On this day, I have been walking aimlessly on the street, watching the people and cars on the street, the buildings standing, and my heart is full of emotion.

Maybe one day in the future, I will be able to carve out a little world of my own in this city: a room of my own, a car to travel for myself, and a place for me to accompany me for the rest of my life.

More than once I asked myself: How long is that? In fact, I don't know the bottom myself. Now I am a jobless vagrant, a "dummy" with sound limbs and empty ambitions, but no real action.

After thinking about it for a while, I wanted to go back to my hometown, to that small town called Moon Bay. Maybe there, I can find the answer I want, and I can go for a break.

When I got home in the evening, I asked my dad to borrow his scrapped van to drive on National Highway 325, and about an hour later, I returned to this small town called Moon Bay.

Moon Bay is a relatively famous tourist attraction in our city, and it is a 4A-level tourist attraction in China. It faces the South China Sea, surrounded by mountains and rivers, and is mainly dominated by tourism and fishing.

Due to the development of tourism and real estate in recent years, the housing prices here are no less than the average housing prices in the urban area, and the prices are even more frighteningly high, almost equivalent to the living standards of China's second-tier cities.

I drove slowly into a street corner in my van, and I was greeted by a three-story old house, which was my hometown. After tidying up the old house, I wanted to walk around this coastal town.

I haven't been back to the town in many years since I moved to the city.

Although it is now the end of November and the tourist season is off-season, there are still many tourists who come here due to the relatively hot weather.

The seafood stalls and seafood shops on the street are almost crowded with tourists who come from all over the world to visit here. Cars on the road are coming one after another, and the streets are lit up with people coming and going.

I walked to the dam by the sea and leaned against the railing: watching the family with Kong Ming lanterns on the beach, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, and the sea breeze blowing towards me.

At this moment, I felt as if I was frozen here. My depressed mood has also eased a lot.

I remember that when I was very young, it was a poor fishermen's town, but due to the strong development of tourism in recent years, the word poverty seems to have been abandoned by this town for a long time.

I suddenly had an idea in my mind that I wanted to open my own little inn in this small town and start my life here again.

After all, this is where I grew up, and I know a lot of things, and among the people I know, some friends are also engaged in tourism-related careers here in Moon Bay, and you can discuss any related issues with them when the time comes.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh in my heart.

After thinking about it again, I felt that it was not good for me to be unemployed now?

............

I walked to a stall selling Kong Ming lanterns on the shore and spent ten yuan to buy a Kong Ming lantern, and remembered the many experiences over the years, so I wrote the words "start over" on the Kong Ming lantern.

The Kong Ming lantern slowly floated into the air with the night, getting farther and farther away from me, and finally only a drop of dark light appeared in my eyes. It wasn't until the Kong Ming lantern disappeared that I slowly lit a cigarette for myself.

Suddenly, I was slapped on the back.

I looked back and saw a beautiful woman in a white low-cut dress with long hair fluttering in the air in the sea breeze standing behind me, looking at me with a smile.

Today she just put on a light makeup and a little lipstick, and I stared at her chest for a moment in the darkness of the night, and then quickly withdrew my gaze.

"We just met you in the hospital this morning, and I met you here again in the evening, and said, are you following me? Su Yi looked at me with a smile, and then walked next to me and leaned against the railing like me.

Looking at her long, slightly curly hair blown by the sea breeze, I couldn't help but lose my mind.

Su Yi patted me: "Hey, have you seen enough?"

I smiled at her embarrassedly, and then asked her with an evil look: "If you dress like this at night, aren't you afraid that the criminals will think of you?"

"I don't see any outlaws but you. Do you think badly of me? Su Yi glared at me viciously.

"Come on, you're a woman who makes people look at the back and want to attack, look at the side and want to retreat, and look at the front and want to faint. ”

"Is it my beauty that makes people stunned?" Su Yi leaned closer to me and tapped my shoulder lightly with her fingers.

"Ugly, hahaha. ”

"You didn't brush your teeth with black toothpaste today, you have such a heavy breath. ”

"Brother never uses black people, he uses black girls. After saying that, he made a gesture of brushing her teeth.

"Poof~~, haha, you brush your teeth with your fingers. Su Yi covered her mouth, her eyes narrowed into a line.

Then I took advantage of her inattention and pinched her face with my hand. She immediately raised her slap and prepared to come at me.

