Chapter 36: I've Disappointed You Again

After waiting for half an hour, the people inside have not yet come out. He looked at the table and approached the door with some concern, "You...... Is it okay?What's wrong?Is something happen?Can I go in and help you?Don't get me wrong, I don't have anything else to think about......", the person inside still didn't respond to him, he tried his best to restrain his irritability,

Leaning against the door of the changing room, I waited for a while, but there was still no sound. He couldn't wait, he opened the door, and as the door opened, a scar from the burn on her back came into his eyes hideously, a thin strip of bumps and bumps, even though the bruises had long been scattered around her, but there were still deep and shallow marks, like small worms crawling up her smooth shoulders.

He understood why she refused to turn on the light that night, not because of other reasons at all, because she was afraid that he would see her so ugly, maybe he knew that she who didn't dare to fight back was not cowardice, but because she was powerless and unable to resist, so it could only be like this.

She tilted her head to the side, her bangs hanging down just enough to hide her embarrassment. In this way, she is more like a person in a suit, and not being able to see the eyes that he may dislike at the moment will make her more courageous to leave here.

Perhaps, every new beginning is always accompanied by a new end.

The moment she put on her clothes, she tried to think of a variety of results, including how he accepted such a her, what should he do? Unexpectedly, she had done so much homework beforehand, but there was still no homework to teach her how to face the embarrassment of her loved one......

This time, she cried, tears falling thoughtlessly, slanting like rain. No matter how you pack yourself, tell yourself to be flawless. But I still can't do it, paper can never contain fire!

Gu Beihuai's hand was close to her scar, closer! a little closer, and completely covered her scar. He tried to reconstruct the process of her injury in his mind, how could he bear the pain? The pain should have thrust in, slowly burning the snow-like skin until the flames were extinguished, but her pain continued......

It burned her flesh endlessly, including the scorched part of her heart. Happy people use their childhood to heal their lives, and unfortunate people use their lives to heal their childhood. This may be the reason why she has never forgiven her stepmother.

She closed her eyes deadly, hoping that the tears could be poured back into her eyes, that time could be repeated, that her life could be repeated.

His hands and his whole being cherish her scars and the stories behind them. "Don't ...... Don't touch me......" She reached out to cover her scar, her shoulders moving forward. But he took her hand with hers, and the other hand embraced her from behind.

"Fool...... Stupid ...... "He didn't know what to say, he held a lot of words in his heart, he must be desperate to be good to you in the future, he took out a handkerchief and handed it to her, and said doting and pitying, "Let's cry again, don't think I don't know, forget it, for the sake of your face, I'll just treat you as if you didn't cry, and secretly wiped it, anyway, I guessed just now, and I didn't see ......", it was also the first time he made excuses for her vulnerability.

She couldn't help crying, turned around and threw herself into his arms, he couldn't see her crying face and bitter eyes anyway, "I'm sorry, I always show you the worst side ......", he hugged the thin little man in his arms tighter, be as warm as you can.

He found a long shawl, which slipped over her shoulder, a cold touch slipping through her heart. The shawl just covers the scar so tightly that it can't be seen from the outside at all, and at the same time it's not beautiful. With a butterfly with outstretched wings behind her, she is more like an angel.

He pulled her to the mirror, took out the ring box from his pocket, he looked at the person in the mirror and said, "Stretch out your hand, how can there be people who are all married, and there is still an empty ring finger, and ha, its owner is called Gu Beihuai,", she listened to his joking words, forgot her sadness for a while, and laughed out loud.

Her head shook as well, and she stuck out her tongue unconsciously. He hugged her waist, "How beautiful it looks to laugh, you have to laugh when you see me in the future, do you hear it?" every time I see it, I cry and die!"

She listened to him unconsciously, and secretly glanced at the mirror a few times, in fact, if she smiled, she could still see it.

He knelt down on one knee in front of her, facing the mirror, and the boy in the mirror also knelt down to the girl. The girl wears a long white dress, just like the wedding dress worn when she gets married, except for the lack of a veil, there is no lack of rings, and there is no lack of boyfriends, and the location is quite romantic, it is in the changing room.

