20. Diary
Bus stops, subways, supermarkets. Various transportation routes cover every corner of the city like a spider's web. Batches of people were loaded and unloaded like cargo. After reversing the car several times, the two finally returned to school. Ye Chen sent Jiang Rou downstairs to the dormitory, and the two of them refused to leave first.
Maybe you will be a fool when you fall in love, obviously you have finished talking and are still consuming at the door of the dormitory, and the two of them are blowing red in the cold wind of the winter night.
After returning to the dormitory, Jiang Rou hurriedly went to take a hot shower
The other roommates haven't come back yet,
She was lying comfortably on the bed with the air conditioner on and wiping her hair, and music was playing outside, and the lyrics were in the same mood as hers, sweet.
Suddenly, Jiang Rou thought of the locked notebook she found at home, and she opened her schoolbag and took it out.
The cover of the notebook depicts a small frog wearing purple rain boots, with a small blue umbrella and a small hedgehog under the umbrella
Jiang Rou began to fiddle, and she used scissors to cut off part of the cardboard cover on both sides of the notebook
The plastic lock was removed, the little hedgehog was cut in half, and the little frog's friend was taken away.
When I opened the notebook, it turned out to be a diary
Jiang Rou had mixed feelings in her heart, this was not her thing
This is Jiang Rou's diary here before
Is it that girl, is she another self?
Jiang Rou wanted to see it but didn't dare to look at it
The diary in her hand was like a thread connecting her to the girl
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At 3 o'clock in the morning, Jiang Rou was already in tears when she closed the diary, at this moment she seemed to be fused with another Jiang Rou, her despair and loneliness invaded her, "Am I like this in this world?", she couldn't control the distress and sadness in her heart and cried loudly, at this moment she is, not another girl.
The mood calmed down a little, Jiang Rou took out her mobile phone as if she remembered something, and Xiao Yonghui dialed a call, regardless of whether it was 3 o'clock in the morning
"Hey?" Xiao Yonghui was woken up by his mobile phone in the middle of the night, and he was a little surprised to see that it was Jiang Rou calling
"Xiao Yonghui, what is your birthday?"
"July 15, what's wrong"
Jiang Rou picked up the plastic lock that had been cut off and dialed the number 0715,
One press
With a click, the lock opened
Jiang Rou was silent for a long time,
Xiao Yonghui was a little puzzled, "Jiang Rou, what's wrong with you today?"
"It's nothing, I just have something I want to give you"
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When she woke up the next day, Jiang Rou's eyes were a little swollen, and she cried too much and slept too late last night.
At 8:30 in the morning, Ye Chen was already waiting for Jiang Rou downstairs, and the two went to work all the way.
Some of the students who stayed at the school rode their bicycles to their own turf to start a new day in the first rays of the morning light.
Ye Chen saw Jiang Rou's haggard face and felt very strange, how could he be so good after eating last night, but he wilted early this morning.
"Jiang Rou, what's wrong with you, why do you look so tired?"
Jiang Rou shook her head, "No, Brother Chenchen, I just didn't sleep well." ”
The two of them walked to the north gate together, it was winter vacation, and there were not many people staying in school, and there were few people on the road. Ye Chen handed over the porridge he had brought to Jiang Rou, a cup of hot oat milk.
Jiang Rou took the porridge and held it in her hand, and the warm hot drink made her much warmer.
A sip was sweet and sweet, which made her feel a little better.
"Brother Chenchen, if I become a different person, will you still like me?"
Ye Chen smiled, "What does it mean to be different, and how different is it?"
"It's just that the personality, ideas, and concepts are completely different from what they are now."
Ye Chen thought for a moment, "I don't know, what I'm in love with is you now." ”
Jiang Rou couldn't say what she felt in her heart, she was a little disappointed, lonely, and expected.
"Can't two people be together forever, Brother Chenchen, do you say that there is a lover who will be together forever. No matter what the other party becomes, you can still find her (him)?"
Ye Chen's face softened, and he looked at Jiang Rou like a child, "Arou, no one was born to find anyone." You might as well think about it from another angle, what a small probability that you and I have grown into what each other likes, and we meet, know and love each other in the vast sea of people.
"Isn't the smaller the probability of something happening, the rarer and more unique? Now that we are unique to you and me, and we have met in a unique way, why should we be emotionally disturbed by a small probability event? ”
Ye Chen rubbed Jiang Rou's head and tidied up the scarf for her again, "Isn't it also romantic to think about it like this?"
The melancholy in Jiang Rou's heart was blown away by Ye Chen's words
Yes, we are all unique to ourselves. The previous Jiang Rou was neither she nor her, and Ren Jing in this life was her mother, but she was not the one in the previous life. She and Xiao Yonghui are drifting apart because she, Jiang Rou, doesn't like Xiao Yonghui, and Xiao Yonghui doesn't like her. If it's another Jiang Rou. Ye Chen will not knock on the door of her heart like Xiao Yonghui did, because what he wants is a match.
Jiang Rou smiled and hugged Ye Chen's waist,
"Yes, there must be a great fate for us to be together. ”