As soon as I dodged, Su Yi instantly hit the air, and then I turned around and made a fist clenching motion: "I brushed my teeth with my feet." ”

"Zhai Xiuwen, can you stop being so naïve and be mature?" Su Yi glared at me angrily, and her face gradually turned slightly red.

I looked at her chest, and then said to her wickedly, "Hehe, you've grown up and are doing well." ”

Su Yi hurriedly covered his chest and said to me in an angry tone: "Zhai Xiuwen, can you not be so vulgar. ”

"I'll go, I look so good, and my body is still so, emmmmm..... You say yes. I said and gestured to her graceful figure.

I was afraid that she would get angry, and then she would lose her princess temper with me like she was studying, and she was ready to retreat and run away. Just as I was about to run, she reached out and pulled me, and we both fell to the ground. And I was facing the ground, and Su Yi was lying on my back.

The pain and the pressure of Su Yi's body quickly spread throughout my body.

I felt like so many eyes were on us, and I swear it was the most humiliating I've ever had in my 26-year life.

Su Yi lay on top of me like this, and I thought to myself, if I don't pretend to be dead, I just lay motionless on the ground. Su Yi seemed to be playing dead, burying her face on my left shoulder, leaning on my back, and then bursts of her exhaled air came from my neck.

At this time, an old lady came over next to us, bent over, stared at us for a long time before saying to us, "Young man, are you all right?" ”

Su Yi quickly got up from me, and then walked quickly to the place where there were few people without looking back. I also slowly stood up, and in order to relieve the embarrassment, I deliberately pulled my collar, and then looked around, not daring to stop at the crowd.

"You young people nowadays, you want to pursue excitement, you want to pursue happiness, I understand these truths, but next time you have to find a place where no one is around, there are many people here, and the impact is not good. ”

I stared at the aunt with wide eyes, but then said to her, "Auntie, you know a lot." ”

"Auntie was also young, but not as crazy as you. As she spoke, my aunt walked past me with a smile that I couldn't guess.

I looked at the aunt in front of me, and I couldn't help but laugh in my heart: it seems that this aunt used to be a woman with all kinds of charms!

After patting the dust on my body, I walked in the direction of Su Yi's walk again.

When I walked to the beach where the crowds were sparse, I saw Su Yi sitting there quietly playing with the sand, I approached her, stood behind her and coughed deliberately. She glared back at me and turned her head to play with her sand.

"You're a kid, and you're still playing with mud and sand. I sat down next to her and played with the sand as she did.

"Every time I meet you, I'm ashamed to death. Su Yi unhappily grabbed a handful of sand and threw it on me.

"If you hadn't pulled me, would we have done that?" I dodged, dodging the sand she threw at me, and sat down around the other side of her.

"If you hadn't hurt me, would I have pulled you?"

"Why are you learning from me? ”

"Why are you learning me to play with sand? ”

So the two fell silent again in their bickering.

............

After a while, I put down the sand in my hand, took a cigarette out of my pocket and smoked it. The smoke was also blown away by the sea breeze.

"I heard that you broke up with Zhenzhen. Su Yi looked at me playfully, put down the sand in his hand, and clapped his hands.

I looked at her in surprise, I broke up with Mo Zhenzhen, except for a few of my good friends, I didn't talk to anyone.

Su Yi seemed to see what I was thinking, and after a pause, he said to me: "Your good buddy Jiang Yiguo told me half a year ago, and told me that you go to him every day to borrow wine to drown your sorrows." ”

"Damn, this grandson's mouth is also owed. I puffed out a puff of cigarette.

"Paper can't contain fire, and even if he doesn't say it, I'll know one day. But looking at your grandfather and your mother's attitude towards Mo Zhenzhen today, it seems that you don't know that you have broken up. ”

"My grandfather is in such a physical condition now, how dare he tell them the truth. ”

"But one day they'll find out, won't they?" Su Yi looked at me with her big eyes.

"Let's talk about it. Don't talk about her, okay?"

Su Yi snorted, then made an OK gesture to me.

"You quit your job in Shenzhen?"

"Hmm. ”

"So what do you think now? ”

Her question made me a little impatient, and I said heavily, "Why do you have so much to do?" I'll have to tell you if I'm going to the toilet!"

Su Yi bit her lip and looked at me with a complicated expression, followed by another silence.

The night was already bottomless, and I don't know when, Su Yi had fallen asleep on my shoulder.