20. Confession

In the remaining days, Jiang Rou studied the live broadcast, as well as the skills of video shooting, and in the busyness, Jiang Rou received a message from Wang Jiaran. This weekend, Wang Jiaran invited Jiang Rou to go to the park together. So he's already back?

Jiang Rou counted her fingers, boiled and boiled, and finally it was Sunday.

When Jiang Rou arrived at the gate of the park, Wang Jiaran had been waiting there for a while, the main entrance of Tingjiang Park was antique, with vermilion walls, dark green glazed tile roof, and a blue gold-edged plaque hanging in the center, which read "Tingjiang Park". Wang Jiaran is as black as ink, has fair skin, is thin and straight, and has a noble temperament. Jiang Rou saw him at a glance in the crowd, and quietly walked behind him, "Hey", Wang Jiaran turned his head indifferently, "You are here", he wore a black shirt, a pair of light blue jeans, the fabric of the shirt is very textured, the cut is extremely fit, the wooden buttons, and the details are also micro-carved.

Jiang Rou only felt that it looked like very ordinary clothes, why did he look particularly good when he wore it. Jiang Rou's heart was beating, and her intuition told her what story would happen between her and Wang Jiaran today, "Then let's go in", Wang Jiaran handed Jiang Rou the ticket he bought, and the two walked into the park.

Ren Jing's income is not high, all she earns is hard-earned money, Jiang Rou in this life has hardly been to the mall, and Wang Cuiying took her to the market to buy clothes. For today's date, Jiang Rou used her few small vaults to go to the mall to buy a new set of clothes, an outdated discounted dress, and spent Jiang Rou 300 yuan, leaving only 100 yuan for herself pocket money. She knew that Wang Jiaran's family conditions were very good, and the food was very exquisite, and she didn't want the two to seem too far apart.

Wang Jiaran looked at Jiang Rou, she was wearing a light blue sports-style dress today, and she was wearing a gray long knit outside.

Her high-waisted skirt accentuated her slender waist, which was just above the knee and a pair of long straight legs underneath.

Jiang Rou's face is like a hibiscus, her eyebrows are like a long willow, her eyes are deep, and her skin like snow is slightly pale and sickly, but it is even more moving. Wang Jiaran has spent many nights suffering from insomnia for such a pair of eyes.

There are a lot of plants and flowers in Tingjiang Park, walking into the main entrance, the flowers in the flower beds in the garden are vibrant, "What flower do you like the most?" Jiang Rou looked at Wang Jiaran and asked, her face was red, her eyes were dripping, "There is nothing special to like, what about you?" Wang Jiaran responded.

"I like Lamei the most. It's really very fragrant, if there is really plum blossom essence, then I would also like to plum wife and crane" Jiang Rou's pink face peach cheeks, said the rise,

Wang Jiaran smiled dumbly, "I don't want to", "Oh, anyway, it's really fragrant, the kind of fragrance that hits my heart for me." ”

"It's a pity, it's not winter now, otherwise we can go together to 'hit the heart'", Jiang Rou's face turned red and she felt that this was a bit subtle.

Among the various attractions in this garden, the flower windows are very eye-catching, and from the mountain, the two people walked into the corridor. The porch is full of all kinds of flower windows, patterns and patterns, and there are many variations. Jiang Rou felt very exquisite, and put her face closer to look, she was obsessed with looking at it, and a magnified handsome face suddenly appeared next to her, "Is it good-looking", a heat breath of mint candy hit, Wang Jiaran's low and slightly hoarse voice sounded, Jiang Rou's face turned red, and she felt surrounded by a thick male hormone, and the deer in her heart was about to crash out, "Okay...... Good, good-looking", Jiang Rou pointed out the flower window, and Wang Jiaran looked along.

Looking out of the window through the flower window, there is a cluster of flowers and plants for a while, a pile of strange stones for a while, and a cluster of bamboos for a while. The ever-changing scenery and the delicate patterns on the windows are reflected in each other, forming a natural picture. Both of their faces leaned against the flower window, and they could hear each other's breathing when they were close, and neither wanted to open their mouths to break the silence of the moment.

Wang Jiaran is a person who thinks very highly of himself, although he looks gentle and polite, but there is an arrogance engraved in his bones. His family background and superior IQ make him look down on most people.

But for Jiang Rou, Wang Jiaran thinks she is cute, and it is her appearance that gives the wife he fantasizes about in his mind a specific image, glamorous and beautiful, and ice and snow smart. In his eyes, Jiang Rou was like a pearl, but her bad background covered her with dust. But today, he made up his mind that he didn't mind falling in love with Jiang Rou, or even getting married in the future, and he wouldn't dislike the troubles hidden behind her.

