Unconsciously.

It's been almost 20 years.

During this period, she regretted it and returned home, only to find that her husband's family had moved away.

She never dreamed that the consequences of running away from home for the first time would be so serious, not only was her husband gone, but even her daughter who was pregnant in October was gone.

She collapsed at that time, and immediately took out the phone and called her husband, but when she heard that the number was empty, the whole person seemed to be a soulless shell, and she didn't even notice that the mobile phone slipped in her hand, and the whole person lost her soul, and she didn't know how to get home.

If it weren't for her best friends who went to the bar to look for her, found that the bar was not open, called and found that no one answered, and realized that something was wrong and rushed to her place to find her, it is estimated that she might have done something stupid.

After the girlfriends learned about these things from her mouth, they were worried that she would not be able to think of continuing to do stupid things, so they took turns to accompany her, take care of her, and also use their husband's connections to help her find someone, but after looking for a long time, it did not disappear, and finally had to give up.

Cheering up, she pressed her thoughts and love for her daughter in her heart, and put all her thoughts and attention on running the bar.

But she didn't give up the idea of continuing to look for her daughter, and even didn't hesitate to use the money she earned from the bar to ask someone to help find a lot of private detectives to help find someone, and it lasted for several years without news, and she was really completely dead.

Over the years, she has also met many men who want to pursue her, but she has refused, maybe she is used to being alone, maybe she doesn't dare to trust men anymore, or maybe the scars in her heart have not healed.

As for what it is, it is estimated that only she knows it herself.

The proprietress finished talking about her past with a calm face, then picked up the wine glass and drank the wine in the glass, not knowing what to think about anymore with a melancholy expression.

Ye Luo didn't know what to say, and he didn't make a sound.

The atmosphere became a little heavy for a while.

After half ringing.

Ye Luo was the first to break the silence and said apologetically: "Sister Hong, I'm sorry, if I wasn't too curious, I wouldn't have let you mention these sad things." ”

"It doesn't have much to do with you, it's what I want to say. ”

Sister Hong came back to her senses and smiled: "If I don't want to say it, even if you put a knife on my neck, I won't say it." ”

If it was before, she would definitely choose to hold it in her heart and not tell anyone.

It's just that after so many years, she works in the bar every day, and she has seen a lot of things and all kinds of people, some are better than herself, and some are worse than herself, and she will naturally get used to seeing more.

"It's not a matter to keep these things in your heart, and it's good to say it now, at least it means that you have begun to let go. A touch of distress appeared in Ye Luo's eyes, and he didn't even realize it.

"I'm relieved. ”

Sister Hong smiled dumbly and said, "What you have lost, in fact, has never really belonged to you, so you don't have to regret it." If you get it, it may not last long, and if you lose it, you may not have it again. Learn to smile in pain, get comfortable after letting go, and once thought you couldn't get over the hurdles, time will always teach you to pass. Letting go is a kind of kindness to yourself. ”

At that time, the light smoothed your water chestnut, and even the most impatient person will slowly become gentle and patient.

Those years that can't be pulled back by a angry cow will eventually slowly leave us, in exchange for a slight smile, good and bad are accepted calmly, and give birth to a kind of indifference of watching the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court, and leaving the indifference of looking at the clouds in the sky.

Life is not spring when it is red.

Sometimes, the simplicity of the heart is also a permanent fragrance.

If one day, in the breeze and bright moon, push open a mottled door

The door, watching Shaohua get farther away, can also embrace the experience, embrace the warm fragrance, and see a simple self back, which is the most beautiful understanding in the depths of time.

"Sister Hong, I have to say, you are so strong. Ye Luo said with admiration, and secretly said in his heart, I didn't expect the boss lady to be a woman with a story.

"No, I wasn't strong at first, but life forced me to learn to be strong slowly. ”

The proprietress poured wine into her cup and said, "I am a woman, and there will be times when I am vulnerable, but I don't have a shoulder by my side that I can rely on, so I can only be my own shoulder." ”

Ye Luo pursed his lips: "I know that it is not easy for you to live alone as a woman, and it is inevitable that you will be pointed at by some people behind your back, I know that you must know more or less, you are still young, why don't you find a man?"

"Do you think I haven't thought about it?"

The proprietress rubbed her temples that were a little swollen, and said with a slightly drunk expression: "Which man is a good man who can come to the bar?" ”

"Who says good men don't come to bars?"

Hearing the words of the proprietress, Ye Luo suddenly stopped: "Don't knock over a group of people with a stick, I don't know about other men, but I know that I must be a good man." ”

As soon as the proprietress wanted to say something, she met several people who came to check out, and Ye Luo was embarrassed to disturb others to make money.

Taking advantage of the boss's efforts to collect money, Ye Luo's eyes fell on the clock on the wall behind the boss's wife, and he was stunned for a moment, good guy, before he knew it, it was almost twelve o'clock.

He felt that he and Sister Hong had been chatting for a while, but he didn't expect that more than three hours had passed.

If you are in the magic capital, it is considered a hot scene before twelve o'clock, and it is considered the beginning of nightlife after twelve o'clock, and there are people leaving here.

