Chapter 318: Memory
No one has ever coaxed people like this, Ji Ran was so crying and laughing by Bai Ling, he didn't know how to refute for a while, raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, as if he could pretend that he had never cried, I have to say, to a certain extent, Ji Ran is really simple.
Bai Ling looked at Ji Ran's red eyes, like a rabbit who had been bullied and ruthless, even though he knew that he should escape from this big demon king, even if he knew that it was not safe here, he still stubbornly stayed by the demon king's side.
Bai Ling thought like this, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously pouted with a shallow smile, as if it was the first time that his perception of himself was so sober and correct.
Bai Ling raised his hand and rubbed Ji Ran's head, looking at Ji Ran's tearful eyes, Bai Ling's heart softened suddenly, "Don't be afraid, Ji Ran." ”
The cold voice was wrapped in a bit of thick and obscure love, Bai Ling never hid his love for Ji Ran, and even more did not hide his cherishment of Ji Ran.
No matter how much comfort he wanted, Bai Ling could only hide in his heart, he looked at Ji Ran, his deep eyes suddenly lit up with stars, and he placed Ji Ran in the middle of it, becoming the sun shining in his world.
Bai Ling doesn't need any angel or any salvation, he has never regretted doing so many things, the shopping mall is like a battlefield, Bai Ling has no chance to regret from choosing this path, but Ji Ran's appearance completely changed his world, and his world suddenly appeared Ji Ran's light, and there was nothing else from then on.
Ji Ran wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes again, those memories sealed by Ji Ran were no longer Ji Ran's forbidden area, she had to face it herself to be able to get out of the pain of the past.
She had been sick, and the pain never left her body, but she was temporarily sealed in the depths of her memory, but this seal was not safe, at least for Ji Ran, there was danger, the time bomb hidden in Ji Ran's body.
Ji Ran was nervous, afraid that someone would ignite the time bomb hidden in her body, if she wanted to be uncontrolled by others, then she had to be strong and grit her teeth to persist in all difficulties.
Bai Ling didn't know what Ji Ran was thinking, he had to take the person into his arms, and use his broad shoulders to shield Ji Ran from the wind and rain, no one could remove Ji Ran from this level, only she herself could break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly.
Bai Ling gently kissed the hair on the top of Ji Ran's head, and the faint fragrance drifted along the wind to Bai Ling's snort, "Don't be afraid, I'm always there." ”
No amount of promises can be worth Bai Ling's shallow voice in Ji Ran's ear, don't be afraid, I've always been.
Ji Ran nodded and clenched Bai Ling's hand, "Have you brought all those materials? Give them to me," Ji Ran said, with a long sigh, intellectually she was ready to face it, but emotionally, she was still timid and even scared, it was a scar hidden in the depths of Ji Ran's memory, and it was not so easy to completely disappear.
"Brought," Bai Ling patted Ji Ran's hand, "If you're afraid, we can postpone ......"
Bai Ling's words were denied by Ji Ran before he finished speaking, Ji Ran smiled a little helplessly, but his eyes were extremely firm, "Even if it is postponed, I still have to face what I should face, I know that you are for my good, but I must not continue to be weak, I must be strong......"
Ji Ran said this, and took the information in Bai Ling's hand, the information in Bai Ling's hand used all the forces of Bai Ling, and the things investigated were the closest to the truth, and it was also the most tragic past that Ji Ran could contact......
Ji Ran's slender and white fingers flipped through the information page by page, the content recorded in black and white seemed strange and familiar to Ji Ran, and even faintly with a bit of dampness, Ji Ran twisted his fingertips, and he didn't feel any wetness at all.
She was still scared in her heart, and the scars engraved in her memory were blocking her, and even intimidating her......
Bai Ling clenched Ji Ran's hand, he didn't know what to do at this time, he could only sit by Ji Ran's side and accompany Ji Ran, those who were unwilling to face the past were not Ji Ran alone at this time, there was Bai Ling who had been with her all the time.
Ji Ran felt the warmth transmitted by her fingertips, felt Bai Ling's silent promise, and felt Bai Ling's delicate and silent love hidden between her fingers, Ji Ran took a deep breath, it was her memory, it was something she had really experienced, why was she afraid, those were just the past......
The heavy picture scroll was opened, Ji Ran closed her eyes and seemed to be able to smell the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital, she hadn't smelled such a smell for a long time, and she hated going to the hospital since Ji Mei left.
Outside the window, there seems to be rain falling, the hazy rain curtain envelops everything, and you can vaguely see the familiar scene, Ji Ran is walking in the corridor of the hospital, the white light illuminates Ji Ran's way forward, Ji Ran knows where his end is.
Soon, Ji Ran came to Ji Mei's ward, she wanted to push open the door but found that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't help but be a little anxious, and her heart was even more at a loss, and a few wisps of panic suddenly rose in her heart, as if she didn't know how to face such a situation.
She could vaguely sense that something bad was happening, and she was powerless to stop it, and in her memory, she could only stand by and watch, unable to change the past that had become history.
Ander and Lin Xi'an suddenly appeared in front of Ji Ran, Ji Ran hadn't seen Ander and Lin Xi'an for a long time, and suddenly saw that these two people didn't recognize each other for a while, Ji Ran followed behind Ander and Lin Xi'an, this time, Ji Ran actually walked into Ji Mei's ward smoothly.
She looked at the familiar furnishings in the ward, everything here was dressed up by her own hands for Ji Mei, Ji Mei is a woman who loves beauty, even if she dies of old age, she can't change this, so the ward is very delicately decorated by Ji Ran, revealing Ji Ran's intentions everywhere.
Seeing everything familiar and unfamiliar, Ji Ran only felt that her internal organs were about to be torn apart, she didn't know how to describe her feelings, she only felt that her heart was put in a jar full of old vinegar, which was sour and unbearable.
Ji Ran seemed to remember when this scene happened, it was not long after she participated in the variety show "I Hear Your Voice", of course, she went to participate in it without Ji Mei, it seemed that she participated from Ji Mei, that memory was subconsciously marked with a mosaic by Ji Ran and couldn't tell at all, Ji Ran didn't even know whether her memory was real or false.