418. She doesn't want to go back
If "she" hadn't appeared, everything would have gone the way the girls had envisioned.
It's just the current leaf blue.
I didn't dare to meet them.
After being diagnosed with mental illness, Ye Lan has been in a state of gain and loss.
For all unknown paths, Ye Lan chose to escape.
This time was no exception.
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Yang Tian and Wang Mengjie left at less than one o'clock in the morning.
The two of them could also see that Ye Lan was not in a calm mood now.
Ye Lan was indeed a little flustered.
The younger sisters didn't completely forget about her, which made Ye Lan very happy, and it could even be said that she was happy.
But the looming she in her mind was like a nightmare that had plagued Ye Lan for a long time, and it couldn't be dissipated for a long time.
The girl trembled and held the phone, which was already a string of numbers on the screen.
Looking at the arrangement of the numbers, it is obvious that this number is not from Huaxia's side.
It's not Huaxia, it's naturally the girls.
Ye Lan desperately persuaded herself to get through the call.
But he was always ruthless.
Gradually, the girl's eyes gradually lost focus.
In the girl's field of vision, the familiar darkness resurfaced.
Soon, a "Ye Lan" dressed in white appeared.
"Do you want to let me bear it again, you're such a good man. ”
"Ye Lan"'s face was full of sarcasm, but his smile was particularly charming.
And the normal Ye Lan lowered her head a little sadly.
"The doctor said, let me talk to you. ”
"Ye Lan" was stunned, and his face was a little complicated.
This is the first time that Ye Lan is willing to take the initiative to talk to herself.
"What are you talking about?"
"I don't know. ”
Ye Lan opened her mouth in a daze, which really ruined the girl's previous shrewd image.
"Should I contact them? ”
"They, the girls?"
"Hmm. ”
"Why contact, haven't they ruthlessly abandoned you?"
Ye Lan's answer made Ye Lan very dissatisfied.
"They didn't abandon me, they have their own difficulties. ”
Ye Lan seemed to be defending herself, nervously helping the girls explain.
The sisters were just too busy to forget about her.
"Ye Lan" heard the girl defend them like this, and her expression softened a little and stiffened again.
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
The atmosphere, which had just eased a little, became tense again.
"She told you they could live well without you. ”
"It's not like that. ”
Ye Lan's face was pale, but she couldn't find any words to refute.
Everyone has a dark side in their hearts that they don't want others to know.
Why wait until now to redeem her.
Why did they have to think of Kim Taeyeon after the accident.
Why in the past two years, they have not mentioned her in public once.
Ye Lan has a lot of things she wants to ask.
But there were some things she couldn't ask.
If she really got the answer that Ye Lan was most afraid of, she would go crazy.
More often than not, Ye Lan chooses to turn a blind eye.
But Ye Lan can endure and lie to herself.
"Ye Lan" no.
"Those heartless girls don't need you anymore, how long do you have to lie to yourself?"
"Ye Lan" hated the girl who lowered her head and escaped from reality.
This girl is so spineless, she will be abandoned when she is said to be abandoned, and now if she says a few good words, she wants to go back happily.
She wouldn't agree.
"I didn't. ”
Ye Lan raised her head angrily and glared at the other self in front of her.
"Ye Lan" was stunned, his expression a little shocked.
"You actually guard against me like this for those girls?"
Ye Lan's expression was a little ugly.
"Why do you think I'm going to hurt them?"
Maybe it was Ye Lan's own delusion, she was a little sad to see her other self.
An irrepressible sense of sadness filled the girl's heart.
This feeling of being extremely panicked but not knowing why made Ye Lan very uncomfortable.
"As much as I hated them, I couldn't convince myself to hate them. ”
"Ye Lan" sat on the ground, hugging his legs and curling up in a ball.
That was the same as when Ye Lan was lonely.
"Ye Lan" raised his head, looked at Ye Lan, and showed a somewhat sad smile.
"I'm you. ”
"How could I hate my family. ”
"It's sad, no matter how pessimistic I am, I don't want to believe that those kids really hate me. ”
"But the truth is, it's going in the direction we least want to see. ”
"We are the beings who are not needed. ”
The panic in my heart finally turned into irrepressible tears.
Ye Lan looked at the sad self, her face full of tears.
"That... So what do we do?"
"Ye Lan" raised his head and smiled desperately at Ye Lan.
"We... ”
"Run. ”
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Ye Lan suddenly opened her eyes and sat up blankly.
She remembers that she was still in the living room when she lost consciousness.
Why are you lying in bed now?
Ye Lan rubbed her eyes, but her hands were moist.
"I... Crying?"
Ye Lan was a little dazed, but this dazed feeling gradually changed into irrepressible sadness and sadness.
She remembered the conversation with "her".
Ye Lan wiped the tears on her face and glanced at the phone time.
It was already seven o'clock in the morning.
Unconsciously, a somewhat difficult night was simply survived by the girl.
The girl threw her phone aside, not wanting to read the news about herself.
They've already said it.
Even if they want to come to themselves.
I won't see them myself.
She's never been a girl who comes and goes.
She also has her own pride.
Simply gave herself a breakfast by the way, and Ye Lan came to the living room with a plate.
There is still a lot of cat food for corn, and recently because of her health, Ye Lan has not gone out much.
The corn cat meal was also put on hold for a few days, and the cat food was changed to eat.
Halfway through breakfast, a doorbell rang at the door.
Subconsciously, Ye Lan was a little panicked.
She didn't know if it was the girls outside.
After all, the company knows where you live.
However, the female voice that sounded immediately afterward, dispelled Ye Lan's fear.
"Sister Ye Lan, are you awake?"
Ye Lan got up with peace of mind and walked to the door to open the door for Wang Mengjie.
Then he turned around and continued to eat breakfast on the sofa, and Wang Mengjie, who was a little confused, stood at the door.
The girl didn't know if it was her delusion.
How did she feel. Ye Lan has changed a lot.
At least, Ye Lan didn't have a smile on her face the moment she saw her.
This made Wang Mengjie a little uncomfortable.
However, the girl shook her hair, didn't think about what she had, and walked up to Ye Lan with an excited face.
"Sister Ye Lan, Sister Ye Lan, are you going back!"
"Where are you going?"
"Goryeo, they're all coming to you, aren't you going back?"
Ye Lan just glanced at Wang Mengjie.
"Why should I go back?"
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