As usual, Jung so-yeon wakes up from chaos.

Rubbing her head, which was a little sore from her hangover, Jung so-yeon yawned cutely.

took out the mobile phone placed next to the pillow, and the background was still Ye Lan's familiar and stupid smile.

"Good morning, Ernie. ”

Zheng Xiuyan happily said hello to Ye Lan on the phone and sat up in a daze.

Today is the day she has a meeting in the magic capital.

She doesn't know how many times she's been to this city, even more than she has been back to the United States.

She always has an inexplicable sixth sense, Ye Lan must be living in a strange corner of the city, but she hasn't found it yet.

Lifting the quilt to reveal her slender white legs, Zheng Xiuyan walked to the wardrobe and opened the wardrobe door.

Because she often comes to the magic capital, she has already bought a small commercial house here.

However, the terrifying housing prices in the magic capital, even Zheng Xiuyan, who has been famous for many years, can't help but be amazed.

The clothes in the closet are still the familiar ones.

Zheng Xiuyan casually pulled out a short-sleeved T-shirt and put it on her body.

It was still the dress with Ye Lan's photo printed on it, and it was full of sentences in eight Chinese.

"Have you seen this person?"

Since that day, Zheng Xiuyan has always been this outfit, whether in front of the stage or behind the scenes.

The former fashionista Zheng Xiuyan has disappeared, leaving only a sister who is struggling to find Ye Lan.

After changing her clothes, her hair was neatly tied in a ponytail with a leather band, and Zheng Xiuyan walked to the windowsill barefoot.

Pulling the curtain open, a ray of strong light shone through the glass on Zheng Xiuyan's beautiful face.

Because the sun is a little dazzling, Zheng Xiuyan is inevitably a little unable to open her eyes.

"Ahh It's raining. ”

The drizzle outside was reflected in the girl's godless eyes.

The girl looked down at the time and stretched widely.

"Get out and take a walk!"

I don't know who I'm talking to, or if the girl is talking to herself.

Zheng Xiuyan washed up neatly, put on a mask, sunglasses and a hat, and casually copied an umbrella and walked out of her small bedroom.

The continuous drizzle naturally poured on the lawn of Zheng Xiuyan's community, and Zheng Xiuyan walked alone on this familiar street.

Because of Ye Lan, her Chinese has almost improved by leaps and bounds in recent years.

People who are not familiar with her do not even know that the girl is an American.

I can also speak Korean.

Summer is still as hot as ever, even on rainy days.

It's better to say that it's hotter on a rainy day.

I found a convenience store, took a sandwich, and was very familiar with paying with my mobile phone.

Looking at the somewhat cold sandwich in her hand, Zheng Xiuyan lowered her head and smiled.

If Ye Lan was still by her side, she would definitely be angry again, why did she eat such cold food again.

However, Ye Lan is not here now, and Zheng Xiuyan has no worries.

Unwrap the sandwich and take small sips into your mouth.

While looking at the crowd of people passing by in a hurry outside the convenience store, Zheng Xiuyan gradually let go.

This is the third year of the year.

It was also her first year away from girlhood.

She thinks that Girlhood has been disbanded since the end of 12.

Without Ye Lan, the girlhood is what kind of girlhood.

After so many years, Zheng Xiuyan is not so resentful of the girls who used to be so close.

Forgetting is a natural occurrence.

Whether it is fans or everyone, they have forgotten the 08 year when she was young, but she still tried her best to stand in front of them and silently carry all the pressure.

Maybe that's when she fell hopelessly in love with each other.

Or maybe earlier.

Zheng Xiuyan herself doesn't know.

The girl's vision gradually blurred.

It's been three years.

Where did Ernie, who didn't let her worry, go?

The girl didn't wipe her eyes until her face was completely wet.

With a sigh, he tossed the bag of sandwiches that had been wrapped around and into the trash can and picked up his umbrella.

It's time for her to give up.

Since she left her youth, she has spent almost all her time and all her connections on finding Ye Lan.

After last year's Weibo, which almost caused a sensation in China, people's attention also followed.

tried all the strength of Sone and Mao Maosi in Huaxia, but they couldn't find Ye Lan's figure.

