Jiang Rou often eats and chats with Ye Chen, and they are ambiguously just right. Jiang Rou was both expectant and afraid of Ye Chen's confession

If they were going to develop further, then it was Jiang Rou's responsibility to tell him about that terrible thing

What will Ye Chen's reaction be, will he continue to like her?

Jiang Rou remembered the book "Tess of the D'Urbers" she had read before, and on the wedding night, Tess confessed to her husband about her previous experience of being raped, but her husband couldn't accept it and left her alone. Tess has youth and beauty, but she can't exchange the understanding and tolerance of her beloved man.

Jiang Rou didn't want to reveal this matter to others, but if she really wanted to be with Ye Chen, she couldn't deceive him. She knew that it was not her fault, but she was still a little afraid, afraid that others would look at her strangely, or with contempt or sympathy.

If it was Ye Chen, then she was willing to bet once.

The day before the New Year's Day holiday, Jiang Rou was blocked by Wang Jiaran at the door of the classroom after class

It's been a long time since class was out, there are no classmates around, and it's quiet

Wang Jiaran grabbed Jiang Rou's hand and didn't let her go,

"Are you crazy?" Jiang Rou was angry, "I don't listen to what I say."

Wang Jiaran was expressionless, and pulled Jiang Rou to the corridor

Jiang Rou pinched him with her hands and beat him, and Wang Jiaran restrained her with both hands

"Jiang Rou, give me another chance, I really don't want to lose you. ”

Wang Jiaran didn't know what he was like this, at first he confessed to Jiang Rou that he had the intention of seriously falling in love, and after being rejected, Wang Jiaran clearly knew that they would never be able to.

He is a smart man and can clearly recognize what is preventing Jiang Rou from accepting him, but he can also clearly realize that it is impossible for him to change, and there is no need to change, and in the face of Jiang Rou's accusations, he does not admit guilt.

He also thought about giving up this relationship and forgetting Jiang Rou, but his efforts failed.

The girl pointed at his face and scolded him, in addition to making him angry, there was also a trace of strange emotions that exploded in his heart, like a fire pouring oil, but it made his feelings more and more intense. Wang Jiaran was calm and self-controlled, and he was very good at disguise, and his face was rarely angry, but Jiang Rou talked about his sore feet and dismantled his warm mask.

At that time, this young man still had a trace of innocence and softness in love, and his first confession in his life was rejected by his sweetheart, and his mask was dismantled by his sweetheart, revealing his hideous true face.

Wang Jiaran was angry, disappointed and unwilling, he wanted to possess Jiang Rou, no matter what. But he didn't expect that his means would not threaten her in the slightest, how could this be? Do you want to lose her completely? Will you become a stranger with whom you will never be in touch? He didn't want to.

"Wang Jiaran, you really make me sick to my stomach, don't pester me anymore, okay?"

Wang Jiaran's face was pale, and he only felt that these words were more vicious than a knife stained with poison.

Jiang Rou looked at his ugly face and felt funny, "Why are you still uncomfortable? You have done something 1,000 times worse to me than this."

Wang Jiaran's fair-skinned, thin face showed a pained look

"Jiang Rou, I love you. I really miss you, every day. ”

Love?

Jiang Rou was stunned for a moment, and then felt ridiculous: "You don't know what love is at all, and you don't love me." In the past, you were like a pet playing with me, and when we went to the park, we had a big fight, and you scolded me in a weird way, and in the end you did that kind of evil thing to me, is this really love?"

"Because I scolded you once, you took revenge so viciously, you are a devil"

Wang Jiaran's face turned pale, "I'm not retaliating, I'm just because I like you too much and don't want you to leave, thinking that in this way we can have a bond." ”

Jiang Rou was about to be amused by him

Wang Jiaran's eyes were red, and he held back his emotions, "I've never been so out of control, after you rejected me, I really wanted you and hated you during that time, why did I hate you and refuse me, I think I'm sincere enough, I just inadvertently mentioned that you are from a humble background, and you accuse me of arrogance and hypocrisy, am I not sad or sad? I'm here to confess to you!"

"So this is your excuse for raping me?" Jiang Rou looked at him coldly

"Jiang Rou I'm sorry, I really just love you too much. ”

"Don't make excuses for yourself, no one with a conscience would commit a crime like yours. I haven't forgotten the face you had when you threatened me."

It was dark early in winter, and the windows of the corridor were already a faint light purple, and the plane trees cast the shadows of thin branches in the soft light of the street lamps.

The students walked by in groups on the avenue, leaving only strings of laughter.

Wang Jiaran looked out the window and didn't speak, and the festive atmosphere seemed to have nothing to do with him. He finally realized the meaning of that sentence, "The excitement is all theirs, I have nothing"

Jiang Rou looked at Wang Jiaran's silent figure and sighed: "You are not love at all, just because I contradicted you and scolded you, and you are unwilling." You've come back with a vengeance, don't look for me in the future, okay? ”

Wang Jiaran's face turned from the shadows, and there seemed to be a smile on his face, "Jiang Rou, I really hate the way you look." Do you have a sense of moral superiority in the face of me?

Analyze others as if you have seen me through, are you God?"

There was a strange and unwilling look on his face, "Isn't it a kind of arrogance for you to be like this, pointing at people and labeling me from above." You've denied everything about me, and I'll always be a vile little in your eyes.

Do you know how I feel, you define me, why do you, why do you say that I don't love you, for me this is, it's so intense, so intense that you can't imagine it. ”

Jiang Rou was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and her heart was a little complicated

Neither of them spoke, and the silent darkness of the cold night surrounded them

Jiang Rou broke the silence, "Wang Jiaran, maybe you are not a very bad person, but I really can't accept you, you have touched my bottom line." If you really love me, it can only prove that the two of us are not all the way, my love is different from yours, I can't accept your love and treatment like that. I can't accept you, and I never will. ”

After Jiang Rou finished speaking, she left, leaving only Wang Jiaran who was in place.

Wang Jiaran only felt that his self-esteem was shattered at this moment, and the complete denial of his beloved girl made his puberty come to an abrupt end at this moment, and left a hole in his heart that could never be filled.