Wang Jiaran feels that he is breaking down little by little, and he sometimes remembers himself in high school and college, energetic, obsessed with knowledge, and having fun with good friends around him. Although life is not as "rich" as it is now, it is really happy and down-to-earth. Now, he's more exposed to wine. Repeated indulgences raised his desire threshold, so the more presumptuous he became, the more crazy he became. But he felt more and more empty, and he could not be satisfied.

He couldn't get the one he wanted the most.

Although the matter was resolved, the school leaders and the colleagues around him knew about it to a greater or lesser extent, and he felt that the whole world was laughing at him, and he couldn't see anyone smile meaningfully at him. He hated socializing with his colleagues at school and didn't want to give lessons to his students.

Wang Jiaran's psychological pressure increased sharply, and he handed over his resignation letter, but what he didn't expect was that it was approved on the same day, and no one talked to him to save him. It's embarrassing.

Wang Jiaran smiled bitterly, he never thought that he would not be able to stay because of this kind of thing.

Wang Jiaran recently lived in the same house where Jiang Rou once lived.

Facing the night breeze, he sat on the balcony and watched the scenery. No matter what time of day Beijing is always so bustling, one o'clock in the morning is still neon flashing and the traffic is busy.

I just don't know how many desires and sins are hidden under this prosperity, Wang Jiaran picked up the wine glass and drank it all, the reason why this city is so spectacular and so magnificent is all driven by people's desires.

All the big cities are the capitals of desire.

He feels a little lost now, and his current self is like his former self. He used to feel like he had everything, but now he feels like he only has money left.

He thought of the woman who had changed him,

He didn't know if it was the woman who pushed him down the fire pit or if he was the devil who was meant to go this way.

Wang Jiaran poured himself glass after glass of wine,

He felt a little too vulnerable. Now he is depressed for most of the day, often feeling empty, and sometimes feeling helpless and sad.

He's ridiculous. is doing the things of the wicked, but there is still a little conscience and shame in his heart. Why didn't he be a little more thoroughly bad, or a little more conscience?

A wall-riding faction like him has not satisfied his own desires, and his conscience is not good. It's ridiculous.

Wang Jiaran was drunk and hazy, he looked at his hands a little confused, can he still get better?

It can't be any more, he has sinned too much, and spent the rest of his life in the condemnation of conscience. It's better to throw away that bit of conscience and make it more completely bad. For him, this is not a relief.

Jiang Rou has been feeling a little loss of appetite recently, and her menstrual period has been delayed for a long time. She went to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test stick and came back, and when she saw the two bars, Jiang Rou's heart was surging like a tide, and she couldn't calm down. She has a child, and Ye Chen's child.

Jiang Rou excitedly took out the phone and dialed Ye Chen.

After a few beeps, a clear male voice came, "Hey, Arou?"

"Brother Chenchen, when will you come back?"

Ye Chen is on a business trip, and he will not go home in a few days, "How many more days, what's wrong Arou?"

"Good news, you can go home and talk about it. Jiang Rou's voice exuded a lightness.

Ye Chen smiled, "What's the matter, is it possible that you have it?"

"Hey, you can really guess. ”

"It can't really be, right?"

After the excitement, Jiang Rou is still calm, this matter is still uncertain, maybe it will make the two of them happy.

Jiang Rou planned to go to the hospital first to check and then tell Ye Chen, "Don't guess, the good news is that I miss you." ”

The corners of Ye Chen's mouth rose, and the smile on his face couldn't be contained, "This is really good news." ”

"Then go to work. Come on, come on. ”

......

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Rou hurriedly took her mobile phone and wallet and rushed to a nearby hospital to have a check-up.

went to the hospital to register for a B ultrasound, it turned out that she was two months pregnant, and the doctor pointed out to her the gestational sac and fetal bud in the uterine cavity on the B ultrasound, Jiang Rou touched her lower abdomen, and there was a strange feeling in her heart, and now a small life connected to her blood was born here.

Jiang Rou prescribed some medicine in the hospital, and then walked briskly towards the house, she was already drunk with this happy news.

The setting sun kisses the earth shyly, giving everything a layer of gold. In Jiang Rou's eyes, the city is now warm and dreamy. The streets are filled with cars, pedestrians, modern and sophisticated shops, and towering buildings...... They all seem so prosperous and vibrant.

After Jiang Rou came out of the supermarket near her home, she strolled down the street, she was still immersed in the good news, there was a gentle smile on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, her body exuded an incomparable temperament, peaceful and motherly temperament like a bodhisattva, almost everyone who saw her would be attracted by her demure temperament. Wang Jiaran is no exception.

He had already followed Jiang Rou all the way. I haven't seen them for so many years, and both of them have changed a lot. Wang Jiaran looked at her almost greedily, from youth and innocence to the current mature charm, he loved everything.

Wang Jiaran walked out uncontrollably and stopped in front of Jiang Rou. The man is tall and straight, with a clear face and a decadent gloomy temperament.

Jiang Rou's heart was about to jump out of her throat when she saw this familiar face, Wang Jiaran?

She looked around, it was still evening, and there were some passers-by walking in the neighborhood, and she was a little bolder.

"Wang Jiaran, what are you doing with me?"

Wang Jiaran looked at her silently, he just wanted to sneak a few glances at her before leaving, but he was greatly tempted and walked out uncontrollably. If only the person could take it himself.

His voice was a little hoarse, "Jiang Rou, I have missed you so much all these years." ”

Jiang Roulen stayed in place, feeling a little ridiculous, this was how many years ago.

She didn't want to see the person in front of her at all, and she said sarcastically, "Do you have a problem with your head?"

Wang Jiaran laughed lightly, "There is no problem with the head, there may be a little problem with the spirit." ”

Jiang Rou didn't want to say more, turned around and was about to leave.

Wang Jiaran grabbed Jiang Rou's hand, "Come with me, you will be my wife." I have more than Ye Chen. ”

Jiang Rou was surprised to hear his crazy words, "Ye Chen and I are husband and wife. What are you talking nonsense!"

Wang Jiaran suddenly laughed, "Do you think Ye Chen is still the same person he used before, do you know how many dirty methods he used for profit?"

This is a liar, Jiang Rou broke free from his hand, and just wanted to get away quickly.

There was a push and her things fell to the ground, and a few apples rolled out of the way.

Wang Jiaran bent down to pick up the items that fell on the ground, looking at the folic acid and pregnant women's vitamin tablets in his hand, he only felt that the world was still at this moment, and Wang Jiaran said "congratulations" with a pale face.

Jiang Rou took the medicine, just glanced at Wang Jiaran silently, and then turned around and walked away mercilessly, not even bothering to pick up the apples on the ground.

After the slender back slowly disappeared, Wang Jiaran silently picked up the apples rolling on the ground, and walked out of the community lonely in the crimson sunset of the evening. (End of text)

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