Does this person really live in Huaxia?

Zheng Xiuyan stubbornly bit her lower lip and shook her head, shaking off the strange thoughts in her mind.

Ye Lan must have lived in China.

In other words, Ye Lan can only live in China.

After all, she doesn't speak languages other than Chinese and Korean.

It was still early, and Zheng Xiuyan decided to visit Ye Lan's hometown.

For so long, she has been obsessed with looking for Ye Lan, but she has neglected this beautiful scenery nearby.

。。。。。

"Hello?"

"Jessica, where are you?"

"Outside, what's wrong?"

"I'm going to come back for rehearsals, and there's a meet-and-greet in the evening. ”

"Hmm. ”

Zheng Xiuyan hung up the phone, and she was about to walk to the college campus.

Listening to the bell ringing in the distance, Zheng Xiuyan pouted.

None of her went to college.

The mansion where tonight's performance will take place is not far from Zheng Xiuyan, and for Zheng Xiuyan, who is familiar with the route around here, she can find it all the way without opening a map.

After arriving at the mansion, the familiar staff was already waiting for Zheng Xiuyan.

"I'm sorry, I'm late for a bit of a detour on the road. ”

Zheng Xiuyan bowed her head and apologized very insincerely.

Friends just laughed, too.

"Going out for a walk again?"

Zheng Xiuyan's character has long been accustomed to them.

"Hmm, do you want to put on makeup?"

The makeup artist looked at Zheng Xiuyan with a calm expression in her face strangely.

"Don't want to put on makeup?

Zheng Xiuyan nodded.

"I don't want to put on makeup today, it's just a meet-and-greet. ”

"Okay, what about the clothes? ”

Zheng Xiuyan nodded, and the clothes were naturally looking for the Ye Lan series.

She's getting used to it.

Looking down at the big smiling face of Ye Lan printed on her chest, Zheng Xiuyan also smiled silently.

Walked directly into the mansion, picked up the microphone and began to audition.

。。。。。

At seven o'clock in the evening, Zheng Xiuyan's third meeting in the magic capital this year officially began.

Zheng Xiuyan is almost consuming the money she has earned over the years to hold this meeting.

Not for anything else, just to let more Ye Lan's compatriots participate in this action to find Ye Lan.

When the fans entered, Zheng Xiuyan was already sitting on the stage with a smile on her face and watching them.

"Did my sister find Sister Ye Lan today?"

There were fans in the audience who shouted at Zheng Xiuyan very skillfully.

Even if she is using Chinese, Zheng Xiuyan can understand it.

The girl shook her head.

Also answered out loud.

"No! I don't know where she ran to!"

Although Zheng Xiuyan still had a smile on her face when she answered.

But fans who are familiar with Jung so-yeon have seen the sadness hidden behind the girl's smile.

There are also fans who are very distressed, and the Zheng Xiuyan they are familiar with should be arrogant and beautiful.

Unlike now, in order to find Ye Lan, he is humble to the bones.

"Sister, don't look for it, go back!"

Zheng Xiuyan was stunned, after so many meetings, this was the first time she had heard a fan say this.

Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan didn't answer, the fans' voices became more and more neat.

"Go back, go back!"

Zheng Xiuyan's eyes gradually lost concentration, and she picked up the microphone that had been put aside and put it to her mouth.

Red lips slightly opened.

"Even you, are you going to forget her?"

A cold but sweet voice resounded throughout the venue.

The unanimous shouts of the fans faded away, replaced by a deathly silence.

"Don't forget if she's good. ”

"I'll find her. ”

Zheng Xiuyan muttered to herself in a low voice, put down the microphone, and no longer paid attention to the fans who entered, but hugged her legs and rested her head on her knees.

The venue gradually quieted down, and Zheng Xiuyan raised her head.

At this time, Zheng Xiuyan, who had returned to normal, picked up the microphone.

"Can I do without makeup today!"

"Yes!"

"Don't you dislike me?"

"Don't dislike it!"

The girl smiled cutely and stood up.

