16. Troubles
At night, the city is empty, Wang Jiaran drives through the arteries of the city, and the city falls asleep at midnight and is still brightly lit.
He didn't turn on the air conditioner, and the midnight summer breeze made him feel unusually awake.
Wang Jiaran looked at the glass of the car window expressionlessly, the black glass window reflected his face, his clear face looked tired and numb, and the good energy that he had just gotten up every morning had long been exhausted after a day's hard work, leaving only pale cheeks and bloodshot eyes.
He felt the light in front of him in a vast expanse, the lights, neon, and high-rise buildings were hazy and blurred like a mass of fragmented, bizarre illusions. Wang Jiaran looked at the splendid office buildings and was silent.
He didn't know what else he wanted, he seemed to already have everything.
He didn't know why he was so tired, as if this could make him more steady, this boring world, he didn't know what else to be nostalgic for.
Wang Jiaran's thoughts, especially his memories, were incredibly active, beyond the midnight ring of this bustling city, constantly bringing back other scenery and scenes, his mind flashed the oppressive atmosphere of his childhood home, his majestic and arbitrary father, his indifferent mother, he thought of his elementary school again, and his head floated Olympiad books, violins, horses, and flashed through various countries, flashed beautiful scenery......
was originally immersed in quiet and melancholy memories, the memories were as peaceful as a faint blue, and suddenly Wang Jiaran's mind flashed Jiang Rou and Ye Chen's faces, flashed their tender and sweet moments together, and the tone of the memories seemed to turn into a bright red like fire, Wang Jiaran was grabbed by a wave of resentment and jealousy.
In his college days, he was scorched by jealousy, thirst, and destruction, and the rest of his conscience resisted his dangerous thoughts, and he wanted to approach and flee, and many times he hesitated and threw himself into the flames.
So far, it still hasn't grown.
Wang Jiaran sneered in his heart, stepped on the accelerator, and the car galloped up on the ring road like a sharp arrow, leaving the high-rise buildings behind.
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Ye Chen and Qiao Jingyang set off for Shenzhen on Friday, and the return date is tentative.
Wang Jiaran drove Qiao Jingyang and Ye Chen to the airport, and Jiang Rou was together.
Sitting in Wang Jiaran's car, Qiao Jingyang was a little novel, "You kid, I haven't seen this one." ”
Wang Jiaran's car has been seen in the evaluation videos of some car bloggers on some of his websites, and he is very impressed because it is very cool.
Ye Chen was also interested, "Where is your car parked?"
Wang Jiaran's white and slender fingers moved on the steering wheel with the steering, "There is a house near the school, there is a garage, and it is generally parked there." ”
Wang Jiaran glanced at Jiang Rou through the rearview mirror, and immediately retracted his gaze.
It's almost time to arrive at the airport, Jiang Rou is struggling, wanting to follow Ye Chen to the airport, and wants to wait for him to check in before leaving
Ye Chen looked at the little girl hanging on his arm and smiled, "Don't send it away, let's go back in Wang Jiaran's car." ”
Wang Jiaran was on the side, shrugging his shoulders indifferently
Now there is still an hour and a half before takeoff, and the time reserved for traffic jams on the road was not expected to arrive so smoothly today.
Jiang Rou looked at Wang Jiaran in front of her, it was quite troublesome to reverse a few trips from the airport back to school.
She tidied up Ye Chen's clothes, her beautiful eyes were full of reluctance, "I wish you success"
After Ye Chen and Qiao Jingyang got out of the car, there were only Wang Jiaran and Jiang Rou left in the car. The atmosphere between the two was a bit silent.
Wang Jiaran put on the song, and the quiet girl sang slowly, leisurely, sounding as if she was going on vacation.
The two were silent all the way
Jiang Rou looked at the scenery flashing out the window from behind, there were only two people in this small space, she and Wang Jiaran were the only two people, and there was something strange in her heart, which made her feel shameful and sad.
