In the car, I always used to drive with the windows open, because then I could smoke...

"This car..."

"Mine. Before Mo Zhenzhen finished speaking, I spoke first. The reason I say this is just to tell her that I'm doing well now... At least materially, I'm not bad, although it's really bad, but I don't want to be looked down on by her.

She didn't speak, just nodded silently.

"Xiuwen, I want to go to the beach to blow the sea breeze, is it okay?" she said softly after a long silence.

"Well, I'll take you to the beach, and I'll go back. ”

"No, I..." Mo Zhenzhen looked at me again and again.

"Say whatever you want. ”

"I'd like to go to the beach with you, okay?"

I looked at her in confusion, but muttered to myself what she meant...

"Didn't you say before that the night view of the sea next to your hometown is particularly beautiful? ”

"Hehe!" I sneered, but my tone was so cold that it made people tremble, "Don't you think you are particularly brainless when you say such things? Have you thought about your current husband? Don't you know how awkward the identity between us is?"

"I know... Just this once? Just once... Because, this is the most beautiful scene I have ever imagined... I want to keep it in my heart, okay?"

I don't know why... Maybe it was my brain, but I finally agreed to her unreasonable request...

When we arrived at the beach, we stood parallel to the fence of the dam a few people apart, letting the sea breeze blow our hair, and I lit a cigarette, and the smoke drifted with the wind, and the night became extremely quiet with our silence...

After a long time, Mo Zhenzhen pinned her windblown sideburns behind her ears, her eyes were slightly red, her lips were trembling slightly, and she choked up: "Xiuwen, I'm divorced." ”

Mo Zhenzhen's news really surprised me, but it was what I expected. I thought that after hearing the news, I would laugh at her fiercely, and then spit a few mouthfuls of spit on her in my heart to resolve the many grievances in my heart... But I couldn't...

I don't know why, but I feel a little sorry for her... Because I know that Mo Zhenzhen has not had a good time over the years, especially after graduation, the years that followed me... I also thought that she married a rich man, so that she could have a better life in the future, at least she didn't have to worry about the firewood, rice, oil and salt of life in the future...

However, she finally got divorced, although I had such a hunch, but I didn't expect it to be so soon...

I snuffed out the burning cigarette in my hand, lit another one, and nodded to her, "Hmm." ”

"Do you want to know why we divorced?"

I sighed: "The choice is yours, say it or not, you decide." ”

"Huh. She sneered... The sea breeze brushed her hair, and the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes kept flying behind her, she cried, crying without a sound, but the tears couldn't stop...

"Xiuwen, I know you must be laughing at me right now... Laugh at me for being cheap, laugh at me for deserving it, laugh at me for abandoning you for money and marrying an old man... Laughing at me, I was eventually abandoned... I also know that these are the things I deserve, and I deserve them... Really?"

Mo Zhenzhen looked at me with red eyes, I took a puff of stuffy cigarette, shook my head at her, took out a tissue from my pocket, and handed it to her: "Wipe your tears." ”

Mo Zhenzhen took my tissue, and in a trance, she turned from silent tears to sound sobbing... But I didn't want to laugh at her in my heart, and I didn't think she deserved it, but what she said to me had nothing to do with me now.

If she had cried like this before, I would have tried my best to hug her, and then tell her, don't be afraid, no matter if there is a strong wind or a torrential rain ahead, I will stand in front of you, you just need to stand in a safe place and wait for me...

But now, I'm like an emotionless machine, no matter how much she screams, I no longer have her program code in my heart, but at the moment, I feel a little pitiful for her...

Facing the raging wind and listening to the sound of the waves hitting the shore, this heartbreaking night is like singing a lament, and this lament is drifting with the sea breeze to the deserted land, paying tribute to the love that we have already gone to the eighteen layers of hell...

Our love is dead, and so is my heart for her. The world says that the memories of first love are always good, but my first love, all that is left is dirty material and infinite inferiority...

I walked over and patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, I've seen the night view too, I'll send you home." ”

Mo Zhenzhen looked at me with tears in her eyes, and I once again avoided her eyes: "What else do you have to say?"

"Hmm. ”

I waved my hand and pulled her to the shade of a tree that could block the wind: "Say, I'll listen." ”

"Xiuwen, do you like Su Yi. ”

"Hmm. I said bluntly, because now I don't want to hide anything anymore: "But we can't, she's already engaged and she's about to get married." ”

"But do you know what she thinks?"

I said impatiently, "What does it have to do with me, what do you want to express when you tell me?" ”

"What does she think in her heart, do you really care?" Mo Zhenzhen still said unyieldingly.

I replied firmly, "No... Okay, don't mention her, okay?"

Even though I said that, when I mentioned Su Yi, my heart was still full of loss... If God gives me another chance, maybe I... But will there be a chance? It's impossible to think about. She's already engaged, and soon, she'll be married...

After finishing speaking, Mo Zhenzhen seemed to let go of all her defenses, and her expression was not as painful and helpless as just now, she stood up and patted the dust on her jeans: "Well, let's go back." ”

... ...

The car drove on the national highway for nearly an hour before returning to Yangjiang City, and after returning to the city, I didn't want to stay in such a small space with her for a moment, so I drove directly to her doorstep.

"Alright, get off. ”

Mo Zhenzhen didn't seem to want to get out of the car, she looked at her door through the car window for a long time, and then said to me with red eyes: "I'll move out now and live on my own, send me back there." ”

"Where!"

"Discovery Bay. When Mo Zhenzhen said this, there seemed to be a hint of resentment in her heart.

But I kind of understand why she's behaving the way she does...

After starting the car, I drove quickly to Discovery Bay, but now Mo Zhenzhen is really very proud, Discovery Bay Community is a well-known villa community in our city, and it costs millions to buy a villa here, it seems that Mo Zhenzhen marrying Liu Quan is not empty of people and money.

After Mo Zhenzhen got out of the car, she wanted to invite me to her house for a cup of tea, but I immediately refused, because I was really blessed to accept her invitation...

"You've been driving for more than an hour, so it's better to go in and rest. Mo Zhenzhen stood outside the window and said.

"No, I'm not used to going into a rich man's house. ”

"Xiuwen..."Mo Zhenzhen looked at me with tears in her eyes, as if she had a lot of grievances in her heart.

"Alright, I'm leaving. "I rolled up the window, didn't look at her again, and drove straight out of the Discovery Bay community...