Ye Lan opened his eyes violently, only the snow-white ceiling and the afternoon sunshine was a little too enthusiastic.

The girl sat up blankly, watching her snow-white hands tremble unnaturally.

It was a dream. Right?

Ye Lan sat up blankly as if she had lied to herself, trying to calm herself down.

How could she be a madman? She's so normal.

With a complicated smile on her face, Ye Lan struggled to get up from the bed and walked to her dresser to comb her hair.

Her hair has been growing a little longer lately, and she's going to go and take a break.

Looking at her quiet and feminine self in the mirror, Ye Lan had an impeccable standard smile on the corner of her mouth.

Originally, Ye Lan thought so.

It's just that I don't know if it's an illusion.,She always feels like herself in the mirror.。。 Smile more brightly.

Ye Lan hurriedly lowered her head, didn't look at herself in the mirror, combed her hair with a comb indiscriminately, and quickly got up and rushed out of the bedroom.

The living room has long been covered with the afternoon sun, and the summer sun is still unkind.

Feeling the high temperature in the house, Ye Lan hesitated, but only opened the window.

It's only June, and it's a little early to turn on the air conditioner.

It's also good to blow the natural wind.

The living room was empty, and Ye Lan still remembered that Wang Mengjie was still at her house before she went to sleep.

Ye Lan got up and pushed open the door of the game room, but the empty room told Ye Lan that Wang Mengjie was not here.

The girl's eyes were a little hollow.

Or rather...

Wang Mengjie, didn't even come to her today?

It's just wishful thinking on her part.

Are you making up a beautiful world yourself?

"Sister Ye Lan, are you awake?"

Wang Mengjie happened to come out of the toilet when she saw Ye Lan standing in the living room with a low face, and opened her mouth curiously.

Ye Lan's face lit up, and she happily raised her head to look in the direction where the girl was.

Just the next second.

It was empty.

The smile on Ye Lan's face instantly stiffened, and was gradually replaced by disbelief.

The girl walked to the sofa sadly, and the whole person lay down on the sofa weakly, and the original sunshine was also hid behind the clouds at the right time.

For a moment, the empty living room seemed a little deserted.

It's even a little bleak.

"Ding Dong"

In a trance, Ye Lan seemed to hear the doorbell.

The girl stood up numbly, and cautiously leaned on the door to look at the scenery outside the cat's eye.

Wang Mengjie was standing at the door, holding a big bag of snacks in her arms.

Ye Lan opened the door.

"Ah, Sister Ye Lan, have you woken up?"

Wang Mengjie saw Ye Lan standing at the door, and asked with a happy face.

It's just that what makes her a little strange is why this sister looks at her with a strange face.

"Sister Ye Lan?"

Ye Lan just looked at Wang Mengjie and stretched out her hand to pinch the girl's face.

"It's too much, are you bullying me if you're unhappy?"

Ye Lan was stunned for a moment, let go of her hand in a daze, and looked at Wang Mengjie cautiously.

"I'm sorry. ”

"What's wrong with you?"

"I'm like... ”

Ye Lan wanted to explain her situation to Wang Mengjie, but in the next second, Ye Feng's complicated and fearful face flashed in the girl's heart.

If she did. . .

Could she feel like a monster too?

Thinking of this, Ye Lan quickly shook her head and forced a smile.

"It's okay, come in. ”

Wang Mengjie just looked at Ye Lan suspiciously, and entered the room sideways.

She was almost worried to death, if she hadn't seen Ye Lan sleeping calmly in the bedroom, she would probably have to call her parents to come over and enlighten Ye Lan.

"What time did you wake up? You were asleep when I left. ”

Wang Mengjie was very skillful lying on Ye Lan's sofa, squinting at Ye Lan who was sitting upright.

I don't know if it's my own delusion.

How did she feel that Ye Lan seemed to be a different person.

"When I slept. Isn't it quiet?"

Ye Lan did not face Wang Mengjie's question directly, but asked a question that made Wang Mengjie a little puzzled.

"It's honest and quiet, what's wrong? Do you have a nightmare?"

"Well... It's not a nightmare, is it? ”

Ye Lan smiled reluctantly and lowered her head.

She didn't want to believe that it was her true self.

It was just a nightmare that couldn't be more terrifying.

She is Ye Lan, the captain of Girls' Generation, not the girl who seems to be selfish.

"Sister Ye Lan. ”

"Huh?"

"Is it okay?"

Wang Mengjie's worried voice made Ye Lan's heart sour.

The girl shook her head.

"It's okay, I'm fine. ”

"Really. ”

。。。。。。

The warm hot water obediently slid down the blue and smooth skin of the leaves, dripping onto the bathroom floor and blooming into a beautiful splash.

Ye Lan lowered her head and counted the numbers boringly.

I don't know how long I stood in the bathroom, Ye Lan consciously wrapped her body in a bath towel.

The moisture on my body was quickly absorbed by the bath towel, and Ye Lan sat in front of the dresser, looking at myself in the mirror who was a little blurred by the heat.

Becoming clearer and clearer.

Ye Lan raised the corners of her mouth, followed the mirror and began to practice the smile she had shown countless times in front of the camera.

Just the next second, the smile became irrepressible.

But in the mirror, he was expressionless.

Ye Lan looked at herself in the mirror in horror, stroking her face with both hands, but found that the corners of her mouth that were originally raised high had been lowered.

She.. Can't laugh.

"Why... You always refuse to admit my existence?"

The girl muttered unconsciously, and then subconsciously covered her mouth, her big pretty eyes full of fear.

What was she talking about?

Ye Lan got up, rushed out of the bathroom, picked up the mobile phone that had been on the table since the morning, and turned it on.

She wants to buy some. Drugs for the treatment of the psyche.

Although she is reluctant to admit that she has psychological problems.

But.. The facts are already here.

She's really a little unhealthy right now.

That sick, neurotic guy isn't himself.

She just wants to replace herself, she must want to influence herself, and then replace her body.

She must kill "her".

That selfish, neurotic person must not be Ye Lan.

The girl had a sickly smile on the corner of her mouth, anxiously looking at the mobile phone that was still on the boot screen.

It's just a flash.。。 Countless missed calls and text messages made Ye Lan stunned.

Some crazy hearts are also gradually calming down.

Ye Lan regained her former composure, calmly looking at the strings of numbers on her phone that she had already memorized.

If it was a day ago, I'm afraid Ye Lan would still be very happy.

Just now.

Girlhood doesn't need her anymore.

And.

She is no longer the gentle Ye Lan now.

She's a lunatic.

It's a monster.

It's a devil.

Ye Lan took out the mobile phone card, broke it and threw it into the trash.

Anyway, there is a wireless network at home, so it doesn't delay her from surfing the Internet.

As for the girls' generation, they are.

Ye Lan shook her head, not thinking about the group of cute girls.

She couldn't tell the difference.

Are those girls real, or are they a lie she made up on her behalf?

Just to make myself a little happier.

Ye Lan didn't want to face it and didn't want to face it.

She's just wishful thinking.

Believe in their existence.

Also believe. They really don't need themselves anymore.

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