Nightlife generally refers to the activities that prevail from dusk to early morning, and nightlife is generally regarded as a relative to formal activities such as daytime work, and the term nightlife is often more recreational in nature.

Black gives the night mystery, people give the night movement, love gives the night warmth, and the world gives the night endless possibilities.

When night falls, the whole world becomes dynamic, with a sparkling red and a gentle breeze, so let's put our loneliness aside, dress up for the ball, and join in the colorful nightlife.

Here will detonate infinite possibilities, where everyone is the protagonist, at this moment, the whole world is partying, no one sleeps tonight, and the stars are shining tonight.

The concept of nightlife is not pure, for some people, it is just a daytime life.

In fact, nightlife is easy to think of sex, sex, and lust. But in fact, its essence should be relaxation.

With so many entertainment venues, time flies a lot faster.

It's a drain, no consolation.

This kind of life makes people no longer quiet.

Quietness, on the other hand, is the ability to endure loneliness and learn to be alone.

When night falls, every city is filled with a variety of night scenes.

Although the night is not as bright as the day, it has a transparency that is not possible during the day, and it implies a more real feeling than the day.

As a result, the city's different 'bars' began to dominate the lively stage of nightlife.

Maybe many people don't understand what there is to be nostalgic about nightlife.

In fact, when night comes, no matter how well disguised the soul is, it has to face the loneliness behind the prosperity.

Only by finding a way to make yourself happy can you face yesterday and tomorrow happily.

Urban white-collar workers who are tired of nightlife probably see through this

Let yourself fly in the light of the night.

Nowadays, relaxed and rich urban nightlife has become the main way for urban white-collar workers to relax and relax.

Urban white-collar workers have led a new concept of fashion life, interpreting the nightlife more beautiful the night.

When people find that they are no longer children and cannot play like children, we begin to look for our own ways of entertainment, when the concrete jungle separates people's hearts, and the busy work overwhelms people, we need a way to relax ourselves.

Although in the eyes of some, nightclubs are synonymous with drunkenness, dreams, death and erosion.

But in this huge city, there is only a small corner, which will create a fairytale-like world for us who are burdened with responsibilities and desires after the lights come on.

As adults, we are unarmed and face each other with ease, like children who have never understood the world.

When the proprietress finished collecting the money, Ye Luo couldn't help but ask the doubts in her heart: "Sister Hong, I heard that the nightlife of CDs only starts at ten o'clock, and it is not yet twelve o'clock, and the customers in the store are almost halfway away, I remember that most bars are open normally until about two o'clock in the morning? Some will even be open until dawn." ”

Sister Hong may have just finished collecting money from the guests, and at this moment the whole person was a little sober: "My bar is also like this, but the premise is that the bar still has customers, if the bar has no customers, who won't close?"

Ye Luo took a sip of wine, turned his head to look at the bar, and then turned around and said, "There is still one table left, after those people leave, do you plan to close the door if there are no customers?"

"Why don't you close the door when there's no one?, don't you need money for electricity?" Sister Hong said angrily.

Ye Luo said with a look of grievance: "I haven't left yet, are they human, and I am not human?"

"Haha... Don't say it, I really seem to have forgotten about you. Sister Hong was amused by Ye Luo's aggrieved appearance.

"I'm such a living person, can't you see it?" Ye Luo couldn't help but roll his eyes.

Sister Hong didn't seem to see Ye Luo's white eyes, and blinked: "I saw it, but I didn't treat you as a guest." ”

"Not a guest?"

Ye Luo suddenly thought of something, and said with a wicked smile: "So is it your own person?" or a man?"

"Phew... Don't always try to take advantage of me. Sister Hong's face turned red and she spitted.

"How did I take advantage of you? Don't wronged me. Ye Luo pursed his lips, playing with the hand of the wine glass, and while Sister Hong was not paying attention, he suddenly grabbed the hand that was also playing with the wine glass, and his face showed a smug look: "Oh, this is called taking advantage." ”

"Are you crazy?"

Sister Hong, who was suddenly attacked by Ye Luo, tried hard to pull her hand out, but found that she couldn't break free, for fear that it would be bad for the guests to see it, so she hurriedly scolded: "There are still guests, hurry up and let me go." ”

As if he hadn't heard it, Ye Luo held Sister Hong's hand tightly, and a playful smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth: "I seem to understand what you mean, you want to say, the guest is not good now, just wait for the guest to leave, right?"

"It's not. Sister Hong's face suddenly turned cold, ordinary people may really be scared.

Ye Luo didn't care at all, he had no intention of letting go at all, and even blatantly picked up Sister Hong's wine glass with his other hand and drank all the wine in the glass, and his tone was cheap: "You see, we have skin-to-skin kisses, and we have indirect kisses, I don't mind, what do you mind." ”

"Poof. ”

Sister Hong laughed angrily at Ye Luo's cheap appearance, and the indifference deliberately pretended on her face suddenly broke through, and her voice couldn't help but carry a little bit of the coquettish meaning of her girlfriend and boyfriend: "Okay, don't make trouble, let it go quickly, it's not good to be seen later." ”