Chapter 82: Those Flowers~

"When I was 6 years old, I was adopted by my parents from a welfare home. Actually, my mother was reluctant at the time, because I was old and I could remember. But my dad liked girls, and eventually convinced my mom to take me home. ”

On the south side of the landscape bridge, in the wooden corridor of the academy wharf, Gu Qianchuan and Su Yue looked from afar and listened to the latter's story.

The rain curtain gradually became larger, and a beaded curtain was hung in front of the porch, cutting off the sight, but isolating the past.

People are emotional, and Gu Qianchuan has a picture in his mind, as if he saw a little girl carved in pink, biting her fingers and looking at a young couple timidly. My heart pounded hard.

He didn't guess wrongly about the latter's life experience, but he didn't guess more correctly.

"My mother had pelvic surgery, and the doctor said that there was no chance of pregnancy in the future, so I wanted to adopt one. She said she was still a boy, but she actually loved me. The first few years were really the happiest time for me. ”

Su Yue's eyes were full of longing, and he looked at the water town on the other side and smiled dimly, but soon disappeared.

"I always like to come to the river to play, and my mother hit me a few times and didn't listen. Every weekend, the docks, stone bridges, and uncles' canopy boats here are all places for me and my friends to hide and seek......

I was 9 years old that year, and I remember it raining heavily. I was crazy and didn't want to go home, so my mother came out to find me when she cooked dinner. She was standing by the river, calling my name all the time. I hid in the boat on the river and watched her through the cracks......"

Tears came suddenly, crackling and falling out. The woman who was cold-faced and hot-hearted, could talk and laugh exquisitely with customers, and could also wake up Xiao Gu in the middle of the night, suddenly became a crybaby with a snot bag.

Gu Qianchuan frowned and stepped forward, his flustered hand touched his left pocket to his right pocket, and he didn't find anything like a handkerchief or tissue, so he scolded Liu Feng fiercely in his heart.

He also doesn't have a lot of comforting experience, especially the past hidden in Su Yue's heart is not so easy to explain, and it can't be okay after confiding.

A rich second generation secretly regrets in his heart, he really shouldn't have hooked up her sad things like this.

"Because the other children have gone home, only I haven't gone back. The rain became heavier and heavier, and my mother shouted more and more urgently. She remembered that I was playing by the river, and she started looking along the river. If you fall, you get up right away and fall again...... Crying while shouting my name. ”

Su Yue's tone began to be short, her eyes became more and more hollow, and her voice became trembling, as if she had seen some terrible scene.

Gu Qianchuan was a little at a loss, wanting to hold her hand or hug her. Before I could make a move, I heard her gasp like a moan, "And then, ah! Then, I saw her fall to the ground, her legs covered in blood, blood, so red...... I was so scared, I just covered my mouth, like this......"

Su Yue suddenly raised her hand and covered her mouth tightly, as if she wanted to suffocate herself. Seeing that he couldn't breathe, his eyes were bulging outward and bloodshot and he didn't let go.

"Sister, sister, let go!"

Gu Qianchuan secretly said that it was not good, and hurriedly went to break her wrist. But Su Yue used a lot of strength, as if all the strength of his body was used on it, and his knuckles were white. The former took a lot of effort, pinching and breaking, and finally put her arm under her armpit and grabbed her, hugged her and comforted her softly.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here!"

"Ah~"

Su Yue seemed to have just recovered her strength, and the sound of sobbing passed through time and space, making people feel creepy. Gu Qianchuan only felt that the person in his arms was trembling, so he patted her back stupidly, and he couldn't think of a single way to deal with girls in the past.

He didn't want to know much about the rest of the story, but he could probably guess it.

Su Yue's adoptive mother caused an accidental miscarriage in order to find her, which was too big a blow to the couple who had no hope of having a child, and naturally turned their anger to the initiator.

But could it be that because of this incident, Su Yue was abandoned again?

Gu Qianchuan boasted to himself that he would only stand on the side of justice, and for such a thing, he could write an 8,000-word essay on the Internet without a draft. But now holding Su Yue, who is trembling and sobbing, can't help but ask herself, can you really tell right from wrong in some things?