Without luxurious makeup, he was still wearing a familiar T-shirt looking for Ye Lan and a pair of slim-fitting jeans.

The hair was simply loose, and even the pretty face that was not powdered was slightly pale under the light.

But there is no fan who doesn't like such a real Jung so-yeon.

"I don't know how many times it is, don't you feel bored?"

Zheng Xiuyan can already tease her fans very skillfully.

"Of course it's not boring!"

"How can it be boring to see my sister's beautiful face. ”

Zheng Xiuyan chuckled.

"Oh no! It's too superficial, but my heart is also very beautiful. ”

The fans were all laughing.

When the laughter gradually faded, Zheng Xiuyan hooked the corners of her mouth.

"Although I know that I haven't come, I still have to ask, Ye Lan, are you here?"

The fans were very cooperative and quieted down, for fear of making a little noise and disturbing Zheng Xiuyan.

Zheng Xiuyan smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Sure enough, she still didn't come, and I didn't take her money, so why didn't this person even come to see me once. ”

Fans are silent.

Since countless meetings, almost every time Zheng Xiuyan will ask such a question as usual.

There have been so many meet-and-greets, and every time Jung so-yeon has not charged fans.

As long as you have any album from their ten-member period, you can enter.

It can also be said that Zheng Xiuyan has not made a penny from fans this whole year.

But even so, Jung so-yeon's number of personal fans is the largest in all girls' generation.

The girl's undisguised straightforwardness and domineering personality have attracted a lot of fans for the girl.

Not to mention that almost all of Ye Lan's fans are paying attention to Zheng Xiuyan's every move.

What warms the hearts of those Ye Lan fans is that even if Ye Lan leaves, Zheng Xiuyan never stops looking for Ye Lan once.

It doesn't matter what happened that year.

Now they just want to see Ye Lan appear on this meeting.

Zheng Xiuyan sighed, but soon sorted out her mind.

If you cry, you can go back to cry, and Zheng Xiuyan still has to maintain her image as a goddess in front of fans.

Even though this goddess didn't even paint makeup, she was still wearing home clothes.

。。。。。

After chatting with the fans for a while, and then answering a few enthusiastic questions from fans, the two-hour meeting is about to come to an end.

After all, this is a free meet-and-greet, and fans can't ask Jung so-yeon to do more.

In the end, it is the part that fans are most looking forward to.

Zheng Xiuyan drank a big sip of water under the gaze of nearly 5,000 fans at the scene, moistened her throat, and looked irritable.

"After saying so much, I still have to sing, but it's okay not to sing tonight. ”

"No way!!"

This is the first time that fans have disagreed with Jung so-yeon.

Zheng Xiuyan was not angry, but smiled helplessly.

"I'm really... Well, the song I'm going to share with you today is a song I sang in the movie!"

"It's good! I'll sing it to you. ”

While Zheng Xiuyan was speaking, the accompaniment of the song had already sounded.

Zheng Xiuyan moved the microphone away, turned her back and opened her voice simply.

Turning his head again, a sweet voice resounded in this small and small venue.

"I heard the raindrops falling on the green meadows. ”

"I heard the bell ringing in the distance. ”

"But I didn't hear you. ”

"Seriously, call me by name. ”

Most fans haven't heard this song, but they've heard it anyway.

This is the theme song of "My Girlhood", which was released on Treasure Island only two days ago.

Both the title of the movie and the lyrics are perfect for tonight.

Although it was the first time to listen to it, fans were immersed in Jung so-yeon's voice.

Except for Jung so-yeon.

The sourness in the girl's heart was about to overflow.

She didn't like the song.

But the lyrics are full of what she wants to say to Ye Lan.

"When I fell in love with you, I didn't understand feelings. ”

"I felt unforgettable and unforgettable when I parted. ”

"Why didn't I find out I met you. ”

"It's life, the best thing. ”

The scenes of the past flashed quickly in Zheng Xiuyan's mind, and the girl gradually blurred her vision.

"Maybe I was busy smiling and crying. ”

"Busy chasing meteors in the sky. ”

The girls remembered the excitement they felt when they first lifted a trophy.

also remembered that after the Black Sea in 08, Ye Lan tried hard to hold everyone in his arms and tried to soothe the collapse of all the girls.

