Maybe I've been single for a long time, and I even feel troublesome when I fall in love.

If she hadn't been in love, Zhao Linlin would fly to South Korea every two or three months, shopping and chasing stars, and she would have lived a very happy life. When cervical spondylosis recurs, she also wishes to have someone by her side. But the man didn't show up for a long time, and she became numb.

Anyway, as long as you see Xiao Xianrou, your mood will improve, why do you want to fall in love?

Therefore, when the owner of the car showed a good impression of her, her first reaction was not excitement, but panic - she had decided not to fall in love for the rest of her life, and suddenly a man showed favor to her, or a man with good conditions, what should I do?

Besides, she has no idea of getting married at all, so why drag others like this?

Although she thinks so, every time she receives a message from him, Zhao Linlin still bumps into a deer in her heart. He said that he would repair the car, just buy some paint and spray it, and he didn't mention the loss of money to her at all. Later, he repeatedly asked her, how was the cold, and did she need to go to the hospital?

Zhao Linlin refused again and again, and in order to accentuate her tone, she used several "don't use it" in a row. The owner was silent on the WeChat end for a while, and then asked, "Anyway, why are you so nervous?"

Zhao Linlin didn't dare to tell him that due to obesity, she had a very difficult adolescence, and even if she lost weight, she couldn't tell whether the boy's approach was good intentions or pranks. She always shrunk herself in her shell and didn't dare to have too much contact with boys. Except for Wei Chenglin, that was the back table of her repetition period, and she has known each other for so many years, so she can't make too much trouble.

What's more, because of her violent father, she didn't have the courage to get married.

The owner of the car was very interesting to her, and after ten days of meeting her for the first time, he no longer asked her if she had recovered from a cold, but said euphemistically, if time permitted, could she enjoy the light? Because he did not put a number in the car, he made her wait for 40 minutes in the wind and snow, and he couldn't care about it.

......

It's obviously her fault, why did he say that? Zhao Linlin panicked even more, it was clear that this man was asking her, and she didn't have any experience, what should she do?

She had no choice but to call Qiao Lin for help, but Qiao Lin was happy for her in her heart: "That brother is fine, don't worry about seeing him, you will definitely not regret it." ”

"But he's a few years older than me......"

"Isn't my brother a few years older than you?

That's the same, why didn't you think she had a five-year age difference with Qiao Nan when she was a child?

Zhao Linlin was still worried: "But I don't know anything about him, will I be deceived by him?"

Jolene laughed wildly: "There has never been a liar in my brother's circle of friends! I've met him a few times, he's ...... My brother said that his personality is not very suitable for joining the army, he is soft-hearted, and he is easy to get entangled when making decisions. However, he has a very smart brain and a gentle personality. ”

Zhao Linlin didn't listen to the rest, as long as she had a "gentle personality", she would have already given him a high score.

After all, she didn't want to associate with someone as grumpy as her father.

Zhao Linlin finally decided to see him, when she put on makeup in front of the mirror, she was so nervous that her palms were sweaty, it turned out that the girl's first "date" was in this mood!

The owner chose a high-priced Western restaurant, Zhao Linlin didn't expect to eat such an expensive thing, not to mention, judging from his clothes and car, he is not a rich man, when he thinks of these, Zhao Linlin is very burdened.

Seeing her unhappy look, the owner of the car nervously asked, "The food here is not to your liking?"

"That's not it, I eat everything deliciously. It's just that the price is a little ......."

"Ah......" The owner lowered his head and smiled: "It's really not cheap, but it's okay to have a luxury once in a while...... Hey, why do you sit so upright? Could it be that you were a soldier too?"

Zhao Linlin realized that she was still too nervous, like a tight string, and if she continued to be nervous, it would break. Listening to his teasing, she finally relaxed a little.

After waiting for the owner of the car for 40 minutes after the "accident" that day, she never thought it was a big deal, but the car owner praised her and kept praising her for being honest. Zhao Linlin has rarely been praised so much, her face is flushed, but her heart is beautiful.

