Chapter 5: Throbbing

Time always flies too quickly, and it's time to go to work again. In the morning he still came to pick me up on time, and I sat in the back as usual, ignoring him. He didn't say anything, just handed me a cup of soy milk, I didn't react, I didn't look at him, he took back the soy milk.

After a while, he said, "Why didn't you feel well yesterday, did you get sick?" I said, "You don't feel well, you're not sick!" He said: I know you're not sick, you're angry with me, aren't you? I said, "I'm not angry, I don't want to see you?" He said, "Why don't you want to see me?" I just want to see you! The girl's words are all the opposite! I said: Do you know women very well? He said: Yes, I'm married, but I'm in the process of getting a divorce. I said: I'm annoying you, I'm really annoying you, stop, I'm going to get off.

He parked the car by the river, and I opened the door and got out of the car, shouting angrily at the river! He also got out of the car with me, came to me, and shouted loudly! But I heard the words "I like you."

He took me by the hand and said, "You are beautiful!" You know what? I said, "I was told this when I was little!" I know! He said, "I will never forget you when I first saw you, I like you!"

I shook my head at him. I said, "No, what happened to the woman who smashed the cup that day?" I don't want to ask you to be wronged, I don't want to know about you, I think you're a "scumbag"! I'm not interested in other people's men, let alone other people's men...... I don't like you, I don't want to, don't!

He said, "No, you like me!" I kissed you and felt your passion! You have feelings for me!

Oh my God! I regret accepting his kiss, what should I do now? I was speechless! I turned away from him and let him say anything......

Suddenly, he hugged me from behind, his cheek against mine, and whispered: Let's watch the tide rise and fall together!

I don't know how long later, he asked me, "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?" I said, "I'm so full that you're not hungry, and you don't want to eat!" He said, "I'm taking you to a place, you must not have been!" Then he pulled me into the car, and I sat in front of me, and his hand was still on mine.

The car drove for a long time and finally arrived at the place. I got out of the car and looked around, and I really didn't know this place, and I hadn't been here. He pulled me into a gate, and when I was about to ask where it was, I was amazed by the sight of trees, flowers, fish, ponds, and big parrots saying to me, "Hello!

I asked, "Where is this?" He said, "This is a restaurant, and you can order whatever you want to eat." I said, "You will be fine." He ordered a few dishes, but I didn't care what he ate, his eyes kept looking at the scenery around him!

After dinner, he took me back to the river. I was very surprised and said, "What are you doing here again?" He said: "I said that we watched the tide rise and fall together!" I smiled and said, "Do you really do what you say?" He said: I don't lie to you. He smiled and said, "Only you dare to talk to me like that!" Do you know? I said, "Yes, there are people who dare to drop a glass!" He said, "If you want to ask, you can ask, and if you ask, I will definitely say." I said: I don't ask, you can say what you like!

We looked at each other, and he wanted to get close to me, and I said, "Aren't we going to work today?" He said, "No?" I asked, "Why?" He said, "For you!"

His words made me think of him (the officer) suddenly......

He said, "I know he likes you, but he doesn't deserve it." I said, "Why do you say that?" He said, "With me, no one else deserves it!" I said, "Who do you think you are?" I'll go ......

He said: I see other men being nice to you, I can't stand it.

I suddenly felt that he was so real! Whether he said it was true or not, I was still a little touched to be able to say such a thing.

We watched the ebb and flow side by side......

In the morning, as usual, he picked me up for work, but the difference was that I sat in the front. He would always hold my hand when he was driving, and we would no longer look in the mirror, but we would have each other's warmth between our fingers.

Along the way, we didn't speak, he just played the music I loved to listen to. I admired the view from the window, but our hands never parted until the unit.

When I arrived at the museum, I saw a familiar figure in front of the door. It was him! Why did he come so early? I hurriedly got out of the car and ran to him, and asked, "Why did you come so early?" Did you come to me? The officer replied: Yes! I continued to ask him: Then you came too early today? Isn't the unit busy? He said: I didn't see you yesterday, and I was a little worried, so I thought I would come early today, and now I will feel at ease when I see you.

At this moment, I suddenly felt in my heart, like a child who had done something wrong...... I looked at him guiltily.

He said, "It's time for me to go!" I hurriedly asked, "What is your name?" Can you tell me? He smiled and said, "Are you finally willing to ask my name?" I have been waiting for this moment for a long time! My name is Qin Sheng.