The branches and leaves of the trees are swaying, Jiang Rou and Wang Jiaran are resting on the chairs under the shade of the trees, Jiang Rou took out two bottles of mineral water from her small schoolbag and handed one to Wang Jiaran, "Oh~ Drink water", Jiang Rou's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, Wang Jiaran was a little surprised, "What do you have in your bag?" , Jiang Rou took out the snacks in the schoolbag and asked Wang Jiaran to choose, Jiang Rou has little pocket money, and usually eats one or two pieces of white bread like steamed buns to satisfy her hunger, but today she bought the kind of 5 or 6 yuan in the commissary, and she didn't buy the bread and ham sausages that she still saw in the past, for fear that Wang Jiaran would dislike it.

Wang Jiaran looked at the pile of fancy bread, all of which he usually didn't touch, "Why do you bring so many things in, isn't it heavy?" There are food for sale in the park, "The food in the park is several times more expensive", "You know, my family conditions are not very good", Jiang Rou has never had a strange mood because of poor family conditions before, but this time I don't know why, she said this sentence very difficult.

Wang Jiaran didn't take Jiang Rou's bread, "I'm not hungry yet, you can take it, let's go out to eat later, okay?" Wang Jiaran's micro-expression made Jiang Rou feel a little embarrassed, and put the bread back with a sigh. Jiang Rou said to himself in his heart, he may not be used to eating these, or he may feel ashamed to eat bread outside, don't think too much, don't be so sensitive, Jiang Rou!。

After a while, after enough rest, Wang Jiaran took Jiang Rou out to eat, "I invite you today, you are not allowed to rob me", Jiang Rou is not a hypocritical person, she happily responded, "Then I am going to eat a big household today", "You are satisfied" Wang Jiaran pursed her lips and smiled. Wang Jiaran took Jiang Rou to a private restaurant.

Wang Jiaran skillfully picked up the menu, asked for two glasses of red wine after reporting a few dish names, and handed the menu to Jiang Rou, "Do you want to see if there is anything you want to eat?" I just ordered a few signature dishes, you can try other favorites." Wang Jiaran whispered to Jiang Rou, smiling and coaxing a child, if the rest of the class saw Wang Jiaran's tender and sweet look, their jaws would definitely drop.

Jiang Rou found that the menu here only had the name of the dish, not the price, and her intuition told her that it was not simple, and she was embarrassed to order, "I want a wine-stuffed osmanthus", "Okay" Wang Jiaran got up and left, and went to hand over the menu to the waiter. Jiang Rou didn't know that the sweet soup she thought was very cheap, and the real price would also make her staggering.

The private room where she and Wang Jiaran are located is very elegantly decorated, and you can see the rockery and flowing water outside the courtyard through the window, and the scenery is very quiet. There was also a pot of orchids on the table, this orchid was more than a foot high, it seemed to be a white jade carving of blooming white flowers, under the backdrop of green leaves, so pure and elegant.

It didn't take long for Wang Jiaran to come back, and the dishes were also on the ground one after another, Jiang Rou had seen some of the world in her previous life, but she had never seen such exquisite and attentive dishes, and when she was enjoying it, she couldn't help but be more curious about Wang Jiaran's family background. After eating, the dish was taken down and the waiter served another pot of tea. Jiang Rou didn't drink well, a glass of red wine was in his stomach, people were already a little confused, Wang Jiaran was also red, his eyes were brown, although he was just a thin teenager, but his eyes were as sharp as an eagle's eyes, and at this moment Jiang Rou was stared at by these eyes, and there was a dangerous intuition.

There was a silence between the two, the woman was slightly drunk, her face was bright, her watery Danfeng eyes had a seductive charm, and the ambiguous atmosphere was in the room, Wang Jiaran took the initiative to break the silence, he got up and sat next to Jiang Rou, "Jiang Rou, I want to talk to you about something",

Jiang Rou's heart jumped wildly, coming, finally here, Wang Jiaran is also the person she thinks about day and night, she has already liked her in the past two years of contact, Jiang Rou is waiting for Wang Jiaran's confession in surprise, "Say it", Wang Jiaran suddenly lowered his head and kissed her soft and ruddy lips, lust filled his chest, agitated, Wang Jiaran closed his arms and hugged her tightly, "Do you want to be my girlfriend?"

Jiang Rou was in Wang Jiaran's arms, smelling the familiar mint smell on Wang Jiaran's body, and the close contact made her blush and want to drip blood, this was Wang Jiaran's arms, Jiang Rou was just about to open her mouth to agree, only to hear Wang Jiaran say again: "Jiang Rou, I really can't survive to survive, I am fighting against the desire to love you, and the days I meet you are a kind of torture for me." I'm struggling with worldly opinions, I'm fighting against family expectations, your humble background has made me hesitate, I've gone against my reason, and now I'm going to put them all aside and let you put an end to my suffering. ”

Jiang Rou got up from Wang Jiaran's arms with a pale face, Wang Jiaran's eagle-like eyes stared at her, confidently waiting for her to say yes. Jiang Rou's eyes were sour, and her eyes were full of tears, and she lowered her head and tried to suppress the tears. After a few minutes, she raised her head and looked directly into Wang Jiaran's eyes and said, "Why do you want to fight against the desire to love me, because of my humble background?".

