Mo Tianhua walked out of the sugar water shop with a guilty face, along the traffic light intersection, and through the hospital across the road. The evening breeze gently blows, Mo Tianhua looks like he is full of black hair, but in fact, the roots of his hair are already white, and his dark cheeks are also full of the vicissitudes of time.

I stood across the road in the warm spring breeze, sucking on the nicotine pleasure. After Mo Feng and his mother got into a taxi together, I extinguished the cigarette butt in my hand and walked to the hospital opposite.

Once again, I looked through the glass door into the hospital room. At this time, only Mo Tianhua and Mo Zhenzhen were left in the ward, and there was not much communication between them, and the atmosphere seemed to be so awkward, but there were a few tears left on their cheeks...

Mo Zhenzhen's injury this time was not light, although she is awake now, but the whole person is unable to move, no matter what she does, she must have someone by her side.

I was at the door for a long time, and after thinking about it, I thought I should go in and see her, and I should have a good chat with her, and I should have an open talk.

I knocked softly, pushed it open again, and walked in. When Mo Tianhua saw me coming in, he got up and smiled at me, then turned to Mo Zhenzhen and said, "Let's talk, I'll go out first!"

Mo Zhenzhen's neck and head were severely traumatized, so she could only wink at Mo Tianhua with tears in her eyes.

... ...

When only the two of us were left in the ward, the air became extremely quiet, without a trace of noise, and the sky outside the window was dyed with a bottomless gray-black...

I came to the chair next to the hospital bed and sat down, but Mo Zhenzhen closed her eyes, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes like flowing water, never stopping.

I silently looked at her wrapped in bandages, fortunately, her face was not bruised, which was at least a little comfort to my guilty heart...

"I'm thirsty!" After a long time, Mo Zhenzhen finally opened her mouth gently.

"I'll pour you water, you wait. "I took out the kettle from under the cupboard and poured some hot water into the cup.

I blew the hot water on the spoon and cautiously reached to Mo Zhenzhen's mouth: "Come, open your mouth." ”

"Ahh

After feeding her some water, I went to the bathroom again to drain the rest of the hot water and wipe it down with a napkin.

When I came to the hospital bed again, Mo Zhenzhen no longer closed her eyes. I walked lightly to the cupboard and put the cup, and asked her again, "It's getting late, you can have a good rest!"

"Xiuwen, stay with me for a while... Okay?" Mo Zhenzhen pleaded softly.

"Good. I sat back in my chair and covered her with the quilt a little more.

"Xiuwen, if I leave like this... Will you be sad?"

I stopped covering the quilt, bent over and stood there for a while, and said in a reproachful tone, "What are you talking nonsense? You're going to be fine!"

"I'm not talking nonsense... Will you be sad if I fall in the car and never come back?" Mo Zhenzhen bit her lip and looked at me with a determined gaze.

"It will... Definitely!" After arranging her clothes and quilt, I sat back in my chair.

At this moment, Mo Zhenzhen's tears poured out of the corners of her eyes, and after a long time, she muttered to herself: "Enough... That's enough. ”

Actually, seeing her like this, I was also very depressed, and I wanted to cry a lot, but I didn't want to be too sad in front of her, so as not to aggravate the damage to her.

I pulled a few tissues into the cabinet and wiped her tears as I said, "Don't think too much... In this world, there are still many people who care about you, who care about you... So you have to listen to the doctor, take care of your injuries, and get better soon... Don't make the people who care about you and care about you sad..."

"What about you, do you care about me, do you care about me?" Mo Zhenzhen interrupted me.

I stopped what I was doing and affirmed, "Of course I will... To put it mildly, if something happens to them in a blind person or a country, I will care about them as much as I care about you. ”

"Then what if it's Suyi... Will you treat her like I am?"

Mo Zhenzhen's words made me speechless for an instant, because I didn't want to compare the two of them together, I had never thought about such a problem, and I didn't dare to think about it.

So this time, I chose to be silent, because this is the best answer for me, but I am also sure that there is only Su Yi in my heart now, and Mo Zhenzhen is already in the past.

I know it's ironic to me, but that's just the way it is, we've missed it...

Seeing that I had been silent, Mo Zhenzhen didn't ask any more, she closed her eyes and said slowly: "I'm tired and want to rest... Go back!"

"Well, then you have a good rest... I'll come back to see you tomorrow..."

... ...

After leaving the hospital, I drove aimlessly along the road, and eventually, I came to the side of the Integrity Square.

After getting out of the car, I leaned on the big rock and took a puff of cigarette...

Looking at this big stone that has been eroded by the years for many years, trampled on countless times, and full of scars, I can't help but feel emotional...

When I came back a year ago, I thought that this big stone full of scars was a reflection of my figure, and I was happy to use it as a mirror of myself, because like me, it seemed hard and cold on the surface, but in fact it was extremely fragile.

It stands here, has endured the baptism of many years, has endured the arbitrary trampling of countless people, many people think it is a representative of perseverance, but only I know that it is forbearing, because for these, it has no power to resist.

For this reason, when I slowly learned everything about Mo Zhenzhen, I realized that the mutilation reflected by this big stone was not my shadow, but Mo Zhenzhen's shadow... She is the one who is full of scars and has always endured in life.

I also know that I can't give her happiness in this life, because I don't deserve her, and I'm not qualified to say that I want to give her happiness... But I believe that the person who can give her happiness, the person who accompanies her for the rest of her life, must be waiting somewhere.

Or perhaps, in the near future, we will each be able to hold the hand of the person with whom we will spend the rest of our lives...

It's just that I won't be the man who held Mo Zhenzhen's hand, and she won't be the woman who held my hand...

However, I thought that if I could, I would be willing to spend the rest of my life holding Su Yi's hand until the end of my life...

But could she be that person?