Chapter 128: That's the feeling of a heartbeat
I stopped walking, turned back to her and replied, "I'm a little insomniac, I want to go out for a walk." ”
Su Yi turned on the lamp, sat up from the bed, looked at her watch again, and said, "You've been out for almost two hours now, just to go out for a walk?"
In order to hide my weakness, I quickly ran to her bed and helped her pick up her back.
I grinned and asked, "Well, the craftsmanship is not bad... Do you remember when I was in high school, I licked my face and said I wanted to give you a massage in order to be able to share a table with you... Heck, this long-time wish has finally come true today. ”
I deliberately pulled the topic further and further, just to prevent me from accidentally leaking out about the blind man just now, after all, I promised the blind man not to talk to anyone, and I must have this little credit.
Unexpectedly, Su Yi really fell into my topic, she leaned a little closer to me and said, "Don't beat it, help me pinch it." ”
"Well, we're happy to help you. ”
Suddenly, she turned back to the topic and asked, "Did you tell me that in high school?" ”
"Heh!" I said disdainfully, "You were the goddess in the minds of the boys in our school at that time, how could you be so high-minded, how could you remember what I said as a nobody." ”
Su Yi stretched out her hand and slapped my arm lightly: "Do your job well (give her a back and pinch her shoulder), don't talk nonsense." ”
I retorted, "Why am I talking nonsense, don't you know that so boys adored you at that time?"
Su Yi turned around, faced me, looked at me playfully, and asked, "Then did you think I was a goddess at that time?"
"Uhhh
Seeing that I didn't speak, she grabbed me by the collar and glared at me and said, "Is that a question so difficult to answer?"
I smiled sheepishly, and motioned for her to let go of her hand before saying, "Of course you are the goddess in my heart... It always has been. ”
"Hmph!" Su Yi put down her hand and looked at me proudly, a little bit of an oath at home... But then, she whispered in my ear: "Actually, since then, you have always been the male god in my heart. ”
I listened carefully to Su Yi's words, and the sense of vanity that had been hidden in my heart slowly sprouted...
In the middle of my life, on the surface, I was aggressive and unforgiving. But no one knows that over the years, I have always had an inferiority complex, especially in front of Su Yi... The more I feel inferior, the more I feel that I can't compare to others, the more I can do it, the more I have to show that I am confident, but I can deceive others, but I can't deceive my own heart.
I sat on the bed and felt like I was in a dream.
Su Yi continued in my ear: "Seeing that you are doing well today, you don't have to go back to that bed to sleep... Just sleep here. ”
Hearing this, I was more like a thunderbolt from the sky, I got up from the bed in a little panic, and pinched my arm hard, until the pain reached my nerve center, I knew that at this moment, I was not dreaming, it was real.
Su Yi looked at me like a mentally handicapped person and said, "Xiuwen, what kind of wind are you smoking this big night?"
"No......"I came back to my senses, and asked her pretending to be reserved, "Su Yi, it's not good to be so fast." ”
"Hurry, I don't think so..." Su Yi's expression was very indifferent.
"That's good, that's good, don't you think it's good to be fast...", I was already incoherent with excitement.
Su Yi looked at me with strange eyes: "It's almost midnight now, aren't you still sleeping?"
"What?"
"What...," Su Yi covered the quilt, turned her body over again, and said, "But it's okay, you still have to maintain a friendly sleeping position tonight, and you can't just do anything to me." ”
I......
I finally understood the meaning of Su Yi's words just now, it turned out that she told me to hurry up, telling me to go to bed quickly. I don't know how I came up with that... Thanks to my deliberate pretending, otherwise the consequences would have been out of control.
I was a little disappointed, but I didn't want to go against her... After all, this thing can't be forced, it still has to be gradual.
I'm afraid that I'll be too excited and won't be able to control myself, so I'd better sleep in a bed by myself, so as not to get into a "miserable death" when I get there, which will not be good.
… …
"Xiuwen, what's wrong with you... But did you come here to sleep?"
I pulled the quilt up a little to cover my eyes, and then replied, "I'm sleeping well here, don't disturb me..."
"Really?" Su Yi got up from her bed, slipped into the bed I slept in, lay on my chest, and asked, "Tell me, what's the matter with you?"
In this room in the dead of night, Su Yi suddenly lay beside me, making my heart and cerebrovascular vessels continue to expand, and the blood flow is also several times faster than usual in my body...
I subconsciously calmed myself down, and then replied honestly: "Su Yi, I'm a normal man... On a wonderful night like this, I'm afraid I'll lose control of myself. ”
"Xiuwen... I'm not ready yet... Don't be in such a hurry, okay?"
"I...," I stopped, my heart beating wildly.
"Then I'll go back to sleep... That way you won't feel bad. ”
Suddenly, Su Yi got up from my arms again, and I was afraid that she would leave, so I quickly grabbed her.
"Okay, Suyi, I can bear it, go to sleep obediently, don't run around. ”
"Are you sure?"
"I'm sure. ”
After Su Yi got my affirmation, she didn't run back to the bed, she lay back on the bed I slept on.
It's just that she hugged me tightly, which made me feel a little suffocated, I remember the last time she hugged me like this, I can't wait to use all the strength of my body on my arms...
"Xiuwen. ”
"Hey!"
"Do you know, every time I hold you, I feel very grounded, no matter what I have to face in the future, I will not be afraid... Do you know that you are my dependence..."
Su Yi's voice was very soft and soft, but my heart was very sour and sour. Su Yi looks so strong on the surface, but in fact, she is nothing more than an ordinary woman in her bones.
What she does is so strong in front of others, it is nothing more than that she is in a high position, she knows that the workplace is full of human struggles, and as long as she is not careful, she will fall into the trap designed for her.
Only in front of me will she show her most real side...
I patted her on the back with my hand: "Fool, no matter what happens in the future, I will stand behind you... Don't be afraid...... Go to sleep!"
"Hmm... Xiuwen, your heart is beating so fast!"
"That's what it feels like to be in a heartbeat. ”
… …
At midnight, taking advantage of the last drop of night left outside the window, Su Yi had fallen asleep quietly on top of me. I followed the sound of her soft breathing and fell into a dream.