In the carriage, I was a little stuffy, so I rolled down the windows on both sides, and a gust of evening breeze blew, and Yao Shan's face was a lot haggard. I just sat there, not knowing what to say, and not knowing what to do, because everything that had just happened was beyond my knowledge.

Yao Shan slowed down for a long time before she said lightly: "He came to me today because he wanted me to add his name to the house he bought in Guangzhou!"

"What?" I looked at her with some surprise, "Why do you have to add his name to the house you bought, isn't it funny?"

"It's not...," Yao Shan explained, "The house was bought when we were in our senior year, and the down payment was from his family... After the results of the graduate school entrance examination came out, he was admitted, but I was not... At that time, in order to reassure me, before going abroad, he secretly changed the real estate certificate to my name behind his mother's back... He has been abroad for many years, and the mortgage has always been repaid... After the breakup, I didn't see him mention the house... Maybe his mother found out about the house, that's why he came to me and told me those things!"

"What about you? What do you think?"

Yao Shan laughed self-deprecatingly: "What can I think, since the house was bought by him, and the real estate certificate is added to his name, it is understandable... I don't want to have any more entanglements with him, I also seriously thought about it, I will return the house to him, and then end it all... It's just ridiculous, since he would say he loves me for a house... What a joke!"

This time, I chose to be silent again, after all, I am a bystander, I am not qualified to say anything about them, the only thing I can do, and can only do, is just a listener.

… …

The wind outside the car window became more and more violent, blowing Yao Shan's long hair that was not tied up in a scattered manner, and she did not bother to remove the hair that was attached to her face, so that in this bottomless night, I could not see the slightest change in the expression on her face.

Along this dark alley, as far as the eye can see, all that remains are the dots and broken street lamps, some of which are still glowing slightly, and some of which are already dilapidated.

In the faint light, Yao Shan unloaded all her strength, she tore off the mask of "being a teacher" in front of people, in this bottomless night, I don't know where she found a cigarette, and even lit a fire more skillfully than me...

The smoke filled the carriage, and with a drop of residual light, Yao Shan's sad expression was unobstructed in front of me, but I didn't know why, under such a strong smell of mint smoke, I didn't have the slightest desire to smoke.

For me, who used to be a smoker, this is an unreasonable reaction and performance, and it is extremely unreasonable.

I can't figure out what the reason is!

Finally, after Yao Shan threw the cigarette butt out of the car window, I opened my mouth half-jokingly, half-seriously: "It's a little unexpected... You're pretty good at smoking... It's not the first time you've smoked, is it?"

Yao Shan smiled bitterly and said, "I smoked when I broke up with him before... After teaching, after meeting a group of lovely students, my feelings for him gradually faded and I became cheerful... That's why I haven't touched this thing. ”

"And now?... ... Is it because of him that he started smoking?"

Yao Shan shook her head, denying my idea.

She said: "I won't do it for a scumbag... A scumbag I've long forgotten about him doing such a shocking thing... I'm because... Because..."

Yao Shan suddenly looked at me, swallowed her saliva, and hurriedly turned her head back.

"Xiuwen, do you dislike women who smoke?"

"Not disgusted!" I replied to her without thinking about it: "I am a person who is like a smoker, what right do I have to dislike others... I don't like to look at people with tinted glasses, but I don't care if people look at me with tinted glasses... Because I'm just a very ordinary person, no matter what others think, I'm still the same me... That ordinary and ordinary Zhai Xiuwen!"

"What if it's Suyi, would you mind?"

Yao Shan's words stopped me, because I had never thought about this question, and I would not think about it.

In my cognition, although Su Yi treats people very coldly, she will always be an image that does not eat the fireworks of the world. She is never fascinated by someone or something. So when Yao Shan talked about whether Su Yi could smoke, I didn't dare to think about it, it was too much of a test of my thinking skills.

But if there is such a day, I think I can accept it, and I don't mind it at all. Smoking is not a shameful thing, in modern society, minors smoking has become the norm, why should an adult woman with an independent economy smoke, to be discriminated against by everyone, moreover, smoking is not illegal!

I thought about it for a moment before I replied, "I don't mind this..." Because she herself is disgusted with the smell of cigarettes... I'm quitting smoking now because of her. ”

Yao Shan nodded as if she didn't understand.

"Zhai Xiuwen, you are really a very special man!"

Yao Shan's words made me a little confused. Seeing my dazed look, she smiled and said, "I'm praising you!"

Seeing that her mood was much better, my mood instantly improved.

"The way you compliment people is also very special!"

"So I'm a special woman in your heart, right?"

Yao Shan looked at me again, and this time, I didn't know why, and I was a little flustered.

In order not to let her see what I was doing, I avoided the important and said, "Everyone is special. ”

"Your words are too perfunctory... I mean it!"

"I'm sincere!"

My words immediately made Yao Shan happy, and seeing that she was in a good mood, I continued: "That's right, how beautiful a smile is." ”

"It's beautiful and no one wants it... ... What's the use of looking good. ”

"What words, of course it is useful to look good... Now it's the world of looking... Look at those traffic stars now, how many of them have outstanding acting skills and first-class singing skills... Aren't most of them relying on their appearance to brush traffic and fight out of position?... ... You look at those artists who have good acting skills and some difficulties in appearance... Except for a few, most of them are little known... If you look at the current Internet celebrities, if you remove the beauty camera and filters, how many of them are popular by talent?"

"It's common now... Don't people like that?"

"If you can understand... What's more, a beautiful and artistic woman like you... Why worry that no one wants it?"

Yao Shan snorted coldly, and her expression became confused.

"It's just the guy I like, he won't want me. ”