50. It's one thing to know, it's another thing to do

On the way to Qiao's house, neither of them spoke much.

Encountering a red light at the intersection in front of him for more than 60 seconds, Ye Huaijin slowly stopped the car.

Qiao Anning withdrew her gaze from the window, and finally couldn't help asking, "You and Chen Xuan's mother...... Did you just talk about something on the phone? I feel like we've been talking for a long time......" with imperceptible caution in his tone.

Ye Huaijin turned his face and looked at her.

Actually, we didn't talk for long, only a few minutes.

But he could sense that Qiao Anning's mood was not quite right tonight, since he answered that call.

"I didn't talk anything, she asked me why Chen Xuan's voice sounded unhappy. Ye Huaijin explained, "We just said a few words about it. ”

"Oh. ”

Although he heard the answer, Qiao Anning still felt very depressed in his heart, like a stone pressing on it, and his chest was tight.

She raised her eyes again, plucked up her courage, and said, "Actually, I'm a little angry tonight. ”

Ye Huaijin looked at her eyes seriously, waiting for her to continue.

"I don't like her to be involved with you. ”

He looked at her steadily, and said, "It's not involved." ”

Ye Huaijin's voice was flat, the red light in front of him had turned green, he pressed the horn with his hand, urging the car in front of him to hurry up, and then stepped on the accelerator as well.

"You don't need to be angry with her, she and I have been separated, and we have no contact with each other except the children. But after all, she is Chen Xuan's mother, no one can change this, the custody of the child is with me, and I can't refuse her desire to care about the child. But I promise that our contact is limited to children. ”

Ye Huaijin didn't seem to want to talk about this topic.

"I know. Qiao Anning nodded, but she still decided to tell the truth, "But sometimes, it's one thing to know, and it's another thing to do it." ”

Reason tells him that he should believe him, but emotionally he still can't control the feeling of guilt and concern for the woman he has had an intimate relationship with.

That's probably people.

There are seven emotions and six desires.

You can control your behavior, but you can't control your heart.

Since she minded, she felt that it was better to say it.

At least let him have a number in his heart.

Husband and wife as one.

She didn't want to play a guessing game with the person next to her, and it would be too uncomfortable to hold all her true thoughts and rot them in her heart.

And after a long time, there are too many things that have been accumulated in my heart, and when I can't hold it down, a quarrel will break out 100%.

simply, at the very beginning, spread things out.

That's what she thought.

But it's hard to actually do.

"And every time your attitude makes me feel uneasy. ”

Ye Huaijin asked: "What is my attitude?"

"Avoidance. Qiao Anning said, "Every time I ask about your last marriage, your attitude is always evasive, as if you can't mention it." ”

"It's not that you can't mention it, but there's no need to mention it. Ye Huaijin frowned, "It's all in the past." ”

"Since it's in the past, why can't you mention it?" Qiao Anning asked, "We're married, but I still don't know anything about your past. After a pause, she said, "I feel like I'm a blank sheet of paper in front of you, but you're a fog that I can't see clearly." Qiao Anning raised her eyes, "It's impossible to love someone and be indifferent to his past, but I don't even know your ex-wife's last name." ”

"Zhao Keer. He said, "Her name." ”

Qiao Anning: "......"

I felt a stump in my heart, a little aggrieved.

Ke'er Ke'er, the name is really nice.

Ye Huaijin was silent, and just when Qiao Anning thought that he wouldn't say anything more, Ye Huaijin suddenly opened his mouth again: "I don't want to avoid anything in front of you, it's just that this past didn't end happily for me, because it was a failure." ”

The neon lights outside the car window flashed quickly, and Ye Huaijin's face changed in the light and shadow that was bright and extinguished, as if it was shrouded in a thin veil, which made it difficult to see.

Ye Huaijin's voice was like a gust of wind, drifting away in this empty night, looking a little empty and deserted.

He asked, "Do you understand what I mean?"

Qiao Anning also looked ahead, and suddenly asked an irrelevant question: "What is your ideal relationship between husband and wife?"

Ye Huaijin turned his head, looked at her strangely, and said, "Just like we are now." ”

Qiao Anning bowed slightly: "Then do you know what my ideal husband and wife relationship looks like?"

Ye Huaijin asked, "What does it look like?"

Qiao Anning smiled slightly: "It's a relationship that can rest assured that you can hand over your back to the other party." ”

"I've seen some couples who live together, and they often quarrel and have cold wars over the short-term relationship between their parents. Obviously, one sentence can explain the truth, but he prefers to hide the words in his heart and not say it, so that the other party can guess wildly. You know, the human imagination is limitless. The consequences of a guess can be worse than a confession. ”

The car drove smoothly on the road, and Ye Huaijin listened quietly.

"I don't want to be like this with you. A good marriage should be one in which both people feel comfortable and both grow. I want our relationship to be intimate but not pressing. There should be a private space, and there should be communication. Qiao Anning said and smiled, "Of course, this is just my idea, you can also tell me if you have any ideas, and I will listen carefully." ”

Ye Huaijin was silent for a while and said, "I know." ”

The two fell silent again.

The car slowly drove into the community where Qiao Anning's family lived.

Qiao Anning reached out to unbuckle her seat belt, and Ye Huaijin held her hand.

She turned her head, and the two stared silently.

Ye Huaijin asked, "Has the anger disappeared?"

Qiao Anning thought for a while: "It's gone." ”

Ye Huaijin smiled softly: "It's good to disappear." ”

Then he helped her unfasten her seat belt, and when she was out, he gently dropped a dragonfly kiss on her cheek while she was not paying attention.

Qiao Anning curled his lips and got out of the car.

The two went upstairs with each other.

Qiao's father and Qiao's mother had been waiting for a long time, because they had already eaten the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, Qiao Anning and Ye Huaijin accompanied the second elder to sit and chat in the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Qiao's family has always had the habit of keeping vigil, and when the countdown was over in the early morning, Qiao's father and Qiao's mother finally couldn't stay up and went back to the house to sleep, so Qiao Anning also stayed and slept at home.

Lying on the bed that he slept on since he was a child, smelling the smell of sunshine in the quilt, and leaning against his chest that had become familiar with him, Qiao Anning turned around, raised his head, and said with a smile to Ye Huaijin: "Husband, Happy New Year." ”

The chin was kissed and slightly itchy.

Ye Huaijin was a little emotional, bowed his head and kissed her forehead: "Happy New Year, wife." ”

"Are you sleepy?"

It was already early in the morning, and Qiao Anning couldn't sleep.

Ye Huaijin said: "It's okay. And he asked, "Can't sleep?"

"Well, I'm a little excited. Qiao Anning pressed it to his chest, "This is our first New Year together, and I feel so happy." After speaking, he smiled embarrassedly, feeling a little sensational.

Ye Huaijin hooked the corners of her lips.

"I'm so happy to be able to marry you. ”

Ye Huaijin hugged her, feeling warm and full of warmth, for a long time, and let out a long sigh: "I'm also very happy." ”

Married to you.