He took out the ring and looked at her, "Although she is married, as a girl, she should have the right to be proposed, and she should make up for this today...... After the change of words, we will hold a wedding ......",

With the first longing and expectation for love, he said affectionately, "So are you willing to marry me?" Miss Lu Nansheng,

Lu Nansheng nodded at him excitedly for the first time, stretched out his hand, and even tears erupted excitedly, "Although I am not very suitable for a flesh like you, but it's okay to come a little once in a while, I like it very much, I accept your proposal, but now that you propose to me, do you want to propose again on the wedding day?"

"Of course I think so in my heart, isn't it good to be proposed one more time? I mainly want to be a groom...... Gu Beihuai has already put the ring on her ring finger, gently held the back of her hand, and dropped a faint kiss.

Today he personally took her hand and walked into the banquet where she was going to change her name to mother. The real heroine of this banquet should not be her, because Xia Xingchen has long stood dazzlingly next to the woman she wants to change her name to mother, and is next to the mother of the man holding her hand next to her, Xia Xingchen is the daughter-in-law recognized by his mother in her heart.

And she and Xia Xingchen finally stood on the opposite side of the rival in love and officially confronted each other, in fact, before this battle started, she had already lost nothing. She has nothing, all she can rely on is the commitment and love of the man next to her.

When Gu Beihuai suddenly looked at Xia Xingchen in the air, he was more or less guilty, after all, he was the one who owed her three years ago, and he was the one who abandoned her three years later. Xia Xingchen smiled bitterly at him, and stubbornly refused to admit defeat.

Her gaze moved downward, falling on the two pairs of couple rings tightly on the ring fingers, as well as the two hands with ten fingers interlocked, and the dazzling light on the rings stung Xia Xingchen's eyes for a while.

She was no longer the dazzling star in his eyes, she had fallen completely, in the dust. Xia Xingchen's love has no value, but instead of her, it is the weak and incompetent Lu Nansheng next to her, three years ago, didn't he hate such a weak and incompetent person the most?

Xia Xingchen resolutely withdrew his gaze that no longer pleaded, Gu Mu obviously understood Xia Xingchen's last glance of loss, so she thought it must be this person named Lu Nansheng. Gu's mother looked at her son and said kindly, "Beihuai, this is ...... , don't you want to introduce me?"

Regarding this scandal of Lu Nansheng, Gu's mother was very cold. Behind the scenes, when I often made an afternoon tea appointment with the rich wife, I swore to them that I would never let such a woman marry in and ruin the doorway, and said that whoever married such a woman was blind. Now saying such things is more like laughing at his own son.

Gu Beihuai grabbed Lu Nansheng's trembling fingertips even harder, wrapping her entire hand tightly. "She's mine...... We're married!" he turned to look at Lu Nansheng and smiled at her, "Don't be afraid, she's your mother, change your name to mom......"

Xia Xingchen's face turned a lot whiter on the spot, shattering her last bit of hope like a thunderbolt, and at this time she was like the biggest joke! She suddenly sat down on the sofa behind her, the red wine glass she was holding in her hand was crushed, the glass slag pierced her fingers, and she didn't know that she didn't know that red blood flowed out, because she didn't feel pain.

Gu's mother had a kind face, and took the red wine handed by the waiter, the anger in Gu's mother's eyes no longer allowed Lu Nansheng to be in her eyes for a second, and then walked in the direction of Lu Nansheng with the red wine. Slowly, he said, "Lu ...... South...... Sheng, okay, I'm here to meet the woman who got my son here......",

"What kind of shameless slut is it?" The red wine came from the shop and poured it from the top of his head, dyeing the long white dress worn by Lu Nansheng red, with a strong aroma of red wine. Her bangs were still stained with fine droplets of water that had been falling down her neck and flowing into her clothes. Red wine was splashed all around her eyes, and her somewhat moist eyelashes were mixed in with her eyes, rolling like they were blowing into sand.

Also from today, Lu Nansheng has once again become an evil woman in a wealthy circle like Gu's mother. It's all just a cycle, just now jumping out of a circle, covered in scars. It dawned on me that I had fallen into another circle, and it went on and on, never stopping.

Gu Beihuai took off his suit jacket and wrapped it in Lu Nansheng's wine-soaked place, and ripped off his tie to wipe her face. He tucked the red wine-soaked hair on her sideburns behind her ears and kissed her forehead.

Hands flicked lightly under her eyes, "I have always been unable to protect you, this time I disappointed you again, you must have scolded me ten thousand times in your heart, I am a bastard, a complete bastard......."