Wang Jiaran's smile froze on his face, and he didn't explain.

The longer the time passed, the colder Jiang Rou felt. Her heart was like soaking in salty water, and her blood was as cold as rain. She felt that in this moment, her self-esteem was crushed like dust. "I don't want to"

"This is your reply?", Wang Jiaran is like an offended lion, "tell me your reasons"

Jiang Rou smiled self-deprecatingly and asked, "Wang Jiaran, how old are you now?"

"17" Wang Jiaran looked at her suspiciously

Jiang Rou said calmly and with some grievances: "You said that you violated your reason, let me tell you what you ignored and didn't understand clearly." You know my origin, I'll tell you more details, the eldest young master was carried away by love for a while, and someone needs to mention it for you. ”

"My mother is a widow and sells vegetables in the county seat. My grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents are all rural farmers, and they have straw under their beds, and they need to burn firewood for cooking, and it is common to spit casually, you only know the words rural and poor, but do you know the specific things they represent behind them? Can you accept such a family? Wang Jiaran, I believe you have seen the vulgarity of the people at the bottom, your words tell me that you care about this, do you really want to have anything to do with me? Can you really get along with them?" Jiang Rou asked Wang Jiaran with tears in her eyes

Wang Jiaran was stunned by Jiang Rou's sharp words, "I'm ...... I ......" He was shocked by Jiang Rou's words.

Jiang Rou smiled weakly, "It is said that these truths are self-evident: all people are created equal. But no, people are not equal in their natural physiology, nor are they equal in spirit or politics. Contempt, enslavement is everywhere.

Wang Jiaran, you are healthy and handsome, intellectually detached, well-off, richer, more honorable, and more powerful than others.

Others obey you and chase you, and you see if there is vanity and contempt in your heart, just as there is shame and envy in the heart of the people who obey you. ”

The more Jiang Rou spoke, the more excited she became, and vented the pain that Wang Jiaran had felt about her in the past two years, she also obeyed and chased Wang Jiaran, and he called her like a king, and he left immediately.

He was vain and arrogant, even if he was affectionate, Wang Jiaran still treated her like a thing, not even a friend! Jiang Rou only felt a lot of pain in her heart

Wang Jiaran was speechless, Jiang Rou broke the secret in his heart, he disliked Jiang Rou's background, but he was willing to overcome it for love. Is there anything wrong with this? In Wang Jiaran's opinion, he is not wrong, and he is also very great, but Jiang Rou does not know what to do.

Hearing Jiang Rou say that he was vain and contemptuous of others, Wang Jiaran's eyes were full of bloodshots, like an angry lion, he had never been taught like this

"I'm vain? I hate the poor and love the rich? I look down on your mother who sells vegetables in my heart, and I don't look down on your upbringing, do I have to repent because of this? Heh, I'm the same until now. I don't think I'm guilty."

Wang Jiaran's face was gloomy, and his tone was yin and yang.

"For the sake of you, I retreated step by step, do you really think your family is very decent?

What do you have to be proud of, to be held in?

He approached Jiang Rou step by step, and his handsome face was full of unwillingness and malice.

Jiang Rou looked at Wang Jiaran in shock, that calm and gentle Wang Jiaran no longer existed, and the words in his mouth flew out like knives, piercing her heart and making her blood flow.

Jiang Rou realized that although Wang Jiaran looked gentle and elegant, he was actually an arbitrary and self-respecting person in his bones, and today Jiang Rou challenged his authority.

Sad to the extreme, Jiang Rou wanted to laugh a little, she was almost 30 years old, and she was still indulging in love with a high school student, and she was still complaining and complaining about saying such things just now, she was really out of her mind.

Jiang Rou thought to herself, what was she expecting just now? Do you expect Wang Jiaran to reflect on herself, abandon her views on the door, break through class consciousness, and then confess to herself?

Sure enough, this is the most normal reaction, Jiang Rou couldn't help but ask herself, did the gentle young man she liked really exist? What is it that she chases and is excited about? Is it love, or honor and beauty?

She suddenly felt funny.

Jiang Rou calmed down and said as calmly as possible,

Wang Jiaran, thank you for liking me, I don't want you to be wronged, I don't want you to be reluctant, and I don't want you and me to regret it in the future. Thank you for your hospitality today."

Jiang Rou picked up the small bag and walked out of the room calmly.

Wang Jiaran sat on the chair decadently, as if he had lost his strength. He had just been carried away by anger, and no one had ever lectured him like this. He looked out the window with a blank face, and the large heavy dark clouds across the distant mountains, like gray lumps of lead, did not move.