The person in his arms slowly eased up, still whimpering, and his voice seemed to have a vacuum, not like a human voice, which made him panic.

"Mom is shouting for help...... The neighbor's aunt saw it and hurriedly called my dad...... I didn't dare to go home, so I kept hiding, hiding, and then I fell asleep, and then I woke up and was at home.

My father said he was going to beat me to death, and my mother kept crying, and I kept crying. Dad said that my brother was gone. Woo, I really want him to beat me to death and get my brother back...... It's my fault, I'm a bad boy!"

"Sister, let's not talk about it, let's not talk about it! Let's go home!"

Gu Qianchuan walked out with her arm, but when Su Yue heard the word "go home", she suddenly seemed to be stimulated, suddenly pushed him away, and shouted angrily: "You go away! I don't have to worry about you! I don't have a home! I am an ominous person, I killed my brother! You have to stay away from me!"

"You ......"

Xiao Gu was stunned in place, looking at Su Yue who turned his head and ran to the other side of the corridor, hugged his shoulders and shrank into the corner, and didn't speak again. It seems that the confiding and venting just now didn't untie half of the depression in her heart.

But she just inadvertently revealed a very important information, saying that she killed her brother.

Some of the older generation are indeed superstitious about this kind of thing, and her adoptive parents probably abandoned her because of this. Even, in the shadow of this childhood, I'm afraid even she thinks so. So I still longed for that home, but I didn't dare to go back.

How can a 9-year-old girl grow up to where she is now, and how much suffering she has experienced in the middle, Gu Qianchuan doesn't dare to think about it, let alone bear to think about it.

But he can't go back to home, and he can understand the emotions that his parents can't get close to.

sighed, and while secretly hating the elm head that had dropped the chain at the critical moment, he cautiously approached. When standing beside Su Yue, the latter shook obviously, but did not push him away again.

Gu Qianchuan could clearly feel that no matter how fierce she was on her lips, she still longed for it in her heart.

"My experience is different from yours, my parents are very good to me and love me!"

Xiao Gu's pertinent angle of comforting others is always so alternative and under-beaten, but attracting people's attention is first-class.

"But when I was a kid, I didn't like it, I hated being at home, I hated that they complimented me, I hated the endless care and inquiry, which made me feel stressed and made me breathless. ”

Slowly sitting next to Su Yue, Gu Qianchuan sorted out his thoughts and told the story of "Gu Qianchuan".

"It wasn't until I went to college that I suddenly felt free, no longer my mother nagging in my ear, and no longer having to look at my father's proud and expectant eyes. When the school counted the qualifications of exchange students, I did not hesitate to sign up, and I wanted to live under a freer sky.

However, only half a year later, I began to miss them in a foreign country. I miss my mother's nagging, I miss my father's teaching......"

The rain was still falling, Xu felt cold, and Su Yue cautiously approached the clumsy little man beside him who comforted him. When the other party's arms were wrapped, he hid in that warm and generous embrace, almost greedily breathing in the smell of his body.

She kept admonishing herself in her heart, just this once. After that, he was still the boss, and she was still the assistant.

"I want to thank you for being by my mother's side during that time, and it also gave her emotional sustenance. I know your feelings for me and for us are different. Actually, we are the same, we have long regarded you as family! So you don't just have that family, you have us!"

Su Yue tilted her head slightly, buried her face downward, and tears welled up again.

"Oops~ New Year's Day, don't always cry~ Or, I'll sing to you! I've never sung to others, and I won't sing to others in the future!"

After a while, there was a faint humming in the deep rain curtain: "That laughter reminds me of my flowers~~ Quietly open for me in every corner of my life......"

On the side of the bridge in the distance, Li Xu and Liu Feng hid in the air-conditioned business car, and were guessing what the two would say when their mobile phones rang.

Lao Li just dried his clothes, and he was in a good mood at the moment. But when I took out my phone and looked at it, my face darkened.

"Spicy next door, Lao Tzu is a bodyguard, not a follower! It's raining in the middle of the night, where can I buy him a guitar?!"