"But why hasn't a good girl like you been in love?"

It's really a pot that can't be opened, Zhao Linlin's mood just relaxed, and she became nervous again.

He hurriedly explained, "Ah, these are what I heard from another Linlin, I hope you don't mind. ”

"It's okay, I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know how to talk about it. ”

The topic seemed to end here, and the two chatted about family and career without being salty. Zhao Linlin learned that this eldest brother used to be Qiao Nan's comrade-in-arms, and now he is an entrepreneur.

After drinking a little red wine, he said with some sadness: "Actually, I also have a lot of opportunities, but I missed them all, and I couldn't rise like Qiao Nan." There are many people who look at him, and some people question his abilities, but I have never been jealous of him, and I even admire him, because I know him very well. ”

Qiao Lin is right, this brother is indeed quite gentle, he is not impatient when he speaks, and he is not like Qiao Nan, who can judge that he is a soldier or an athlete from his appearance. What touched Zhao Linlin the most was his mind, in the workplace, how many friends have become opponents, but he actually calmly accepted the fact that he was not as good as Qiao Nan, and he did not hide his appreciation for him, which is really rare, right?

Good temper, good indeed. Zhao Linlin thought like this, and scored his score a little higher.

After drinking a little red wine, Zhao Linlin also talked about her "boyfriends", she thought he would be uninterested, but she didn't expect him to be full of interest: "I really don't know any of these idol groups now." However, I played in the Audition Dance Troupe when I was in college, and my impression of Hallyu at that time was still stuck in Lee Hyo-ri and TVXQ. ”

"Ah, yes? I played in junior high school and high school, and there was a QQ speed car at that time. ”

"It's a distant memory, it turns out that you are so much younger than me. ”

The more the two chatted, the more energetic they became, and when they broke up, Zhao Linlin was already a little reluctant. When he offered to meet next time, she didn't hesitate to agree. But on the way home, she regretted it again - she shouldn't have agreed to him immediately, the girl should at least be more reserved.

But as soon as the feelings heat up, where can you be reserved or not?

The next time they met, the two switched to beer, Zhao Linlin didn't drink well, and it was easy to become chatter when she got drunk. Stimulated by alcohol, she talked about her scarred adolescence, about the pen pal who had agreed to go to college with her, but died in the earthquake, and most of all, about her unhappy family and the real reason why she didn't dare to talk about marriage.

"My dad is a very strange person, he can endure hardships and make money. He is patriarchal, but he has never lacked my money, but he has a bad attitude every time he gives money...... Moreover, he is like the patriarch of feudal society, he has the ability to support the family, but he forces everyone to listen to him, if anyone disagrees with him, then he will be furious and move his hands without mercy...... "Zhao Linlin closed her eyes in pain and said drunkly: "He always beats my mother and my brother...... It's really scary to fight people, and I'm afraid that my husband will be that kind of person in the future. ”

She said a lot that day, and finally she got too drunk, so she fell asleep on the table. When she woke up, she was already in her bed, and it was Jolene who had sent her back.

Jolene made her a glass of honey water and smiled teasingly, "It seems that it is going well!"

“......”

"But don't let your guard down, don't drink too much in front of him!" Jolene raised an eyebrow and teased, "Maybe he's a big liar?"

"He's not a liar!"

blurted out that it was to defend him, and Zhao Linlin knew that she had fallen into the trap of a good friend. And then she knew that she had already liked him.

Zhao Linlin didn't tell Qiao Lin that after getting drunk that day, he sent her a long WeChat message: "I always believe that the girl who waited for me for forty minutes in the wind and snow that day, the girl who grew up in a patriarchal environment and can be admitted to a prestigious university, should be worthy of everyone's love." You didn't get it before, I'll double it for you later. I don't promise much, but I walk the talk. ”

is obviously very moved, but Zhao Linlin still feels incredible, the cold winter wax moon, and it is not the spring flowers, how can she talk about falling in love?