When I heard his name, I smiled and had a hot feeling on my face......

I looked at him and said, "Your name is so nice!" But you never asked me for my name?" and he smiled and shook his head. I said, "Don't you want to know?" He smiled and said to me, "Isn't it clearly written on the tablet on your chest?"

I suddenly became shy, embarrassed to look at him, and didn't know what to say for a while. He said, "Your face is red, and I say, "What's the matter?" He said, "I really should go, remember to sit in the back of the car, it's relatively safe!" I nodded, and watched him leave......

I secretly rejoiced. When I entered the museum, I was in a good mood, but when I saw the director, I was not in such a good mood all of a sudden. What should I do? I really don't want to come to work. If you want to hide, you can't hide, my God! Can you find a way for me? Even if it's raining a lot today......

It is not a way for mediocre people to disturb themselves, and if they come, they will be safe. If you don't want to, you won't be tired, and it's good to be a heartless person. Don't think about those worries, work hard, and go with the flow.

It's time to get off work again, and getting along with each other in the morning and evening is like detention that makes people inescapable! It's really a headache, and my head is big when I think about it. I really wanted to walk home by myself if I could, but it was too far.

I was thinking, "Where am I sitting?" "Do I sit in the front or in the back?" If I sit in the back, he will carry me to the front, and if I sit in the front, I will feel uneasy...... It's really a dilemma, it's really tiring......

I chose to sit in the back anyway. He said, "Why are you disobedient again?" Aren't you still fine in the morning? What is the matter? I said, "I'm sleepy, and I want to sleep in the back for a while." I said, "I'm tired and don't want to move, so let's do it today." He looked back at me and didn't press again.

I finally passed the test today, and I breathed a long sigh of relief......

In the morning, my mother said, "What time are you when you don't get up?" Hurry up! Hurry up! I thought to myself: Can you not go? When my mother saw that she couldn't call me, she called my father. Dad said, "What time is it?" You still don't get up? I quickly got up when I heard my father's voice, after all, my father is still quite dignified at home.

Go downstairs, get in the car, and think about it. To be honest, I don't even know which leg is right to take first......

I'm still sitting in the back this morning. Did he say he didn't obey today? I said, "I didn't wake up and want to sleep a little longer." He still didn't force me. I thought to myself: this should be considered a pass, right?

Along the way, I was groggy and pretended to be asleep. (I thought: You can't use this trick to pretend to be asleep all the time? )

The day's work is repeated as usual. But Qin Sheng didn't come today, I felt like something was missing in my heart, was I thinking about him? Suddenly, the curator appeared in front of me and said, "It's all off work, what are you doing in a daze?" Change your clothes, I'll wait for you in the car. I looked at him and just said "oh" to him.

The day has passed too quickly, has it? just coped with the morning, and now has to deal with the evening. I feel like I've got something on my mind...... With troubles......

As soon as I got to the door, I noticed that the front passenger door was already open. I said, "I'm sleepy, let's sit in the back." He said, "Sleep in the front, if you sit in the back again, I'll carry you to the front, and get in the car quickly."

I hesitated, hesitated for a long time, I didn't get into the car, I walked forward by myself.

He got out of the car and grabbed me. He said, "My temper has started again?" Can you stop and say to him: "I'm not making trouble, can you not force it?" If you don't force it, I won't make trouble. He said, "If you don't trouble me, I won't force it." As he spoke, he carried me back to the passenger seat in the car.

He looked at me a little reluctantly, and said, "If you make trouble again, I'll hug me!" I looked at him with a look of reluctance. He continued: You have been pretending to be asleep for two days, do you still want to pretend to be able to fall asleep? I said, "I am not pretending, I am really sleepy." He said, "Okay, park on the side of the road, I'll sleep with you."

When I heard this, I woke up in fright, how dare I sleep again! I honestly sat in my seat. He said, "You're not sleepy now?" I said, "It's all right." (I thought: Fighting wits and courage, I lost.) )

Along the way, he played music, and my mind seemed to be guided by the music. Sometimes romantic and warm, sometimes emotional and sad......

I have to admit that these love songs are really heartfelt...... I think that people who can write such lyrics may have experienced a lot. Otherwise, this lyric will not make people have a vivid and immersive feeling......

I looked at him beside me, and it felt both familiar and strange......

He drove silently, and didn't force me to do anything, but he never let go of my hand, so tight......