652. The past
Ye Lan only felt that she had a nightmare for a long time.
The time was so long that Ye Lan felt a little tired.
Ye Lan can't remember the specific situation herself.
But some very important details, of course, are still fresh in the girl's memory.
Like why. There was a memory in her mind that she had never dared to look at.
Why did she suddenly speak Korean.
Why.. That night, she didn't reach out to her parents and sister who were in the midst of the fire.
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She has always been Ye Lan.
It was only at the age of five that there was an unfamiliar consciousness in the depths of her consciousness.
He called himself a hopeless man.
Regarding this bizarre thing in his mind, how can Ye Lan, who is nearly five years old, distinguish between consciousness and reality.
Girls rejoice and are satisfied that they are different from others.
It's just that when she told her parents about her situation, all she got was her parents' surprised expressions.
It wasn't until she reiterated it to her parents again in Goryeo fluently.
All I got was the frightened looks of my parents.
A child who has just passed his fifth birthday can speak a standard Korean language so fluently. This naturally made the highly educated father and mother unacceptable.
Plus the identity of Dr. Ye's father.
Under the premise that Xiao Yelan was confused, Father Ye took her to do a series of psychological tests.
The result was also to make Ye's father and Ye's mother pale in the face.
Split personality, that is to say, Ye Lan's consciousness is not only a 5-year-old child, but also the consciousness of an adult man.
Although this personality does not appear to actively communicate with the outside world. But from the feedback Ye Lan gave them, it was not difficult to see that this adult's personality obviously knew all this.
It's just that all this was somewhat unacceptable to Ye Lan, who was nearly five years old at the time.
Ye Lan couldn't distinguish between the so-called personality and consciousness at all.
The girl only feels that she is different from ordinary people.
And Ye Lan, who has mastered a foreign language at a very young age, is naturally a little complacent.
After all, when all her friends could only speak stumbling Chinese, she had learned how to speak Korean and could understand those words that were obscure in the eyes of others.
Although her parents forbade her to tell others about her situation.
But a child is a child after all.
When Xiao Yelan found her mother with a confused face, she hesitantly pulled the corner of her mother's clothes.
Looking at the gentle smile on her mother's beautiful face, Xiao Yelan expressed her doubts for the first time.
"Mom, why do people say I'm a monster? ”
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Gradually, there are fewer and fewer friends.
Xiao Yelan's personality is also becoming more and more withdrawn.
I can't tell if it's to alleviate the loneliness of Xiaoye Blue. Or Ye's father and mother are worried about Ye Lan's future. It's also worrying about yourself.
Ye Ran was born.
In 1995, Xiao Yelan, who was only eight years old, saw the little guy in the hospital for the first time.
I can't tell if it's curiosity or excitement.
Xiao Yelan has always been fortunate to be born of Ye Ran.
Eight-year-old Xiao Yelan can already distinguish the difference between herself and outsiders.
It is precisely because of the loneliness brought about by the special that it may be the problem caused by that personality.
Xiao Yelan, who is only eight years old, already has a maturity that she does not have at this age.
Xiao Yelan knows that her existence is different, strictly speaking, she is an outlier.
But my sister, that is, Ye Ran, is normal.
There will be a little bit of jealousy.
But for Ye Ran. What Xiao Yelan has paid is her infinite love.
For the little leaf blue. Ye Ran is the only family member she can talk to and chat with, and she is also a friend.
Although this friend only babbles and cries most of the time.
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Even if the existence of Xiaoye Blue is different from ordinary people, the education that should be received still needs to be accepted.
In order to prevent the recurrence of the previous bullying, no one in the elementary school where Xiao Yelan attended this time knew Xiao Yelan's past.
Xiao Yelan also made her first friend during that period.
But it's also this friend. It was only then that Ye Lan fell into the darkness of life in the true sense.
Maybe it's because of trust, or maybe Xiao Yelan is really lonely.
It is rare to have such a close friend, Xiao Yelan still told her deepest secret to the other party.
originally thought that the other party would be tight-lipped as the other party said.
But the next day.
"Neurotic!"
"Monster!"
"Strange people!"
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When Ye's father and Ye's mother received Xiao Yelan, the girl just lowered her head and didn't say a word.
Of course, Mother Ye felt sorry for her eldest daughter, but when the woman squatted in front of Xiao Yelan and gently held Xiao Yelan's immature little face, the hollowness in the girl's eyes made the woman unable to hide the grief in her heart.
"Mom. I don't want to go to school anymore. ”
"Okay, let's go home, no more school. ”
Since that day, only home and yard have been left in Xiao Yelan's life.
And the tightly closed door.
It was also at that time.
"Ye Lan" appeared.
The appearance of "Ye Lan" is Xiao Ye Lan's escape from those ironic and strange eyes.
It was the appearance of "Ye Lan" that made Xiao Ye Lan not have a nervous breakdown that year.
This kind of evasion, forbearance life, Xiao Yelan spent a long time.
Although her parents are still gentle with her, the girl can see the tiredness in her parents' eyes.
Her presence has brought a lot of burden to this family.
So much so that in countless dark nights, Xiao Yelan always sat on the bed alone and stared blankly at the bright moon outside the window.
Well.. It is somewhat imprecise to say that a person is a little imrigorous, after all, there is still Ye Ran observing her curiously.
Ye Ran is the last pure land in Xiao Yelan's heart.
In order to prevent Ye Ran from having the same experience as her, Xiao Yelan's care for Ye Ran can be said to be meticulous.
This also made Ye Ran's trust in his sister reach a blind point.
As Ye Ran grew up, the little girl gradually discovered the difference of her sister.
Of course, the difference here does not refer to Xiaoye Lan's mental problems.
Xiao Yelan would never let Ye Ran know that he was a monster no matter what.
The reason why it is different is only because Ye Ran feels that her sister is omnipotent.
Ye Lan is extremely admired by Ye Ran.
And Ye Ran's worship and dependence. It is also the last pure land in Xiao Yelan's heart.
This is also the reason why Xiao Yelan loves Ye Ran so much.
Ye Ran is Xiao Yelan's last salvation.
And this pure land, this girl who makes Xiao Yelan proud. But on that night, it was taken away by a sudden car accident.