Chapter 134: Treat it as your own
"Hurry up, I'm very excited now! I want you to teach me? I don't know the severity yet? Can your aunt's body withstand the stimulation? You say, I can withstand it!" Zeng Youliang said impatiently.
A-Ying sat down slowly, looked at Zeng Youliang calmly, and said calmly: "The doctor said that I can't have children anymore." ”
Zeng Youliang was stunned when he heard this, and he opened his mouth to speak, but he couldn't breathe. His long face, which was originally flushed, was suffocated and turned a little pale.
"Uncle!" Ah Ying quickly stood up, walked to Zeng Youliang's side, held his shoulders and shook him, and shouted in panic.
After a long while, Zeng Youliang came to his senses, he raised his big broad palm, held A-Ying's hands, patted her gently on the back of her hand, and motioned for A-Ying to sit down.
Zeng Youliang let out a long sigh before he said in his low, thick and slightly hoarse voice: "Yingzi, things are already like this, we have no better way than to accept it." Of course, if medical technology can make your body recover, even if your uncle sells the company tomorrow, I will not hesitate to do so. Have you ever asked your doctor if there is any hope for recovery?"
A-Ying shook her head lightly and replied calmly, "The doctor said it was a permanent wound and it is impossible to recover again." Uncle, I knew about this situation at the time, and I was very difficult to accept. After all this time, I've figured it out, and maybe that's a good thing for me. ”
"Well, it's a trauma for your body that is hard to heal, and you can't avoid it. But for those feudal and secular concepts in your hometown, you don't care anymore, because you are completely liberated, and you don't have to endlessly give birth to new children for A.
If you can still get pregnant after giving birth to a baby this time, and the next baby will still be a girl, will you continue to give birth until you give birth to a son? What is this to you? Is it a fertility machine?
At the beginning, I saw that Ah Xin's parents were very feudal, very worldly, and very snobbish, so I didn't agree with you marrying Ah Xin. Alas, don't talk about this, it's even more uncomfortable to talk too much!" Zeng Youliang said indignantly, and sighed a few times in a row.
"Uncle, I've figured it out, don't be angry, okay?" A-Ying asked softly. In fact, she wanted to cry very much, in order to no longer stimulate Zeng Youliang, she had to forcibly suppress the emotions of turning over the river and the sea.
"Yingzi! How could I be angry with you? Since I was a child, have I ever been angry with you and hit you? Although you are not my own child, your aunt and I have always treated you as our own, and you are the flesh of our hearts! Seeing that you have suffered so much, we are powerless, my heart is cramping and leaving blood!
Do you know why your aunt and I adopted you in the first place? You have two older brothers and an older sister, and they are both very healthy. Your parents knew that your aunt could not have children after giving birth to your cousin, and they kindly asked me to choose one of your two brothers and pass on him to be our son and your cousin's companion.
But after discussing with your aunt, I decided not to adopt for the time being. In the future, even if she wants to adopt, she will have to raise a daughter, and she will not be allowed to change her name. Because I and your aunt both hate the feudal ideas and ignorant customs of our hometown. As soon as the conditions permit, we must raise a daughter, and we must also train her to become a talent, and prove to those feudal and secular people in our hometown that girls are no worse than boys!" Zeng Youliang said.
"However, I didn't fight for you and your aunt, and I embarrassed you. A-Ying said as she wiped her tears.
"Who said that? In our hometown county, apart from you Yingzi, whose other girl went to college? Whose girl opened two orchards with her own ability? Who else got so many honors from you? Can't find it? Why didn't you fight for us? Your aunt and I have always been proud of you!" Zeng Youliang said excitedly.
He adjusted his mood for a moment, and then said, "Everything is providential! That winter, your cousin jumped into the river to save a little girl who had fallen into the water and drowned. He had just passed his fifth birthday that day! Your aunt and I were in great pain, resentful that God had no eyes, why was it so cruel to us, and that the only child we had to give away was taken away?
During those sad and desperate days, I discussed with your aunt and chose a date, and we wanted to jump into the river together to accompany your cousin. When I went to your house to say my final goodbye to your parents, I heard you crying in the cradle, and the voice was very poignant. That's because your mother is short of nutrition, weaned off milk, and there is no food at home, and you are hungry and crying to eat.
When I walked to the cradle and saw that you were crying all over your face, but there was not even a single tear on your little face, I thought you had dried your tears. So I asked your mother to pour a bowl of warm water, and I used a spoon to feed you water. As soon as I put the spoon to your little mouth, you giggled at me. You smile so happily and beautifully, like a tiny sunflower.
I'm smiling as I feed you water. Later, the more I looked at you, the more like your cousin's smiling face, and then I laughed happily with you. At that time, your parents thought it was very strange, they said that they gave birth to you and raised you until you were almost half a year old, except for seeing you cry every day, they never saw you smile.
So your mother said, "You two are in love, you can take her away." When I heard it, I didn't even think about it, I just picked you up from the cradle and walked home. Even though I only fed you half a bowl of water, on the way home, you didn't cry and giggled at me all the time.
Back at home, your aunt is holding you, and you are smiling at her again. It was your innocent smiling face that completely dispelled the idea that your aunt and I were going to jump into the river and accompany your cousin. Yingzi, you are not only the daughter of me and your aunt, you also saved our lives!" Zeng Youliang said with tears in his eyes.
A-Ying kept wiping away her tears and sobbing and said, "I'm sorry uncle! In the past twenty or thirty years, you and your aunt have suffered a lot for me. To this day, you are still afraid of me. ”
"You are our daughter, can we not worry about you? If you don't want me and your aunt to be afraid of you all the time, you have to be kind to yourself, and you have to live happily for yourself. Don't always circle around others and live for others!" Zeng Youliang said earnestly.
From now on, I must be kind to myself, live for myself, and never let you and my aunt be afraid again!" A-Ying said firmly.