These days, she always avoids Wang Jiaran, Wang Jiaran's elegant appearance, extravagant food and clothing, the financial resources and power behind it, and Wang Jiaran's attention to her intentionally or unintentionally made Jiang Rou's heart quite uneasy, Wang Jiaran is like a devil who wants to jump out from time to time to tempt her.
Jiang Rou is also eager for success and money, this man is always dangling in front of her like a ladder, so she nods and sends her into the sky.
Jiang Rou thought of her beloved Ye Chen, and she felt ashamed and ashamed of her uncontrollable emotions.
She asked herself why she had such thoughts.
She looked at the interior of Wang Jiaran's car, Jiang Rou looked at the vehicles coming and going on the highway, and her eyes gradually emptied.
Jiang Rou sighed.
Money is indeed a good thing, it will make life more comfortable and decent. Jiang Rou glanced at the back of Wang Jiaran driving, a luxury car with a handsome beautiful man is indeed very attractive.
But what should she think? It's not just about money, it's human nature to pursue success, whether it's status, power, or wealth, these are all signs of success. Jiang Rou felt that these were really not bad things, and everyone could fight for them. Life is like a big role-playing game, everyone is a player, you have to play, so why not play it more interestingly? Why not win?
She felt that there was nothing to blame for striving for good things.
But her current psychology makes her a little dissatisfied, after being tempted, she knows the reason, but she still can't control her thoughts. Jiang Rou felt a little disdainful of herself in her heart, as if she was split into two at this moment, one was spiritual and the other was physical. The spiritual soul floated out of her body, stood on a high place, judged her little by little, pointed out all the filth in her heart for her to see.
If you like money, you will flatter the owner of money, and if you like power, you will kneel and lick the owner of power. Glorify them and worship them. Unconsciously dwarf oneself in front of these people. There's something wrong with that
Why did she feel so uncomfortable when facing Wang Jiaran? Especially after he opened the money halo, Wang Jiaran invited them to his villa to party, went hunting together, went fishing at sea, and even took his helicopter, Jiang Rou was dumbfounded, and the happiness of rich people really couldn't be imagined.
It is inappropriate to treat these people who have wealth and power as money and power to pursue and serve. It's weird. The flower farmer has a beautiful garden, and it's the flowers that are beautiful and fragrant, not the flower farmer, right?
Just like Qiao Jingyang always said "awesome, awesome" when she first went hunting, she was also poor in words. For a long time, she was not very comfortable facing Wang Jiaran, but on the other hand, Ye Chen was much more casual.
Thinking of Ye Chen, Jiang Rou smiled, unlike her, an ordinary man, Ye Chen didn't value these things, his motto was: Only noble character is worthy of respect.
Jiang Rou glanced at the back of Wang Jiaran's head, and then looked away, her brows furrowed.
The scenery outside the window floated by quickly, and Jiang Rou's thoughts flew far away.
It's not just a long time
Jiang Rou shook her head and threw out the dangerous thoughts in her mind, and then laughed out loud as if relieved, she only felt a little lighter in body and mind now.
Although Wang Jiaran kept driving in front, he also paid attention to Jiang Rou's expression, only to see her frowning for a while, and smiling for a while, Wang Jiaran spoke, "Do you want to eat together at night? There is a new restaurant that is not bad, do you want to try it?"
Suddenly Cue's Jiang Rou came back to her senses, she was in a good mood at the moment, and her tone was brisk, "I won't go, I have to work overtime at night." ”
Hearing the rejection, Wang Jiaran raised his eyebrows, "The company's business?"
"No, it's a bit hard to work, it's time to recharge. ”
Wang Jiaran smiled, "How do I feel that you are avoiding me." ”
Jiang Rou also smiled, her eyes were bright and clear, "How can I hide from you, you are handsome and rich, what a loss it is to hide." ”
"Oh? ”
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