At that time, why didn't they find that Ye Lan, who had always been the strongest, was also full of tears at that time?

"People take it for granted to forget. ”

"Who has been silently guarding the same place in the wind and rain. ”

After 12 years of turmoil, Ye Lantou left them without looking back.

Perhaps it was Ye Lan who paid the most attention to them and pushed Ye Lan away from them with their own hands.

After Ye Lan left, they still maintained their youthful strength.

After being strong for a long time, new fans have gradually forgotten the figure who once tried to stand in front of them on their own.

The battle for singing skills in the team has gradually disappeared from Ye Lan, and fans are more discussing who has better singing skills between Kim Taeyeon and her.

Maybe some fans will often mention how brilliant Ye Lan was when he was still there.

But more people have forgotten the first captain of their youth.

In the end, now she was the only one left who insisted on finding her.

Jung so-yeon took a deep breath.

Wiped his eyes, which had been blurred.

"It turns out that you are the luck I want to keep the most. ”

"It turns out that we used to be so close to love. ”

"That was my decision against the world. ”

"The rain that accompanied me. ”

"It's you in every scene, spotless and sincere. ”

In a trance, Zheng Xiuyan vaguely saw Ye Lan sitting alone in front of the piano on the stage of the dream performance, crying and playing and singing their debut song.

Since Ye Lan left, they haven't sung that song again.

Maybe it's out of self-reproach? They don't feel worthy.

"I'm so lucky to meet you. ”

"But I have lost the right to shed tears for you. ”

Zheng Xiuyan's tears rained down, no matter how she wiped them, she couldn't stop the tears that kept dripping on the floor.

"I wish I could see the horizon. ”

"You spread your wings. ”

"I am destined to meet you. ”

The last sentence Jung so-yeon didn't want to sing.

The girl took the microphone, wiped her tears, and gradually regained her composure.

The fans in the audience also held their breath.

Although it was the first time I heard this song, there were already some fans who had been a girl's generation from the beginning and couldn't hold back their tears.

At that time, under the leadership of Ye Lan, the girls were so high-spirited.

It's not that the current captain, Kim Taeyeon, is bad.

It's just that they don't fit in.

"Youth is a stumbling journey. ”

"It's beautiful in hindsight. ”

"It's too late to thank you for giving me courage. ”

"Let me be myself. ”

Zheng Xiuyan smiled cutely at the corners of her mouth.

If it weren't for Ye Lan's perfect rescue when she performed in the middle of the year for the first time when she was a trainee, she might not be in the girlhood now.

Zheng Xiuyan never dared to say that she was very brave, she was just standing beside Ye Lan and pretending to be a tiger.

She has long been accustomed to the feeling of Ye Lan standing in front of her in everything.

Until there is no leaf blue.

She gradually learned to be strong.

Without a tolerant embrace, Zheng Xiuyan can only rely on herself in the future.

"Maybe I was busy smiling and crying. ”

"Busy chasing meteors in the sky. ”

"People take it for granted to forget. ”

"Who has been silently guarding the same place in the wind and rain. ”

Zheng Xiuyan adjusted her ear.

Hold the microphone tightly and show your signature smile.

"It turns out that you are the luck I want to keep the most. ”

"It turns out that we used to be so close to love. ”

"That was my decision against the world. ”

"The rain that accompanied me. ”

"It's you in every scene. ”

"Spotlessly clean and sincere. ”

"I'm so lucky to meet you. ”

"But I have lost the right to shed tears for you. ”

Jung so-yeon clenched the microphone.

Biting her lower lip tightly.

Why didn't you come to her?

It's been so many years.

She didn't expect Ye Lan to accept her, even if she simply appeared in front of her, she could say that she was doing well now.

Why, just don't want to show up?

The girl wiped her tears for the third time.

said that it was okay not to cry in front of fans.

She insisted on singing the song to the end.

"Hopefully... In the skyrim that I can't see. ”

"You spread your wings. ”

"I was destined to meet you. ”

"How lucky he will be. ”

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