Rou squinted, she had passed the hysterical stage, and now her heart was more numb and melancholy.
Walking to the corner of the street, Jiang Rou looked at the Pioneer Park, and finally glanced at the direction of the company, the Pioneer Park and the school's buildings are in the same vein, the red walls have a unique style, he and she remembered Qiao Jingyang said seriously, this color is called Harvard Red. She laughed for a long time.
Those friends probably won't be in touch in the future, right?
Jiang Rou looked at the Pioneer Park and sighed, she had witnessed the growth of Jingrun Gene all the way, and had also worked overtime with Ye Chen all night inside, she once thought that she was different, but now she realized how ridiculous those illusions were.
Liu Bannong and Wang Xuan have already graduated and are gone, I heard that after graduation, they entered a large company with rich project experience, and the first batch of part-time employees is the only one who has remained until now.
Everyone is planning for their future, only she has never thought about it stupidly, she once thought that this was the end, and even gave up the opportunity to study for the future, and was ready to join the company as soon as she graduated to work hard with Ye Chen.
Thinking of this, Jiang Rou pulled a self-deprecating smile on her face, bleak and beautiful
Ye Chen, Qiao Jingyang, and Xue Zhu are busy with their careers here, Wang Jiaran has been doing research in the academician's laboratory, Wang Xuan and they have a clear goal of changing careers, only she, Jiang Rou, has been working blindly, her eyes are blinded, she can't find the point, and she can't see her own way.
Jiang Rou found an open space on the corner of the street and slowly put down the cardboard box.