Chapter 21: Let Me Go
Obviously, Zhang Jialing has seen everything. She looked at Tang Tian carefully, with a kind of scrutiny in her soft eyes, which made Tang Tian feel very uncomfortable.
She smiled and said,
"You're still young, and this kind of thing is only once, not for example. Also, everyone has a time when they are young and frivolous and can't help it, but such times will always pass. Tang Tian's little face, which was still as red as an apple, turned pale in an instant, she didn't speak, and still maintained the politeness she should have, but every minute and every second was torment for Tang Tian.
She smiled bitterly in her heart, oh, this is Zhang Jialing warning her, she is telling her that her son is a rich son who is high on the top, and Tang Tian is a country egg who will never be on the table.
All of this is just a whim of Zhuang Muxuan, young and frivolous, acting on the spot, even in the end, there was a deep affection when they were separated.
Hehe, it turns out that this is just a sweet dream, dreams always wake up, and Zhang Jialing is the one who pulled her out of the dream.
Zhang Jialing had already seen the faint sadness in Tang Tian's eyes, she smiled, everyone has the heart of climbing the dragon and the phoenix, and she thinks that she is infinitely affectionate, but in fact, she is just using the coat of feelings to cover it up, pretending to be high.
At this time, Zhuang Muxuan's face was also very ugly, his brows were tightly locked, his face was like a dark cloud floating in the sky, he said,
"Mom, what are you talking about? I want you to take it back. When he said this, he turned his head to Tang Tian, stretched out his hand and pulled Tang Tian's cold little hand, and the temperature of the tips of his fingers was instantly transmitted to Tang Tian's body, but what she felt was not deep affection, but a faint sadness, he continued,
"She is a woman I identify, and only she can be my wife. Zhang Jialing maintained a good demeanor, with a smile on her face, however, a heavy gloom flashed in her eyes, she said,
"You two don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, the girls nowadays are more ambitious, especially a capable girl like Miss Tang, she should have a better choice. After she finished speaking, she turned around and left the room, and only Zhuang Muxuan and Tang Tian were left in the huge room.
Tang Tian was stunned for a while, and then she came back to her senses, her mind was very chaotic, she really didn't know what to do, whether to leave or stay, whether to persist or give up.
She smiled wryly and turned to walk out. Zhuang Muxuan stretched out his hand and grabbed Tang Tian, his eyes were clear and bright, he said,
"Do you want to leave like this?" Tang Tian stood in place, there were crystal tears in her eyes, but they just turned back and forth in her eyes, and did not fall.
Such a gaze will always be on his heart for the years that followed. Tang Tian's heart is very chaotic, and it is very suitable to describe her mood at the moment.
She lowered her head, bit her lip, swallowed back the tears in her eyes, her eyelashes trembled slightly, a wry smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, her expression was a little tired, she said,
"I knew there would be such a day, but I didn't expect this day to come so quickly, I always thought that your mother and your family would like me and accept me, but ......" Zhuang Muxuan took Tang Tian's hand and looked at her with lowered eyebrows, she was like a daffodil blooming in the night, with a thrilling beauty.
He looked at Tang Tian with a pair of eyes like the deep sea, and said slowly and deeply,
"I won't let you go!" Tang Tian raised his eyes and looked directly at Zhuang Muxuan, and then smiled softly,
"Mu Xuan, let me go. There was infinite exhaustion in her voice, and she looked tired. It turns out that loving someone is nothing more than falling in love with yourself in the end, and it eventually becomes a self-fight.
Zhuang Muxuan looked at her, his heart ached, he knew that Tang Tian at this time was like a tense bowstring, once it reached the limit, it would either hurt others or herself.
And now Tang Tian has only one possibility, and that is to hurt herself. The car drove quietly on the winding mountain road, and the whole mountain was quiet, except for the wind constantly passing through the car window.
The green trees shaded the blue of the sky and the sunshine in Tang Tian's heart. She was surrounded by layers of sadness, like a larva of a butterfly cocooning itself.
Zhuang Muxuan sighed softly and said,
"Tiantian, don't be like this, okay?" Tang Tian just smiled faintly, her smile was full of bitterness, she was silent for a while, gritted her teeth, and finally settled down on her mind, she said,
"Mu Xuan, your life is destined to be extraordinary, and I am just an ordinary woman, you are a prince, and I am not Cinderella, and I don't have those crystal slippers. I can't come into your life, just as you can't come into mine. Perhaps, letting go is the best option for us. Zhuang Muxuan's eyebrows frowned tightly, and his voice became colder and colder.
"Are you going to give up on me like this? You said that no matter what you encounter, you will accompany me all the way, Tang Tian, please keep your oath. Also, you forcibly took possession of me, and you are responsible for me. The joke behind this was that he forced himself to say it, and at the end, his voice became more and more desolate.
Tang Tian's heart tightened instantly, as long as he touched it lightly, the bowstring would break immediately.
She finally said the heartless words,
"Zhuang Muxuan, I've always been a bastard who doesn't talk much, you forget me, forget all our past. Zhuang Muxuan was stunned for a moment, turned his head, looked out the window, and did not speak.
At that moment, the temperature inside the car instantly dropped to freezing. Tang Tian and Zhuang Muxuan didn't say anything anymore, some emotions were well known, but they couldn't speak, even if they said it, they couldn't say it, and their hearts would be very painful because of those words.
Outside the car window, there is a landscape that keeps going backwards, like a time that passes in a hurry, never to come back, and those memories that remain in time, can only stay in the corridor of memory, never come back.