I lay on the couch in the hotel lobby and lost sleep all night, and all that echoed in my mind was the images of Su Yi. As a result of smoking all night, my fingers were also filled with the color and taste of tar. During the night, my phone kept ringing, and it was quiet until it was turned off, and I slowly woke up from my depression.

This morning, the sun was lazy and motionless in the clouds, but the rain was quite suitable, and it rained all night, and my heart was as gray and heavy as the clouds in the sky. But I couldn't compare to it, because it had poured all the gloom and heaviness into rain, and I didn't know how to vent it.

When my phone was fully charged and turned on, the address book exploded, full of missed calls from my parents, but I didn't have the courage to call them back, because I really didn't want to disappoint them, and I didn't know how to explain some of the gossip about me to them.

Now the Internet is full of gossip about me and Yao Shan, and Su Yi doesn't know where she went, she seems to be missing, no news, no trace. Then I fell into a panic of falling out of love, and my whole person was full of decadence...

I didn't know where I took a cigarette out of nowhere, put it in my mouth, and forgot to light it.

Suddenly, a hurried ringtone pulled me back from my lost soul. I took out my phone and looked at it, it was Su Yi who called me.

A week, a whole week, she finally called me back at this time. At this moment, I was like a ray of light in the abyss of despair, allowing me to see the hope of rebirth...

But at this moment, my mood is also extremely complicated, with surprise in complexity, surprise with worry, and worry with my apology to her.

Then, I was sluggish for a long time before I was extremely nervous to answer Su Yi's phone...

After the phone was connected, Su Yi's tone was extremely indifferent, this kind of indifference was something I had never seen in my life, although Su Yi was a cold woman, but this time, it was more reflective of her despair for me...

"Zhai Xiuwen, I'm at the Triumph Center Cafe... Let's talk!"

"Okay, I'll go over now. ”

"Zhai Xiuwen, I only have an hour. Don't be late...," Su Yi emphasized.

"Okay!" Just as I was about to hang up the call, I paused for a moment and asked with concern, "Suyi, where have you been lately... I miss you so much... Are you okay?"

Su Yi still replied in her extremely indifferent tone: "Come over and talk about it!"

I knew she didn't want to talk about her emotions and what she wanted to say on the phone, so I didn't ask too much. After answering her, I drove the Camry that a country allocated to me, and rushed to the Triumph Center Cafe...

As soon as the car drove into the city, the mobile phone rang hurriedly at this time, and I didn't have time to look at the caller ID to connect the phone.

"Brother Awen, where are you now?" Chen Yun's voice came from the other end of the phone, and listening to her tone, it was like she was about to cry, and I always felt like something was going to happen.

I asked her in a calm tone, "I just went back to the city, is there anything wrong?"

"Brother Awen, come and help Yao Shan, she has an accident now!"

"What the hell is going on?

"Now there are a lot of reporters around the school gate, and now public opinion is saying that Shanshan is a junior who destroys other people's feelings... The Education Commission also sent a notice to the school, if Shanshan does not give a reasonable explanation and explanation, the Education Commission will revoke Shanshan's teacher qualification certificate... Now Shanshan has been suspended for review... If you don't come to school to explain clearly, then Shanshan's career will be over...," Chen Yun said, and became anxious.

"Chen Yun, don't worry... I'm going to school now, don't give interviews to reporters until I get there... Also, I will help Yao Shan explain it clearly at the school, don't worry. ”

After hanging up Chen Yun's phone, I parked the car on the side of the road, and I had mixed feelings in my heart, and now I was faced with a dilemma...

If I leave Yao Shan alone and explain everything to Su Yi, maybe I can keep Su Yi, but I may ruin Yao Shan's life because of this choice.

If I choose to help Yao Shan solve the current dilemma first, and snub Su Yi, then it will trigger a series of joint reactions, and then Su Yi's misunderstanding of me will be deeper, and I may also part ways with Su Yi because of this, and they will be separated from each other and have nothing to do with each other from now on.

After I weighed the pros and cons repeatedly, in the end, rationality outweighed emotion, and I chose to go to school first to help Yao Shan solve the current dilemma, as for what Su Yi would think when she knew, I was completely unpredictable, because everything that happened now was unexpected and devastating.

I would never have thought that these bloody plots that would only happen in the TV series would happen to me today...

I took out my phone and felt uncomfortable alone for a long time, and finally made up my mind to send a message on Su Yi's WeChat: "Su Yi, I have a little urgent matter to deal with now... If I don't arrive by then, you can go back first..."

After the message was sent, my heart felt like it was being pulled by something, it hurt so much that I lost my perception of the world...

But I can't help it, I also want to run to see her immediately and explain to her the cause and effect of all this, but I can't sacrifice Yao Shan's career for my own happiness, even if in the end, my relationship with Su Yi goes to a strange road, I won't regret my choice today...

Because I...... I don't have the right to regret it at all, these things are what I should bear, this is the price of growth... It's just that the price is so great that I can't even feel what the world is like.

What is black and what is white. I don't know, I don't know...

But what I know in my heart is that the person who provoked this trouble, I will not let him go, I, Zhai Xiuwen, am a person who will take revenge, I am not a gentleman, nor a bullshit gentleman, as long as he can't kill me, I will return it to him in doubles, let him know that I, Zhai Xiuwen, am not a soft tofu that can be bullied if I want to...

It's just that I owe Su Yi, and I will definitely pay it back to her, and now I can only silently say sorry in my heart, except for this, I can't do anything now...